Now or Never: Escape to Freedom Ch. 02

A gay story: Now or Never: Escape to Freedom Ch. 02 As always, this story is completely fiction and any likeness to real events or people are completely coincidental. My stories contain a lot of detail and dialogue so if you’re looking for a short to the point story this is not for you. If you looking for a story that contains suspense, drama and adventure than this is it! This chapter contains an extreme situation that might bring you out of your comfort zone. Now without any further delay I bring to you:

Chapter 2: Austin’s decision.

It was the morning after the storm and Ryan was already up and out helping his dad with the clean up. Austin had a difficult time sleeping last night after Ryan admitted that he had feelings for him and that he didn’t want him to leave. Even though Ryan said he would understand if Austin left it didn’t make it any easier. Why did Ryan have to tell him those things. It would have been so much easier to leave not knowing. He needed a cup of coffee and his morning smoke then he could try to think about things. Austin was just about to open the door when there was a knock.

“Mornin’ Austin, how did you sleep last night?” Shelly said as she stood there with two cups of coffee.

“How did you know I needed coffee?” Austin said as he gladly took the cup.

“If you’re anything like me, you can’t function without your first cup.” Shelly said with a smile. “Michael called this mornin’ and said he would be stoppin’ by to see you.”

“I didn’t know he made house calls.” Austin questioned.

“It’s on his way to the hospital, so he said he would. Let’s go sit on the porch and enjoy our coffee, and I’m sure you hankerin’ for a smoke.”

Austin just smiled; boy did she know him well. He grabbed his smokes and followed her to the front porch.

“I always love the mornin’ after a storm. The air smells so clean and fresh, just like a brand new start. Speakin’ of which, have you thought about what you’re going to do when you’re released to drive?” Shelly asked as she sipped her coffee.

“I really don’t know.” Austin said with a depressed look on his face. “Part of me wants to stay and part of me wants to leave.”

“What are the reasons you want to leave? You already told me that your grandparents don’t know your comin’ so it’s not like they are waitin’ on you.”

“The thing is Eric; he is not going to give up on trying to get me back. When he sets his mind out on something he doesn’t stop till he gets it. He already knows that I’m down here in Levy and I don’t want you guys to get caught up in my mess.”

“If he is really that hell bent on gettin’ you do you think that runnin’ to Florida is goin’ to stop him?” Shelly asked with a raised eye.

Austin paused in thought. “No, you’re right about that. I just don’t want him causing trouble for you guys. He already made a mess at the Motel and you work enough at the bar to support your family, you really don’t need someone else to worry about.” Austin replied as he lit a smoke.

“Hun, to tell you the truth it’s a little too late for that.”

“What do you mean by that?” Austin asked.

“You have made your way into my heart. I care for you and don’t want to see you hurtin’. I know that if you went to Florida there wouldn’t be a day that would go by I wouldn’t be worrin’ about you. You’re a very special person and you deserve to have a happy life.” Shelly said as she rested her hand on his. “And you would be a nice addition to our family.”

“If I did stay, what would I do for work and how would I solve the problem with Eric?”

“Those are all issues we can work on but you have to take it one step at a time or you’re gona get ahead of yourself. The choice is up to you but just to let you know that if you did stay you would be welcomed with open arms.” Shelly offered. “Well, I flapped my gums enough. I better get started around the house. Michael should be here around 10.”

Once Shelly left, Austin was left with his thoughts. She was right though, if he did go down to Florida he would have to start all over again and to admit it he kind of liked it here. The people in the town were very nice and he liked the slower pace. At least if he stayed here he would have a fighting chance against Eric because he wouldn’t doubt for a minute Ryan would blow him away.

Michael came rolling in the driveway right at ten o’clock. He took Austin into the living room to start the examination. He felt around his ribs, Austin only felt slight pain; he checked all his cuts, which had healed up by now. He had Austin do a few stretches to check his range of motion. Austin passed all the tests, so Michael game him a clean bill of health.

“Well, Austin you seem to be doing very well. I think you are well enough to drive, but I still want you to take it easy, no heavy lifting or any strenuous activities.” Michael told him.

“Thanks, doctor.”

“Call me Michael.” He said with a smile. “Austin, can I talk to you about something?”

“Of course.”

“It’s about my brother and your decision on whether to leave or not. I can tell that my brother has feelings for you and you for him. I can see how he acts when he is around you and the way he acted that night you were brought to the hospital, he was like a crazed man. With that being said I’m happy to see my brother so happy again. I think it would be in your best interest if you stayed, for the simple fact that my whole family loves you.”

“But what about…” Austin started to say.

“Don’t worry about Eric. There are ways to make sure he can never come near you again. If you stay here I know you can have a good life. I’m sure you are worried about all the legal things, like driver’s license and birth certificate but I assure you it will be okay.” Michael reassured Austin. “Anyway I better go. I have to get to the hospital. If you need anything you can call me.” Michael said as he left the room.

After Michael left Austin went back to his room to think about what he had said. Michael was right, even if he did go to Florida he would still have to deal with Eric. He figured that he would talk to everyone at lunchtime.

When it was time for lunch, Austin was all ready to tell everyone his decision.

“I have a few questions. If I were to stay, what would I do for work and how to get all my legal documents. In my rush to leave I didn’t take the time to try and find them.”

“Well, you can always get copies of your birth certificate and social security card if your ex won’t send them.” Shelly replied.

“That’s my problem I know he won’t sent them. He will try to keep them to force me to come back to him.” Austin said with a melancholy tone.

“Then you can report them as stolen.” Tom answered.

“How am I going to keep him away? He found me once it’s only a matter of time before he finds me again.”

“You’re going to have to take legal action against him and get a restrainin’ order. Since he attacked you here in Levy you can file it here and not have to go back to New Jersey. It would be almost impossible to get one if you went to Florida.” Shelly chimed in.

“That’s what I figured. You guys would be willing to help me with all of that?” Austin asked.

“Of course we would.” Tom said with a smile.

“Now what about work? I only have a high school diploma and I never took any trades.”

“That’s not a problem at all. We can find you a job but first things first. You have to take care of Eric.” Shelly offered.

“I guess if you guys are willing to help me then I don’t see any reason to leave.” Austin said cheerfully.

“We are so happy you decided to stay.” Shelly said as she got up and gave Austin a hug. “We will start with all the legal issues as soon as possible.”

No one was more happy that Austin decided to stay than Ryan. When Austin said he was staying Ryan almost jumped up from the table and grabbed Austin.

“Since we are all here I have something I want to say.” Ryan took a deep breath. “This has been something that I have been dealing with for a long time now and I have finally admitted it to myself. Mom and dad, I’m gay.”

“Son, we are happy that you have finally told us.” Tom said as stood to give his son a hug.

“You mean you guys knew?” Ryan was shocked.

“Well, we had an idea but we were going to wait for you to tell us, no matter how long it took you. Your mother and I only want you to be happy.”

“Thanks for being understanding. You have no idea how much it means to me.” Ryan said with tears in his eyes.

“I think that tonight we are goin’ out to celebrate the fact that Austin is stayin’ and Ryan comin’ out.” Shelly suggested.

“Ryan I want you to take the rest of the day off. You and Austin can go out and have some fun. Now that he is cleared to drive I’m sure he wants to get out of this house.” Tom said. “Maybe take him down to the swimming hole.”

In a matter of a few minutes, Austin’s life had changed. He was now going to stay in Levy with the Davenports and start his new life. He was happy and apprehensive at the same time about his decision but he knew deep down inside it was the right choice.

After Austin got changed into a pair of old shorts he met Ryan by his old pick-up truck. When he got in he noticed the picnic basket was present again. He just looked at it and both he and Ryan laughed.

The old swimming hole was down the road just past the bar. Ryan slowed the truck and turned down the old dirt road which dead ends at the swimming hole. It was a very peaceful area surrounded by tall weeping willow trees, lush green grass and a deep blue sky over head, it was a perfect day for a swim.

After about an hour in the water, they decided to get out and see what Shelly had packed for them in the picnic basket. As Ryan unfolded the blanket, Austin opened the basket and peered inside. It was stuffed with sliced fruits, roast beef sandwiches, and two giant pieces of Shelly’s homemade apple pie. Austin could not wait to dive into the food. They ate and enjoyed their company and the beautiful surroundings.

“It is so beautiful and peaceful here.” Austin said as he took the last bite of the pie.

“It sure is. It’s one of the many reasons I decided to stay here.” Ryan said as he looked out over the swimming hole.

“I’m kind of curious as to why you stayed? Your brother is a doctor and you said your sister lives in California.” Austin asked.

“This is where my heart is, and home is where the heart is. People see Levy as a little knock about town but to me it is my life. I love how close knit everyone is here and how we all look out for each other, that is something I think most people have forgotten about.” Ryan said as he laid back on the blanket. “But my brother and sister never really loved that. My sister hated this town and couldn’t wait to get out, so when the opportunity came she left and never looked back. Now that she lives in Los Angeles she thinks she is better than us, and acts like it too.”

“I’m sorry to hear that.” Austin said as he nuzzled Ryan’s ear.

“I’m not. I can’t stand the bitch. She caused my parents nothing but headaches when she was growing up, I’m glad she is gone.”

As Ryan continued talking about his siblings, Austin laid there listing till he nodded off to sleep. It took Ryan a few minutes before he realized that Austin had dozed off; he decided to let him rest for a little. Ryan shut his eyes and relaxed under the southern sun till he nodded off himself.

It was forty-five minutes later when Austin awoke and as he opened his eyes, and looked toward the hill, he thought he saw a person looming in the bushes. He sat up rubbing his eyes and glanced back toward the bushes but this time the person was gone. Austin wondered if it was just his groggy mind clearing but the person almost looked like Eric. As he got up Ryan stirred and asked if everything was okay. Austin told him that he just was stretching from his nap. Austin grabbed a smoke from his pack and made his way down to the water. When he returned Ryan was still relaxing on the blanket and the way the sunlight was hitting him it gave almost a heavenly glow to him. Austin could do nothing but smile at how perfect Ryan looked.

“What’s that smile for?” Ryan asked as Austin approached.

“Oh, nothing.” Austin said still smiling.

“You just don’t smile like that for no reason.” Ryan said.

“It’s just, this is the happiest I’ve been in ages and I don’t want anything to ruin it.” Austin admitted as he sat next to Ryan.

“I know you’re worried about Eric, but we are going to get that taken care of so he doesn’t bother you again.” Ryan reassured Austin.

“I know, it’s just been over a month and I haven’t heard anything from him. Makes me think that he is up to something horrible.” Austin said as he looked over at the bushes.

“Don’t worry. Everything will turn out fine.” Ryan said as he put his arm around Austin. “We better get back to the house so we can get ready.”

After they packed everything up and put it in the truck, they headed back to the house. As they entered the kitchen, Shelly was standing at the counter holding a post card.

“I got a postcard from your Aunt Cindy and Uncle Jeff in New Jersey. They are hostin’ the family reunion at their place.” Shelly announced.

“It’s time for the reunion already? It doesn’t seem like it’s been five years. When is it?” Ryan asked.

“It’s goin’ to be the second week in July.” Shelly replied as she looked at Austin. “And you’re going to mister.”

“Me?” Austin asked.

“Well, yes. You are a part of our family so that means you get to come too.” Shelly said with a smile. “You boys go and get ready then we can talk about it more at dinner. Now dress casual since we are going to a seafood restaurant in Savannah.”

While Austin was in his room picking out his clothes for the evening, he wondered how Ryan’s family was going to take him, but at the same time, he was excited because his family wasn’t the type to have reunions. He decided to take a quick shower so not to take too much time. As he stood under the spray, he heard a knock at the door.

“Who is it?” Austin asked.

“It’s Ryan; can I come in for a second?” He asked as he cracked the door.

“Yeah come on in.” Austin said as he grabbed for the shampoo.

“You need a hand with that?” Ryan asked as he pushed the sliding doors back.

Austin was surprised when he saw Ryan wasn’t wearing anything and had a full hard on. He couldn’t do anything but nod his head. As Ryan stepped in Austin watched as the water ran down his defined chest, down his washboard abs, and flowing off his hard cock. Austin could feel his own member starting to stir to life. Ryan bent down, giving Austin a good view of his peach fuzz covered bubble butt, and squirted some shampoo into his hands. He moved behind Austin and slowly worked the shampoo into his hair. Austin could feel Ryan’s hard cock pressing into the crack of his ass sending shivers down his spine. He was so turned on by what Ryan was doing he could have shot right there. Ryan slowly turned Austin around, tilted his head back, and slowly washed the suds away. When Ryan brought Austin’s head back up he planted a powerful kiss on Austin’s lips. The kiss was passionate and deep. Austin could feel the heat of Ryan’s lust radiating from his body. Austin pressed closer to Ryan feeling his hardened rod pressing his into his leg. Austin knew they didn’t have much time before they had to leave so he decided to cut to the chase. He dropped to his knees and started to kiss all around Ryan’s cock and his massive balls. He grabbed Ryan’s tool with one hand and started to lick around his balls. The scent was amazing, it was a slight musty aroma, a manly smell and Austin loved it. He could feel the precum forming at the head of Ryan’s cock as he was jerking it. Every time Austin would lick around one of Ryan’s balls he could feel the precum ooze from Ryan’s head. After he played with Ryan’s balls, he started to work his way up the monster shaft, kissing and sucking on it the entire way up. He sucked and nibbled at the underside of the crown, which caused Ryan’s legs to shake from the sensation. He could tell that Ryan was really enjoying what he was doing, that only caused him to want to please him more. Austin slowly took in the mushroom head and swirled his tongue around the base. Ryan was much bigger than Eric was and it took Austin a few minutes to get used to the girth of it. He could only take in a few inches at a time but with each stroke he would take a little more until he could get most of Ryan’s cock in his mouth. He was finally able to take all of Ryan’s meat in his mouth without choking on it. He could tell by the amount of precum Ryan was putting out that he was very close to cuming. Soon Ryan whispered to Austin that he was about to cum but Austin didn’t stop, he only moved his head faster. The moment before Ryan came Austin shoved all of Ryan’s cock down his throat and as Ryan unloaded he could feel the hot cream slide down and there was a ton of it. Austin held Ryan’s rod in his mouth just a little longer till he shot his own massive load on the shower floor.

“Holy shit! I couldn’t have imagined how good that was going to feel!” Ryan said trying to catch his breath.

“I’m glad you enjoyed it.” Austin said with a big grin on his face.

“I think enjoyed is a big understatement!” Ryan said with a chuckle.

“We better finish up before your parents wonder where we are.” Austin grinned.

After the shower Ryan helped dry Austin off, even though Austin was capable of doing it himself but he still liked the attention. They quickly got dressed and met up with Ryan’s parents in the living room.

When they arrived at the restaurant, they got the perfect table out on the deck. It was a beautiful evening with a cool breeze coming off the river. Tom told the boys to order whatever they wanted and not to worry about prices.

“Austin, would you like to have a drink?” Shelly asked.

“I’ll have a coke or pepsi.”

“I meant somethin’ with a little more kick.” Shelly insisted.

“Oh, then I’ll have a Malibu Bay Breeze.” Austin said as he looked at the drink menu.

It was a wonderful night. Everyone had a good time talking and eating the wonderful food. Austin especially liked when Shelly would tell stories of Ryan when he was a kid, even though Ryan was a little embarrassed by some of the stories.

“Mom, I’m sure Austin doesn’t want to hear stories of when I was a kid.” Ryan said as he gave his mother a playful smile.

“Actually, I really enjoy hearing them.” Austin said with a smirk.

“Well, if that’s the case then you’ll love this one. One time when Ryan was about 13…”

By the end of the evening everyone had their fill of food and laughter. It was truly a great evening. It was only a 15-minute ride home but Austin was so tired that he knocked out on the ride back. Once they got home Ryan helped Austin into his room, Austin was a tad tipsy. He had only three drinks at dinner but it had been such a long time since his body had alcohol it hit him harder than normal.

“Oh my god, I didn’t think I would be this buzzed.” Austin said as Ryan sat him on the bed.

“It’s okay. I’m a tad buzzed myself.” Ryan said with a smile.

“Thank you.”

“For what?” Ryan asked as he sat next to Austin.

“For saving my life.” Austin said with a goofy smile.

“How did I do that?”

“That night at the motel, if you hadn’t come back I’m pretty sure I would be in a box six feet under.” Austin replied.

“I only did what any person would have done.” Ryan stated showing concern.

“Ryan, you didn’t even know me twenty-four hours. Most people would have just turned around and left figuring it was none of their business.” Austin said as he hung his head.

“Well, I’m not like most people.”

“No you’re not. You are better than most people are. Thank you again.” Austin said as he hugged Ryan.

“Come on, let’s get you into bed.” Ryan said as he stood up.

That was the first night that Austin did not have any nightmares. Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was the fact that his mind knew that his life was finally changing for the better. The next morning Austin woke refreshed and ready to start the day. When he walked out to the kitchen, he found Shelly sitting at the table going over some papers.

“Mornin Austin how did you sleep?” Shelly asked.

“Honestly, really well. I didn’t have any nightmares last night.” He said cheerfully.

“That’s great to hear. Would you like some coffee?” Shelly asked.

“That would be wonderful.” Austin said as he took a seat at the table.

“I don’t know why I do this to myself every year.” Shelly said as she placed a cup down for Austin.

“Do what?” Austin asked with a puzzled look on his face.

“The 4th of July county fair. I’m head of the committee so I have to make sure that everything goes as planned.”

“Is there anything I can do to help? I am cleared to drive now.” Austin asked.

“Well, if you really want to I could use an extra body to help out.”

“Yes please. It would make me feel like I’m helping out around here.”

“Okay then. Here is a list of the stores I need you to go and put flyers in the windows. They already know that someone is coming so just ask where they want them. Then I need you to run to the 4-H office and pick up their list of vendors and meet me at the fairgrounds.” Shelly said as she handed him the list of stores and flyers.

“Okay. What time would you like me to meet you at the fairgrounds?” Austin asked as he finished his coffee.

“Meet me there around noon.” Shelly suggested.

“Okay sounds good. Let me go get ready and I’ll be on my way.” Austin said as he put his cup in the sink.

He could tell it was going to be a hot one out today so he dressed in a light tank top and grey basketball shorts. It felt so good to be back behind the wheel of his baby. It had seemed like ages since he had driven her and she still gave him a jolt when he turned that key. It wasn’t too hot out yet so he dropped the windows, cranked the radio up, and took off down the driveway. While he was driving to town, it dawned on him that he never paid for the repairs to his car or the insurance for that matter. That meant only one thing, the Davenports paid for it. He was more than grateful that he had met them and that they had taken care of him, so he was going to make sure that he didn’t not do anything to disappoint them. Once he arrived in town, he parked at the bar and started his rounds. He decided to stop off at Mike’s garage first.

“Morning Mike.” Austin said as he entered the shop.

“Well, good morning Austin. Glad to see you’re up and about.” Mike said as he emptied the oil on a car.

“I’m helping Shelly with the preparations for the fair and I wanted to know where to put the flyer.” Austin asked.

“If you want you can just tape it to the door.” Mike replied as he wiped his hands on his coveralls.

“I never did get a bill for the repairs on my car.” Austin said even though he knew who paid.

“Oh, some anonymous person came in and paid it in full.” Mike said with a grin.

“Well, if you ever see her, er…them, tell them thank you and I’d like to pay them back.” Austin said as he exited the garage.

Once he went to all the places on the list, he wanted to stop over and see Mrs. Miller. He stopped off at his car, grabbed a cigarette, and headed toward the motel. As he entered the office, Mrs. Miller came from the back and when she saw Austin, a smile came across her face.

“Austin, dear I’m so glad to see you are doing better.” She said as she came around the front desk.

“Thanks. I just wanted to apologize for what happened that night, and I wanted to know if there was anything I can do to help with the cost? I’d offer to pay for any damages but what money I had is gone from paying for the meds.”

“There wasn’t any damage, besides the door frame. But Ryan came by the next day and fixed it for me.”

“I’d still like to help out around here. I can’t do too much heavy lifting but I can still help.” Austin replied.

“Well, if you want you can stop by tomorrow and I’ll find something for you.”

“Thanks Mrs. Miller. Well I better get going I have some more running to do.”

The rest of the afternoon was busy with all the preparations for the fair, but Austin liked it and made him feel useful again. They were busy setting up tables, spreading hay on the floor, testing the lights, and making sure everything was ready for the opening in two days. Around three o’clock Ryan and his dad stopped by for lunch.

“We figured you guys could use something to eat.” Tom said as he walked into the building.

“Hey Austin, mom’s not workin you too hard.” Ryan said with a laugh.

“Not at all. It feels good to be out and about.” Austin said as he wiped the sweat from his forehead.

“Austin go and take a break, get something to eat. It’s the heat of the day and a good cool down break will do you good.” Shelly said.

“Okay, sounds good to me.” Austin replied. He was starting to feel a little sore so the break was welcomed.

Austin and Ryan walked down to the riverbank and found shade under a giant magnolia. They ate and talked under the tree for a while before Austin caught Ryan looking at him.

“Do I have something in my teeth?” Austin asked as he tried to clean his teeth.

“You look so sexy.” Ryan remarked.

“I look gross. I’m covered in sweat and hay.”

“It looks fucking sexy to me.” Ryan said as he leaned over and kissed Austin.

As he kissed Austin he slid his hand up the leg of his shorts and started to massage his hardening cock. It wasn’t long before he had Austin at full salute. Ryan knew he had no time to waste so he got right to the point. He gripped the waistband of Austin’s shorts and in one swift motion he pulled them down to his knees.

“Ryan, don’t I’m all sweaty and gross down there.” Austin said as he tried to pull his shorts back up.

“Austin, it’s okay. You have me so turned on right now.” Ryan said as he gazed into Austin’s eyes.

“Okay then.” Austin said giving him permission to continue.

Ryan had Austin get up and lean his back against the tree so he could get a better angle. In one downward motion Ryan took all of Austin’s cock in his wet warm waiting mouth. This time wasn’t as passionate, this was pure wanted lust. With every downward stroke, Austin’s cock would slide down Ryan’s throat and send shock waves through him. Ryan pulled his own hard member from the confinement of his pants and started wildly jerking off. Austin was so turned on by Ryan’s lust for him that he knew he was not going to hold out for long. Austin could feel it building up within him until it got to the point he could not hold back any more. He told Ryan that he was about to cum and just at the moment before he shot, Ryan shoved all of Austin’s cock down his throat. The sensation sent Austin over the edge causing him to cry out in pleasure and he shot his seed down Ryan’s throat. Ryan feeling the hot creamy juices shot his own load landing in a huge puddle in the grass. Both boys spent from the organism collapsed on the ground trying to catch their breath.

“Wow, that….that was something I have never had happen before. I’ve never had anyone just come at me like that before.” Austin said as he laid in the warmth of the southern sun.

“I hope I wasn’t too forceful. You just looked so sexy I just had to taste you.” Ryan said with a huge grin.

“It was nice, really nice. I mean, wow.” Austin liked this new feeling, this feeling of being someone’s lustful desires. “I better get back to helping your mom. I’m sure she is wondering what happen to me.” Austin said as he pulled his shorts back up.

“Okay. I’ll see you when you get home.” Ryan said as he stood up.

It was almost 5 o’clock when they decided to call it quits for the day.

“Austin I can’t thank you enough for helpin’ me out today.” Shelly said as she took a seat.

“Thanks for letting me help. I really enjoyed myself.” Austin said as he lit a smoke. “So what time tomorrow do you want me here?”

“I’m not sure yet but we can talk about that in the mornin’. We’ll I’m going to stop by the bar and see how everythin’ is going’. You goin’ to be okay going home?” Shelly asked.

“Yeah I should be good.” Austin said as he got up.

As he was walking towards his car, he didn’t notice that he was being approached from behind until a familiar voice froze him in his tracks.

“Austin…..”

“Oh my god, Eric…..” he said as he slowly turned around.

“You’re a hard little fucker to track now that you had the tracer removed. I must give theses dimwitted towns people some credit for finding it.” Eric said as he moved closer to Austin. “But like I told you before you can’t get away from me no matter how hard you try. I must say you are looking good, maybe southern life fits you; I mean you are as dumb as a haystack.”

“I’m not going back with you and if Ryan finds you here he is going to be pissed!” Austin said.

“You really think I’m scared of that meat sack? You forget I work in a prison around hardened criminals a simple mined country boy is nothing. Besides, I’m not here to take you back, yet. I just want you to know that I’m always watching you, and that you never know when I decide to take you back.” Eric said as he grabbed Austin cock and pulled him close. “Remember faggot, your mine and you always will be. Now walk your ass into the woods.” Eric demanded.

Austin was reluctant at first till he saw the handgun attached to Eric’s hip. Austin’s heart felt like it was going to pound right out of his chest with every step he took. Once they entered the woods Eric stopped Austin and turned him around.

“Now, you’re going to be a good little bitch and do what I say. If you’re lucky I won’t kill you when I’m done. You make just one noise and I’ll put a bullet through your skull.” Eric said as he started to grope Austin’s cock.

Austin knew what was coming and there wasn’t anything he could do to stop it. Austin tried his best to stop his cock from hardening but it was to no a vale. Eric took this as a sign that Austin was enjoying what was happening. Eric unbuttoned his pants and placed Austin’s hand on his hardened cock. Then Eric placed his hands on Austin’s shoulders and brought him down to his precum leaking cock. However, Austin pulled back before Eric could shove his cock in his mouth. Eric grabbed a handful of hair and yanked his head back.

“You really going to fight me? The harder you fight the worse it’s going to be for you. You think you would have leaned that after all these years not to test me! Now get the fuck down there and suck my dick till I tell you to stop!” Eric said has he forced Austin’s head down.

Austin did what he was told, Eric had the upper hand. It was as if his nightmare had come true only he wasn’t going to wake up and be in Ryan’s arms. Ryan, how was he going to explain his to Ryan without breaking his heart. Guilt crashed over Austin like a tidal wave and he began to cry.

After what seemed like a lifetime Eric stopped him and pulled his head up.

“I forgot how good you are with that mouth of yours. You have me so close to cuming but I’m saving that for something else.” Eric said with a devilish grin. “Now take your shorts off and lay on your back.”

“Eric, please no. I’ll suck you off, just please don’t fuck me. It’s been too long.”

“That little county slut hasn’t fucked you yet, I’m surprised.” Eric said as he pulled him to his feet.

“He’s not a slut! You are the slut! You don’t think I know what you did when you would go out drinking with your friends!” Austin spat back at him. Something inside him snapped when Eric called Ryan a slut.

Without warning Eric backhanded Austin sending him to the ground. He got on top of him and placed his hand over his mouth.

“I can see you’re going to be stubborn about this.” Eric said as he pulled a rag from his back pocket. “I’m tired of hearing your fucking mouth.” He said as he stuffed it into Austin’s mouth.

Austin started to struggle, trying to break free but he was met with more resistance. Eric grew tired of Austin’s actions and landed and hit right on his ribs. Pain shot through Austin’s body causing him to cry out, but the cries where muffled by the rag. Finally Austin gave up to the inevitable. Eric removed Austin’s shorts, tossing them to the side and placed Austin’s legs on his shoulders. He spit into his hand and coated Austin’s ass making it nice and wet. With one swift thrust Eric’s cock entered Austin’s tight hole. It had been a long time since Austin had been fucked so he was extra tight, but that also cause him more pain. With every thrust it felt as if he was getting split wider and wider. It didn’t take Eric long to reach climax and soon he was filling Austin up with a massive load of cum.

“God, I can’t remember the last time your ass felt so tight.” Eric said as he pulled his cock out. “Now be a good little slut and keep your mouth shut. I really don’t want to have to shut it for you, remember I’m watching you.” Eric said as he left Austin shaking on the ground.

Austin just kept his eyes shut as he lay on the ground over taken by guilt. When he thought it was safe to move, he slowly sat up and searched for his shorts. It was starting to get dark out and he was having a little trouble finding them. Finally after a few minutes he located them. As he was walking toward his car, he could feel Eric’s cum running down the back of his legs. He felt so used and dirty. Never in his life had he felt this dirty. By the time, he made it home Shelly had already been to bar and had beaten him home. The moment he walked in the door she knew that something horrible had happen.

“Austin! Oh my god what happen?” She asked as she ran over to him.

The moment he opened his mouth he began to sob. “Eric….he….he attacked me at the fairgrounds and he forced me into the woods.”

“Austin, what happen in the woods?” Shelly asked fearing the obvious answer.

“H…he…..raped me.” Austin said as he slunk to the floor racked with grief knowing that Eric still had control over him.

Shelly knelt down on the floor next to Austin and held him tightly. She sad there holding him trying to help calm him, but with every passing moment she was getting more and more furious. How could that son of a bitch do this to Austin. Wasn’t it bad enough that Austin was scared to death of him and now he had done this. Shelly was afraid that Austin was going to sink back into his depression and she feared that Austin no longer felt safe here. when Austin’s sobs turned into soft sniffles, she spoke up.

“Austin, you have to go to the hospital.”

“No, I don’t want to go.” Austin scoffed.

“Austin, you have to get checked out. He forced himself on you and he could have really hurt you.”

“I don’t care and I don’t want the police called. I just want to forget about this.”

Just then the front door opened and Ryan and his dad walked in. Immediately Ryan knew something had happened and he rushed over to Austin’s side.

“Austin, what happen?” Ryan asked as he took Austin’s hand.

“Eric, he…”

“That son of a bitch!” Ryan said as fire burned in his eyes. “I told him never to come back here. What did he do?!”

“He attacked me at the fairgrounds and he forced me into the woods.” Austin said not meeting Ryan’s eyes.

“Did he rape you?”

All Austin could do was nod his head. He couldn’t bring himself to speak the words to Ryan, he was to full of shame and embarrassment.

“We better get to the hospital.” Ryan suggested.

“I don’t want to go, I can’t face those people and having them know what happen to me.” Austin begged.

“Fine, but you are going to talk to the police and at least tell them that you were attacked. If you don’t want to tell them that you where raped then that is your choice.” Ryan said as he stood up.

Austin reluctantly agreed to talk to the police. Shelly called the police and they arrived fifteen minutes later, but this time the state police came. Ryan sat by Austin’s side holding his hand the entire time he told the officer what had happen. The officer was very pleasant and sympathetic towards Austin, he didn’t give any strange looks when Ryan held Austin’s hand and it kind of put Austin at ease.

“Now you said you and your ex are from New Jersey, so I need to know the make and model of his car so we can keep a look out for him.” Officer Sheppard said.

“It’s a Red 1993 BMW 325i convertible.”

“Okay, we will be on the lookout for it. Is there anything else you want to tell me before I leave?”

Austin thought for a second but decided not to tell the officer about the rape.

“No, that’s all.”

“Okay then I will be on my way. You can stop by tomorrow afternoon and pick up a copy of the report. And I suggest you keep an eye out for him or any suspicious activity until he is brought in.” Officer Sheppard said as he stood to leave.

Everyone thanked him for coming out promptly. After he had left, Austin told Ryan that he was going to take a bath and get ready for bed. When Austin had left the room Ryan walked over to his dad, whispered something in his ear then went out the front door.

“Where is Ry going?” Shelly asked.

“He needs some time to cool off.” Tom said dryly. “I’m going to head into town. I want to ask some of the guys if they have seen a red BMW convertible driving around.”

“Okay, just be careful. I love you.” Shelly said as she gave him a peck on the cheek.

It was well past midnight when Ryan came walking in the front door. He found his mother on the couch reading with Austin fast asleep on her lap. When Shelly heard her son come in she slowly moved Austin and made her way in the kitchen.

“Ry, I was startin to get worried about you.” Shelly said as she sat at the counter. “Austin tried to stay up and wait for you but he finally feel asleep about an hour ago.”

“Sorry mom, I didn’t mean to worry you. I just needed sometime to cool off.” Ryan said with and uncertainly in his voice.

Shelly knew that something was not quite right. “Ry, what’s going on. You’re hiding something from me and I don’t like it.”

“Mom, it’s better if you don’t know.”

“Ryan Joshua Davenport, I want to know.” Shelly said sternly.

“You really want to know? Fine I’ll tell you. I went out looking for that son of a bitch. It took awhile but I finally spotted his car at the Red Barn, so I waited for him to leave. Once he left I started to follow him but he must have noticed me cause the next thing I know we are flying down the back roads. But he didn’t know the roads like I do and he lost control of his car and ended up in a ditch. All I remember I was pulling him out of his car and I beat the shit out of him just like he used to do to Austin. It’s funny, for someone who talks a big talk he sure can’t fight.”

“Please tell me that you didn’t kill him.” Shelly said with concern.

“Oh no, I left the fucker alive. They might have to pull his balls back down.” Ryan said with a sarcastic smile.

“I know I’m supposed to be mad at you right now but I’m finding it very hard to be. Look go clean up and I’ll wait with Austin till you come back, I don’t want him to wake up alone.” Shelly said as she went back to the living room.

She knew she should be mad at Ryan for what he did but she hated to admit it, she was a little proud of him standing up for Austin. Once Ryan had cleaned up he went back to the living room and took his mothers spot with Austin. He decided not to move Austin and just let him sleep on the couch; he knew that he needed his rest.

The next morning Austin woke up on Ryan’s lap. He remembered falling asleep on Shelly’s lap but now he woke up on Ryan’s. Maybe it was just a horrible nightmare. He had nightmares that felt real before, maybe this was one of them. Until he sat up and the pain shot through his ass. Then it hit home that it wasn’t a nightmare and the reality and guilt set in.

“You okay?” Ryan asked as he rubbed his eyes.

“No.” Austin replied as tears started to form.

“Talk to me about it.” Ryan said as he pulled Austin closer to him.

Austin nuzzled his face in the cure of Ryan’s neck. “I feel horrible.”

“That’s understandable after what happen to you.”

“No, I mean I feel as if I failed you. Again, Eric was able to take control of me and I was powerless to stop him.”

“You didn’t fail me or anyone else. Austin, you have been treated like shit for so long that it’s hard for you to stand up for yourself. I saw the crazed look in his eyes that night at the motel. I can’t imagine what it was like living with him for all those years the way he treaded. As long as you stay here, I’m going to make sure you can be independent.”

It was around 9:30am when there came a knock at the door, it was officer Sheppard.

“Mornin’ officer Sheppard, what can I help you with?” Shelly asked as she let him in.

“Morning Mrs. Davenport, early this morning, around 2:30 we got a report of a car that had gone off the road that matched the description of Austin’s ex. When an officer arrived they found him lying outside of his car and he was pretty messed up. He is at the regional medical center in stable condition.”

“Oh my, is there anythin’ we can do?”

“I just wanted to talk to Austin and see if he wanted to file charges against Eric. Now that he is at the hospital it makes it a lot easier.”

“Austin is in the shower right now; if you can wait a few minutes I’ll go and get him.”

Shelly returned about five minutes later with Austin following close behind her. Officer Sheppard explained the situation to Austin and asked him what he wanted to do. Austin thought for a few minutes before he told Officer Sheppard that he wanted to go and see Eric in the hospital. Austin figured he would at least try to talk to Eric before he filed any charges. Officer Sheppard agreed to escort Austin down to the hospital.

While Austin was in his room getting ready Ryan walked in and sat on the bed.

“Are you sure that you are going to be okay going to see Eric?” Ryan asked.

“Yeah, you’ll be there with me so I’ll be okay. Besides he is in a hospital bed hooked up to machines. I want to try and talk to him once more before I file charges.”

“I think it’s a mistake going to see him, but if that’s what you want to do then I support you. I just don’t want you to get hurt, again.” Ryan said as tears filled his eyes.

Austin saw the tears in Ryan’s eyes and sat next to him. “Don’t blame yourself for what happen yesterday. I shouldn’t have let my guard down like I did. You and your family have been the best thing to happen to me in a long time, I am forever grateful. You’ve protected me and shown me that there are still good people out there.” Austin said as he lightly kissed Ryan’s lips.

“But I didn’t protect you yesterday.” Ryan said as he hung his head.

“You couldn’t have followed me everywhere, that’s no way to live. Come on we better get going. I don’t want to keep officer Sheppard waiting.”

When they arrived at the hospital, they made their way to Eric’s room. Before they entered, Austin stopped and asked Ryan and officer Sheppard to kindly wait in the hall. Ryan was very uneasy letting Austin go in alone but he knew at the first raised voice he was going through that door. When Austin opened the door there was Eric, lying in the bed hooked up to all kinds of machines. Kind of ironic how just a few months ago Austin was the one lying in the hospital hooked up to the very same machines. Austin walked over to him and sat down in the chair next to the bed.

“What are you doing here?” Eric said sarcastically.

“I came to talk to you.” Austin replied.

“I have nothing to say to you.” Eric snapped.

“I didn’t say I wanted you to talk. I said I have some things to say to you, and you’re going to listen. I came here to ask you to send my personal paper work down. I am not nor ever going back with you. For the past four years, you have treated me like a slave. You’ve beat me, raped me, you’ve made me feel stupid and made me feel as if I am the reason your life isn’t what you wanted it to be. However, you are the one who is in control of your life not anyone else, and that’s why I’m taking control of my life now. Eric I love you and always will, even with what you have done to me, but I’m not in love with you.”

“How do you think I got in this hospital? How do you think my car went off the road? Your little slut boy out there ran me off the road then dragged me from my car.”

“I know he did, but you want to know something, karmas a bitch. I don’t believe in violence but sometimes someone needs a taste of their own medicine, and I think you got a good dose. Now I don’t want to file charges against you cause I know that will cause problems at your job and that is not what I’m after. All I want from you is my life back. I don’t want to live the rest of my life scared that you are lurking around the next corner or behind the door. I hope that at some point in the future you will be able to find peace and happiness.”

“Fine, I’ll have them sent down. Just go away and leave me alone.” Eric said with tears in his eyes.

“I want your word that you are going to stick to what you said.”

“You have my word. When was the last time I went back on it?”

“Thank you.” Austin said as he headed for the door. He stopped and walked back to Eric and bent down a kissed his forehead. “I will always love and care for you.” And with that, he walked out the room.

Austin explained to officer Sheppard that he was not going to press charges and Eric was sending his personal paper work to him. Officer Sheppard advised Austin that he only has a limited amount of time to file charges. Austin understood but still didn’t want to file them.

They rode in silence till Ryan couldn’t wait any longer and finally spoke up.

“Do you really think he is going to do what he said?”

“I do. I think this was a wakeup call for him that you can’t go around hurting people and treating them like crap.”

“I hope, for his sake he does stick to his word.”

The rest of the day went on without anything more being said about Eric. Even when they arrived home Shelly didn’t ask, she got the feeling that in time she would find out what was said. Ryan asked Austin if he wanted to relax today but he declined and told him that he still wanted to help his mom out with the fair preparation. She told him that he didn’t need to if he wasn’t feeling up to it but he told her it would help keep his mind off of things. Later that night Ryan found Austin sitting on the back porch looking at the stars.

“Hey, is everything okay?” Ryan asked as he took a seat next to him.

“Yeah, I was just thinking about how my life has changed over the past few years. I never thought I would end up here.”

“Is that a good thing?” Ryan asked showing concern.

“Yes. I got to meet you.” Austin said with a grin. “My mom always told me that things happen in your life for a reason, whether they are good or bad. If I never took the chance to run away I never would have found what true happiness is about.”

“You know Austin, ever since you came into my life I found true happiness too. Ever since I met you at my mom’s bar I knew there was something special about you. I know Eric has really hurt you in the past and I know that some ones word might be hard for you to believe, but I just want you to know that no matter what I would never lay a finger on you.” Ryan said as he brushed the hair on the side of Austin head.

Ryan’s touch sent a chill down Austin’s spine, but this time it was a pleasant feeling. Austin leaned in and rested his head on Ryan’s chest and listened to his heartbeat, the heartbeat of someone he knew loved him and never would harm him.

“Austin, I know you just officially broke up with Eric, and this might not be the right time but I’m going to take a chance and ask. I wanted to know if you would want to be my boyfriend?” Ryan asked nervously.

Austin sat there stunned. He never thought Ryan would ask him to be his boyfriend, not after everything Austin had been through. His silence made Ryan feel uneasy.

“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have asked you.” Ryan said as his heart sank.

“You’re okay. I was just shocked that you want me to be your boyfriend.”

“Why would that shock you?”

“Well, with everything I’ve been though. I have a lot of stupid phobias. I’m like a damaged package, who really wants someone who is so messed up.”

“Even the most broken can be fixed with time and care, and if you let me I’d like to be the one to help put the pieces back together.”

“I can’t promise that I’m going to be the best boyfriend.”

“As long as you are your true self and not something else that is all I ask.” Ryan said as he kissed the top of Austin’s head.

“Okay, I’d love to be your boyfriend.” Austin said as he kissed Ryan on the lips.

As they sat on the porch, Austin thought to himself if dating Ryan was a good idea. He wondered if he could make Ryan truly happy. He didn’t want this relationship to end up like the last one, but then again Ryan was nothing like Eric. Ryan was the kindest guy he had ever met. He figured the best thing was to take it one day at a time.

The next morning Austin was up before Shelly, he wanted to make sure that he got her before she tried to sneak off.

“Morning Shelly. I have the coffee already made.” Austin said with a devious smile.

“Well good mornin’ Austin. I think this is the first time that someone else has had coffee waitin’ for me.” Shelly said gladly as she sat at the table. “So what gets you up this early in the mornin’?”

“I want to help out with the fair.” Austin said as he poured her a cup.

“Right to the point! I like that. Austin, you have helped out so much already you don’t have to anymore.”

“I know but I like to keep busy. It will help me keep my mind off things and besides, sitting around the house is just going to give me time to dwell on things.”

“I understand. Well, I could use some help at the ticket counter. It’s pretty easy work. If that would be somethin’ you are interested in?”

“I could do that. What time do you want me there?”

“I’d say around 2.”

“Sounds good, I’ll be there.”

Austin didn’t realize how much work it was. He thought setting up for the fair was hard work but that was an understatement. Nevertheless, he loved keeping busy. It gave him the feeling of accomplishment. The only down side was he and Ryan didn’t spend too much time together that week. They would start working in the morning and wouldn’t get home until late at night, and by the time they got home both of them where too exhausted to do anything.

Finally, it was the last night of the fair, which was the biggest night. That night there was the demolition derby and the 4th of July fireworks. For all the hard work Austin had put in Shelly gave him the night off and told him to spend it with Ryan. Austin felt a little bad but he was excited to be finally spending some time with Ryan. That night they played the games, rode on the rides, ate all the junk food their stomachs could handle.

The demolition derby was a first for Austin and he really enjoyed it. Watching the cars race around and smashing into each other really was entertaining. The highlight of the night was when the fireworks started. He and Ryan sat under the same tree they had fooled around under a few days before. Austin was a little nervous when Ryan put his arm around him when the fireworks started. He was sure that someone was going to say something but to his surprise, no one did. Actually, the few people who looked gave them a little smile. After the fireworks, they headed home. When they got home, Austin told Ryan that he was going to hop in the shower and if he wanted, they could watch a movie. Ryan agreed and told Austin that he would meet him in his room once he was done. When Austin came out of the bathroom Ryan was already waiting on his bed relaxing wearing nothing but a pair of boxers. Austin’s eyes met Ryan’s and they both smiled. Neither one of them spoke as Austin made his way across the room and sat next to Ryan.

“Ryan, would you do something for me?” Austin asked sheepishly.

“Anything you want.” Ryan replied as he gently kissed Austin.

“Would you make love to me?”

“Are you sure? I mean with what you went through I didn’t think you’d be ready.”

“I don’t know if I’m ready, but I won’t know unless I try.”

“Okay, but if at any point you feel uncomfortable I’ll stop.”

“Okay, I trust you.” Austin said as he leaned in and kissed Ryan.

The kiss was passionate, sweet, and tender; the kiss of lovers. As they kissed, Ryan slowly slid his hand up Austin’s leg. His hairs made his legs feel like soft velvet and Ryan loved the feeling. As they leaned back on the bed Austin’s towel feel open exposing his erect cock, which stood tall and proud. Ryan slowly moved on top of Austin, never breaking the kiss. Ryan moved his mouth from Austin’s and started to nibble on his neck sending shivers down his back. Austin sucked his teeth when he felt Ryan bite ever so gently on the tender part of his neck.

“Do you want to suck my cock and get it nice and wet?” Ryan whispered in Austin’s ear.

Austin nodded and moved down to Ryan’s waiting cock. By this time it was already leaking precum. Austin loved the taste of it, somewhat salty but sweet at the same time. Ryan had to stop Austin from sucking. He told him that he was too good of a job and that if he didn’t stop he was going to cum. Ryan asked Austin how he wanted it and Austin told him on his back so he could look into his eyes. Ryan positioned Austin so that he was comfortable and spread his legs. The next thing Ryan did took Austin completely by surprise. Ryan moved down and started licking around Austin’s ass. When his tongue brushed across the entrance it caused Austin to shutter in pleasure. Austin had never had that done to him before, and he loved the feeling. Ryan made sure that he was nice and wet before he moved into position. He placed the head of his cock at the entrance to Austin’s ass he bent down and asked if Austin was ready. Austin shook his head and tried to relax. Ryan kissed him gently; he placed Austin’s legs on his shoulders as he slowly started to push. He met some resistance and he reminded Austin to relax his muscles so it wouldn’t hurt. When Austin did Ryan’s cock slid in with ease. Ryan just held it there and waited for Austin to relax a bit more, even thought his instinct was to start thrusting but he knew that he had to take it easy. When he felt the tight ring start to relax a bit he started to slowly push till he felt Austin tense up then he would stop and wait. He couldn’t believe how hot and tight Austin’s ass was. It was by far the best feeling he could have ever imagined. At first, Ryan took slow short thrust, not putting all of his nine-inch cock in making sure not to cause Austin any pain or worse, trigger a flash back to Eric’s attack.

Ryan slowly worked up to longer deeper thrust till he hit a spot that sent a feeling that Austin had never had before. It was a weird pleasurable feeling and he noticed that every time Ryan’s cock would hit that spot his cock would jump and stiffen. Austin had never had this feeling before. Eric sure didn’t make him feel this good or ever find that spot. For the first time in a very long time Austin enjoyed having a cock inside of him. Soon he was pushing back with every forward thrust Ryan made; the two of them where in perfect harmony. Austin was lost in a world of pleasure that he had never been to before. He did not want this night to end, but he could feel himself getting closer to climax each time Ryan hit the spot. Austin could also tell that Ryan was close by his movements.

Ryan could feel the juices building up inside of him and he knew that he was about to explode. He told Austin that he was about to cum and tried to pull out but Austin wrapped his legs around his waist and pulled him in forcing his cock all the way in. The feeling was too much and Ryan exploded inside of Austin. The feeling of Ryan’s hot cum hitting his spot sent Austin over the edge and he shot his load all over his chest and face, it was the most intense orgasm he ever had. Ryan collapsed onto Austin’s chest, both of them trying to catch their breath, both soaring on cloud nine. What seemed like hours, but was more like a few minutes, Ryan rolled over onto his back and his still erect cock popped out of Austin’s spend ass.

“That was totally amazing. I’ve never enjoyed sex that much before.” Austin said as he laid his head on Ryan’s chest.

“Yeah it was. I hope I didn’t hurt you or move too fast for you?”

“Not at all. You gave me feelings I never knew existed.” Austin said with a grin on his face.

“I’m too tired to even think about a shower.” Ryan said.

“Me too. Let’s just take one in the morning.” Austin said with a yawn.

The next day everything went back to normal. Ryan and his dad where back working with the horses and Shelly was back at the bar. Austin tried to find things to keep him occupied but it didn’t work. He decided to take a ride down and see if Mrs. Miller needed any help at the motel. When he arrived he found her in one of the rooms.

“Well hello Austin. What brings you down here?” She asked as she exited the room.

“I was wondering if you needed any help. Everyone is out working and I need something to do.”

“Well isn’t that nice of you. If you want you can help me clean up. This place was packed with vendors from the fair.”

“I’d love to help. Just tell me what you want me to do.”

“You can help me in here. There are cleaning supplies in the bathroom. If you could give it a good scrubbing for me I would greatly appreciate it.”

“I’ll get right on it.” Austin said as he made his way to the bathroom.

He worked diligently in the bathroom, guess old habits die hard. When Mrs. Miller came into the bathroom she was surprised at how clean the bathroom was.

“I don’t think I have ever seen this bathroom look this good. You do great work.” She said smiling.

“I guess old habits die hard. I tend to get a little carried away.” Austin replied.

“Get yourself cleaned up and we will have lunch.” She suggested as she walked out of the bathroom.

Austin cleaned himself up and made his way to one of the shaded picnic tables where Mrs. Miller was setting out southern fried pork chops, collard greens and a fresh pitcher of sweet tea. Austin sat down, helped himself to one of them, and poured a tall glass of tea.

“So I see you and Ryan Davenport are an item now.” She said with a coy smile.

Austin almost choked on his food. “What do you mean?”

“Mr. Miller and I saw you two last night at the fireworks. To tell you the truth, I think it’s a good thing. I haven’t seen Ryan that happy in a long time. I have a feeling that you two are going to be very happy together.”

“Is it that obvious that we are together?” Austin asked nervously.

“It is to anybody who is paying attention.”

“I hope it doesn’t cause any problems for the Davenports. They have been nothing but nice to me ever since I came here, and that’s the last thing I would ever want is to cause them problems.”

“Awe no sweetie. We maybe an old fashion southern town, maybe even a little backwards, but we know we are in times where things are changing. Now I’m not saying that you might not run into the occasional sticklers but for the most part everyone is happy for you two.”

“Wait, how many people know?” Austin’s heart quickened in pace.

“The whole town. It doesn’t take much for news to spread about a dashing young stranger who has stolen the hearts of the Davenports.”

Austin just blushed. No one has ever called him dashing before. “Thank you Mrs. Miller.”

“You are welcome. I was thinking, I remember you had offered to help me out around here, and if that offer still stands, would you mind helping me with cleaning this place up. Like I said before this place was packed and I sure could use the help.”

“I would be more than happy to help you.”

“Okay then. I’ll just take these dishes in and we can get started. I’ll bring the pitcher of tea in the room with us in case you get thirsty.”

Austin finished up his sandwich and made his way back to the room. He didn’t wait for Mrs. Miller to get back, he started vacuuming the rugs and stripping the beds down. By the time she got back he had the room completely vacuumed and the bedding in a pile by the door. When Mrs. Miller walked in she told him that she was going to throw the bedding in the wash and that if he wanted to start on the next room he could. As she left she handed him the key. Austin didn’t realize what room he was about to go in till he opened the door and it hit him. He hadn’t been back there since the night Eric first attacked him. Everything was back to normal and the room looked as if nothing had ever happened, he just stood there and that night replayed in his mind. He was lost in thought till he felt a hand rest on his shoulder.

“I’m sorry sweetie, I forgot that this was the room you where attacked in. If you want you can skip this one and I can get it later.” She could see the tears forming in his eyes.

“No, I can’t go through life living in fear of my past.” Austin said as he wiped the tears from his eyes.

“That’s a very mature thing to say and believe. I’m glad you decided to stay here and not go back to that monster.”

Austin spent the rest of the day helping out around the motel. Mrs. Miller was amazed at how quickly and efficiently Austin worked. All the rooms had been cleaned from top to bottom by 4 o’clock. She told him that if it hadn’t been for his help it would have taken her days to complete the task. She asked him that if she could call him from time to time to help out, he told her that he would be more than happy to help out.

Surprisingly when Austin got home no one else was there. He just figured that everyone was still busy with their daily work. He thought to himself that the Davenports had been so nice to him that he was going to return part of it by making dinner. He rummaged around the fridge and found the makings for beef stew. He figured it should just be getting done by the time Ryan and his came back. Just as he figured when Ryan and his dad came in the stew was just about ready.

“What is that wonderful smell?” Tom asked as he came in the kitchen.

“It’s ‘Mrs. Montgomery’s Homemade Beef Stew’. Austin said with a smile.

“I can’t wait to have some.” Tom said as he inhaled the heavenly aroma.

“Well, it’s just about done. I’m just letting the flavors mate a little more.” Austin said as he saw Shelly enter the kitchen.

“Well, what’s this?” She said as she sat her keys down. “I think this is the first time dinner was ready for me when I got home.”

“By the time everyone gets cleaned up it will be ready to eat.” Austin said as he slowly stirred the pot.

Austin never saw people go get cleaned up as fast as they did. Just as Ryan and his dad where coming down the stairs, Austin was placing the stew on the table with a basket full homemade biscuits. Everyone took big helpings and started to dine. At first no one spoke, it was too good to stop and talk. Finally, Shelly told Austin that this was the best beef stew she had ever tasted and that anytime he wanted to make it feel free too.

“So your Aunt Cindy and Uncle Jeff are goin’ to have us stay at their place. It’s a huge house so there is plenty of space. I figured we would leave around four in the mornin’ that should put us at their place around five or so in the evenin’.” Shelly said as she sat back in her chair.

“Are we going to take the station wagon up?” Ryan asked.

“Well, your father and I were talkin’ and we were wonderin’ if Austin wouldn’t mind drivin’ us up in his car? It’s newer than our car and we would pay for the gas.” Shelly asked.

“That would be fine with me. Where in New Jersey is it?” Austin asked.

“Buena Vista Township.” Shelly answered.

Austin’s heart sank. He knew right where that was at. Buena Regional high school was his old school’s rival. There were many times he would go over there when his school was playing there.

Ryan saw the look of concern on Austin’s face. “Is everything okay?”

“Yeah, I know right where that’s at. It’s actually not that far from where I used to live.”

“You going to be okay going back to that area?” Tom questioned.

“I’ll be just fine.” Austin muttered.

The rest of the night Austin was on the quite side. He wasn’t too worried about going back to his old stomping grounds; the Eric situation was taking care of. It was still that fact that he was heading back to a place that held a lot of painful memories.

The rest of the time leading up to them leaving was normal. Austin would go out and help Mrs. Miller at the motel, Shelly was training a new manager for the bar, and Ryan and his dad where busy getting everything ready with the horses. The day before they left Austin had the car checked out and all the fluids flushed. He wanted to make sure there wasn’t going to be any problems on the ride up. That night Austin had a hard time sleeping. He was excited to be going back to New Jersey, even if it was for only a visit.

Early the next morning everyone was busy packing up the car, making sure they had everything, and getting any last minute items together. Shelly had a travel mug with coffee ready for everyone by the time they were walking out the door. It was easy going all the way to the highway.

“I think I could get used to this.” Shelly chuckled.

“Get used to what?” Ryan asked.

“Bein’ driven around like this. It nice to be a passenger.”

Then Shelly and Tom started with the famous kid lines: Are we there yet, I have to pee, he’s hitting me, she touching me, he looked at me funny. Austin couldn’t help but laugh at their antics. Half way through North Carolina they decided to stop off at Cracker Barrel and have breakfast. They all had a hearty breakfast, but Austin commented that its nothing like Shelly’s cooking. Shelly said that’s cause she cooks with love. After they ate Austin went outside and had a smoke before they got back on the road. Even though it is his car he didn’t want to smoke around Shelly and Tom since they didn’t smoke.

“Does the reunion start tonight?” Austin asked as he pulled back on I-95.

“Most people are arrivin’ tonight but it really starts tomorrow. I can’t wait to get there; it’s been to long since I have seen everyone.” Shelly said

“Is the bitch going to be there?” Ryan snorted.

“Ryan, you know I don’t like that kinda language, and yes your sister will be there.” Shelly replied.

“Sorry mom.”

“It’s okay, just try and refrain from that.”

It was almost noon when they got to Richman Virginia. They were making great time due to Austin’s heavy foot. They decided to just make a quick pit stop for lunch since they were less than five hours from Buena. Shelly called Cindy and told her that they would be there in five hours. When Shelly came back to the car she told Austin that Cindy couldn’t wait to meet him, she told her all about him before they left. Ryan asked Austin if he wanted a break from driving but Austin told him that he didn’t mind driving, it was relaxing for him.

By the time they made it to the Walt Whitman Bridge Austin heart skipped a beat. He was finally going to cross back into his home state. Even with everything that had happened between him and Eric he still loved his state, no matter what it was his home.

When Austin pulled up to the address, he was greeted by a long winding driveway. As he drove up he took notice of the lush fields that surrounded the house. When he pulled up towards the house, Cindy came out the front door to great them. As Austin stepped out the car, he was greeted with a big hug and a kiss.

“You must be Austin. Shelly has told me so much about you.” Cindy said with a huge smile.

“I hope it was all good things.” Austin said with a nervous smile.

“Of course! How was the drive? I hope there wasn’t to much traffic on the way up.”

“It was smooth sailing the whole way here. Well aside from the two in the back acting up.” Austin chuckled.

“What. Shelly and Tom, no never.” Cindy laughed.

Cindy walked to the back of the car and gave Shelly and Tom a huge hug. She hadn’t seen them since the last reunion, five years ago. She told them that it had been to long but she understood that it was hard for them to get away.

“Has anyone else arrived?” Tom asked as he grabbed some of the suitcases from the truck.

“Yeah, but they are staying at the local hotel. You guys are the only ones staying here.” She said with a smile. “Hold on I’ll get Josh to come out and help with the bags.

Cindy emerged from the house with Josh and a young man that neither of the Davenports recognized.

“This is Justin. Justin this is Shelly, Tom, Ryan, and Austin.”

“It’s nice to meet you.” Justin said as he greeted everyone.

“Josh would you help them with their things. You know what room to put them in.” Cindy instructed.

Once Josh showed everyone to their rooms, Cindy suggested that the boys get acquainted with each other. Jeff and Tom went out back to start getting the grill ready for dinner.

“I’m so glad you guys made it up here with no problems.” Cindy said as she poured Shelly a glass of wine.

“Yeah, it was smooth sailing all the way up, it didn’t help that Austin kinda has a lead foot.” Shelly chuckled.

“I noticed when he pulled up that he had New Jersey license plates. I didn’t know he was from here.” Cindy questioned.

“Yeah, it’s kinda a long story. In a nut shell he ran away from his abusive ex.”

“I’m so sorry to hear that.”

“He is doing better now. The dealing with the ex is hopefully taken care of.”

“Hopefully? That doesn’t sound to promising.”

“I don’t trust a word his ex says. He is a very vindictive person and I’d feel a lot better knowin’ that he is stayin’ away for good. He really put Austin through hell the fast few years. So if you see Austin kinda shy away from people that’s why.” Shelly said as she took a sip of wine.

“I completely understand. What part of New Jersey is he from?”

“I think he said Upper Deerfield.”

“That’s not too far from here.”

“Justin seems like a nice boy.” Shelly offered.

“Oh he is. He is such a sweet heart. But he has been through some hell and back.” Cindy replied dearly.

“He seems a little reserved. At least that’s from what I saw.”

“No, you’re absolutely right. We found out that his father had been physically abusing him since he was about 16. It was to the point that Justin was terrified of his father.”

“What the hell is wrong with people now a days? I just don’t get why people have to hurt other people in that way.” Shelly snorted.

“Also Justin is sick. Before they boys went away on a camping trip, he found out that he has thyroid cancer. He’s been going for treatment three times a week and its taking a toll on him. After the treatments he comes home and just sleeps for hours on end. And would you believe that his so-called father was threatening to not pay for the treatments, but we took care of that.”

“What a sick bastard.”

Meanwhile upstairs the boys where getting to know each other.

“I never would have thought that you where gay.” Josh laughed as he bumped Ryan.

“Well, that’s what you get for thinking.” Ryan roared. “And congrats on the graduation, sorry I couldn’t make it up but things where busy back home.”

“I totally understand. I’m just thrilled that you guys made it for the reunion. So how did you and Austin meet?” It was obvious that neither Justin nor Josh knew Austin’s story.

“We met by chance.” Ryan said with a smile.

“Okay I get it. Don’t want to go into the mushy details.” Josh laughed. “I’m such a bad host. Would you or Austin like anything to drink?”

“I’m good for now, Austin do you want anything?” Ryan asked. Austin politely denied.

The rest of the night was a whirl of reminiscing about the good old days and stories that pretty much bored the boys. It was almost eleven when everyone decided that it was time to head off to bed because the next day was the beginning of the reunion.

Austin had trouble falling asleep that night, most likely cause he was in a strange house and a strange bed. Ryan must have known he was having trouble cause he rolled over, wrapped his arm around Austin and pulled him close to his body. Soon after that Austin drifted off to sleep. When Austin awoke the next morning, he was still wrapped up in Ryan’s arms and he didn’t want to get out of bed. So he nuzzled closer to Ryan, closed his eyes, and enjoyed the feeling. He must have fallen back to sleep cause he didn’t even feel Ryan slip out of the bed. The smell of a hot breakfast woke him from his sleep. When he sat up he saw Ryan setting food out on the balcony table.

“I figured that after all that driving yesterday you needed your sleep and a nice breakfast.” Ryan said as he sat on the edge of the bed.

“How did you know what I needed.” Austin said as he kissed Ryan. “Were is everyone else at?” Austin asked as he sat at the table.

“Mom and Aunt Cindy went out to get some last minute things and Dad and Uncle Jeff are making sure everything else is ready for when people come. And to tell you the truth I have no idea where Josh and Justin went too. They were gone by the time I went downstairs.”

“When is your brother and sister getting here?”

“Michael flew in this morning and my sister I could care less.”

After breakfast, Ryan and Austin went to go see if there was anything they could help with. Jeff asked them if they could set up the horseshoes and the volleyball net. As they were setting up the horseshoes, they saw Justin’s black mustang coming up the driveway. When Justin and Josh got out of the car Ryan noticed that something didn’t seem right, he couldn’t figure what was wrong.

“Once you guy are done setting this up you can go inside. We have everything else taken care of.” Jeff suggested.

“Sure thing Uncle Jeff. You sure you don’t need anything else done?” Ryan asked.

“No we are good. Besides your suppose to be on vacation.” Jeff reminded him.

Once they got inside Ryan made his way upstairs just in time to see Josh coming out of his bedroom, and he could tell by the look on his face that something was defiantly wrong.

“Josh, what’s wrong?” Ryan asked with concern.

“I didn’t want anyone to know, but you see Justin has thyroid cancer and we just came from a treatment session.” Josh said as a tear escaped his eye.

“Oh my god. I’m so sorry. Are his chances of survival good?” Ryan asked consoling his cousin.

“Thankfully they caught it in time. It’s just going to be a struggle getting there. I try not to let him see how stressed out I get, but sometimes it’s overwhelming. I don’t want Justin to think that its him causing me stress, cause it’s not. But when you’re sitting there, looking at your partner hooked up to machines pumping him full of radioactive fluid, then seeing how tired and sick he gets afterwards just rips my heart out. There are many nights, after he falls asleep, I just sit in the dark and cry. Ryan you know me and you know I don’t cry easily. I wish that I could take away his pain. Sometimes I wish that I had the cancer and not him, he has been through enough shit in his life.”

“Isn’t it amazing how someone can come into your life and completely change you. I know you don’t cry easily, but that shows me that you love him and would do anything for him. I know he is lucky to have you for his boyfriend. Anytime you need to talk I’m here for you. Even after we head back home you can call me day or night. I know it helps to have someone to talk to when it seems like things are getting to much.”

“Thanks cuz.” Josh said as he hugged Ryan.

As they walked down the stairs, they saw Cindy and Shelly putting together a cold cut platter. Soon the family would start to arrive and the reunion would be underway. Michael was the first one to arrive, then some distant cousins and other great aunts and uncles. Ryan was busy introducing Austin to all of his family, which to Austin’s surprise received him very well. Austin didn’t know any of these people and felt a little uneasy, but anytime someone spoke to him he never showed it.

“Hey, my dad needs my help over at the grill for a bit. Are you going to be okay here?” Ryan asked as he handed Austin a beer.

“Yeah, I’ll sit here and talk with your cousin Stacy.” Austin and Stacy had been chatting since Ryan introduced them.

“Okay, if you need anything you know where to find me.” Ryan said as he swatted Austin on the ass.

“You two are just the cutest couple I’ve ever seen!” Stacy exclaimed in a Texas accent. “I just couldn’t be happier for you guys.”

“Thanks. You don’t think anyone is going to say anything about it?”

“Awe hell no, and if they do I’ll be more than happy to take care of them.” Stacy said as she cracked her knuckles playfully.

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen a family reunion this big.”

“We are a big family, and each time we get a little bigger. I’m glad that your apart of it now. I could always tell that something was missing in Ryan’s life, something to complete him, and you’re it. I’ve never seen him this happy before. There is a glow that follows him around. I just hope you know how special you are and what you really mean to him.” Stacy offered. “Now let’s go find our guys, I’m hungry and I’m sure you are to.”

Austin couldn’t help but smile at that last statement. They walked over to the grill and Austin was in awe of everything that was on there. He didn’t know what to go for so Stacy helped him out. By the time they had reached the end of the last table, Austin had two big plates full of food. He told Stacy he didn’t know how he was going to eat all of it. She laughed and told him that she did go a little crazy but the food is so good that he shouldn’t have a problem finishing it off.

While they were eating a sleek black, Mercedes-Benz S65 AMG came rolling up the driveway. Austin wondered who it was. Then it dawned on him, he hadn’t seen Ryan’s sister. He remembered how much Ryan disliked his sister and wondered how he was going to react now that she’s here.

“Oh joy. The Beverly Hills princess is here.” Stacy said sarcastically “I don’t know why she even bothered to come. The only reason she comes is to show off her money and rub it in that she left the simple country life for the lavish life of Beverly Hills.”

When his sister stepped out of the car, she was wearing a beautiful pearl white dress that stopped right above her knees, with little pearls accents and matching stilettos. Her shoulder length blonde hair flowed out from an over sized sun hat, and her eyes hidden behind over sized sunglasses.

Austin looked around at everyone else, who was wearing t-shirts and shorts, and no one really noticed or cared that she had arrived. He saw Ryan look over and go back to what he was doing. He didn’t even make an attempt to go over and see her. Finally, he saw Shelly walk over and give her a hug. Then he saw Ryan make his way over to him.

“Come on, let’s get this over with.” Ryan was not his normal happy self.

Austin could feel the tension rising as they walked up to his sister.

“Hey Clare, you look….you look…..”

“Sensational.” Clare said smugly.

“Well, the word I was going to use did start with an ‘S’ but it wasn’t that one.”

“What would you know about fashion anyways.” She snorted.

“Guys, please try and be civil. You haven’t seen each other in a long time.” Shelly asked as she shot them both a look.

“Who’s this?” Clare asked as she looked Austin up and down.

“Clare, this is Austin, my boyfriend.”

“Boyfriend.” She said as she glared at Austin.

“Yes, boyfriend. You would have known that if you stayed in contact with the family.” Ryan snapped back.

“I always knew there was something wrong with you.”

“At least I’m true to myself and not some stuck up bitch that deserts her family!”

“I didn’t desert anyone. I wanted better than that stupid shit hole town! So don’t try that…..”

“That’s enough! Now I asked you two to be civil. For once could you do that!” Shelly interrupted. “Now, if you two are goin’ to do nothin’ but fight the entire time then I suggest you don’t go near each other.”

Austin had never seen Shelly upset like that. Ever since the first day he met her, she had a smile on her face and a kind tone in her voice. Austin felt bad and he knew that it wasn’t his fault but still felt the need to apologize to her.

“Shelly, I’m sorry for that.” Austin said as he caught up to her.

“Oh Austin, it’s not your fault. I’m sorry that you had to see that. I haven’t raised my voice like that in years.”

“Is there anything I can do to help?”

“Just go and have a good time.” She said with a smile, but it wasn’t the same smile Austin knew. This smile was forced and full of sadness.

For the rest of the day Austin could see that Shelly and Ryan were on edge. So he did his best to keep Ryan busy. He played horseshoes, even though he had never played before but was surprisingly good at it. Later that night, when things started to wind down, Ryan and Austin, Josh, Stacy and her boyfriend, and a few others decided to take a dip in the pool. They played a few rounds of Marco polo before relaxing and having some drinks in the Jacuzzi.

It was about 9:30pm when everyone called it a day. Austin and Ryan stayed back and hung out a little longer in the Jacuzzi. The air had cooled down quite and bit and Austin snuggled closer to Ryan, he loved being held by him. The feel of real muscles, not ‘muscles in a can’ as Ryan called them, but muscles from hard labor. Austin ran his hand over Ryan’s bicep and gave it a little squeeze; damn they were tight and firm. He could feel his cock start to harden but he didn’t want to do anything risky out in the open. So he whispered in Ryan’s ear that it was time for bed. Ryan knew exactly what he was after. They made their way to the room saying their goodnights as they pasted everyone. Ryan barely made it in the door before Austin pulled Ryan’s trunks down and started massaging his cock. Austin planted a powerful kiss on Ryan as he continued to jerk his cock. Ryan reached down and freed Austin’s cock from it confinements. It sprang up, rock hard and already leaking precum. He took his hand and started rubbing the precum around the head of Austin’s cock causing Austin to moan with sheer pleasure. Austin had to stop Ryan though, it felt to good and he was already on the edge. Austin dropped to his knees and began to suck on Ryan’s massive meat. This time he didn’t take it slow and on the first downward plunge, he went all the way to the base. The feeling almost sent Ryan to his knees but Austin held him up with his hand. Ryan could feel the back of Austin throat, and it was wet and hot. Every time Austin deep throated Ryan, it brought both of them closer and closer to the edge. Austin choked a little but never stopped. Ryan could feel Austin gag a little but he couldn’t warrant himself to speak, all he could do was moan. Finally, Ryan could not hold back anymore and warned Austin that he was going to cum. Austin took all of Ryan’s cock as he felt it swell up, and unleash it load down the back of his throat. He vigorously jerked his own cock till it too shot its massive load. After his own orgasm, Austin slowly pulled Ryan’s still rock hard cock from his mouth.

“Holy Fuck. That was fucking hot!” Ryan said as he pulled his trunks back up.

“Yeah it was. I don’t know what came over me.” Austin replied as he stood up.

“Well, anytime that feeling takes over again you just let me know.” Ryan smiled.

“What is going on tomorrow?” Austin asked as he walked to the bathroom to get cleaned up.

“Tomorrow is pretty much a free day. This means we can do whatever we want.”

“Do you have any idea on what you want to do?” Austin asked as he whipped the drying cum from his legs.

“I figured maybe we could do something with Josh and Justin. See if they have any idea.”

“Sounds good to me.” Austin said smiling.

“Oh, mom did say that some people are coming over for breakfast and that we could join if we wanted or just do our own thing.” Ryan told Austin as he came up behind him and nuzzled his ear.

“That sounds like a nice idea.” Austin said as he nuzzled back.

“I’m ready for bed. How about you?” Ryan asked.

“Yeah, I’m beat.” Austin laughed.

Early the next morning Ryan and Austin joined the rest of the family for a big breakfast. There was eggs anyway they wanted, scrapple, bacon, sausage, cream of wheat and the list just went on. Austin helped himself to a good helping of scrambled eggs, toast, bacon and sausage.

“You must be hungry Austin. I’ve never seen you eat this much before.” Shelly pointed out.

“I’m sure after all the fun that was had yesterday.” Josh said with a coy smile.

Austin just blushed. During the heat of the moment, he forgot that Josh and Justin’s room was across the hall and they must have heard them.

He was surprised to see Clare sitting at the table, and of course, she was dressed to the hilt. He still felt a little uneasy around her after the spat between her and Ryan the day before. After everyone had finished eating Austin offered to help with the clean up. While he was in the kitchen washing the dishes, Shelly walked in and placed a Malia folder down next to him.

“What is that?” Austin asked as he rinsed off a plate.

“I’m not sure. It was left on the door step this mornin’.” Shelly replied. “All it has is your name on the front of it.”

“I wonder what it is?” Austin questioned as he dried his hands.

Once he took a closer look, he recognized the handwriting. It was from Eric. When he looked inside there was all of his legal documents along with a note:

Austin, I have enclosed all of your paper work that you asked for. I am keeping my word and not contacting you after this. I hope that you find happiness in your life.

Sincerely,

Eric

Austin was taken back that Eric knew where he was at but also happy that Eric gave him his papers. Shelly could see that Austin was a little bothered but could also tell that he didn’t want to talk about it. So she told him that if he needed to talk she would be more than will to listen. Austin thanked her and went back to cleaning the dishes. By the time he had finished Ryan and some ideas on what they could do for the day. After they discussed it they decided to head to the beach. He hadn’t been to the beach in years and he missed it. Once they had gotten ready they all piled into Austin’s car, they headed for Strathmere beach.

“Hey, how was the trip you guys took back in June?” Ryan asked Josh.

“Ugh. It was a nightmare. The first day was nice but then that hurricane hit and we ended up stranded.” Josh replied as he relived the events in his head.

“Oh shit, I’m sorry to hear that.” Ryan offered.

“Well, it wasn’t a total loss. I found my true love on that trip.” Josh said as he kissed Justin.

“Like mom always said ‘every cloud has it’s silver linin’. Ryan laughed.

“That’s so true.” Josh said as he gazed into Justin’s eyes.

“How far is it to the beach?” Ryan asked.

And before Austin knew it, he blurted it out. “We are about 45 minutes away.”

“How did you know that?” Josh asked.

“I used to live up this way.” Austin wishing he hadn’t said anything. He knew now that the questions where going to start.

“Oh that’s cool.” Josh replied.

That was it. Austin thought to himself. He was sure that Josh would have asked all kinds of questions, but he was also glad he didn’t. The rest of the ride to the beach was mindless talking. When they arrived, Austin found a great parking spot, right by the entrance to the beach. Everyone grabbed something from the trunk and headed for the sand. They had gotten to the beach before most of the crowd, so they had a good pick of where to set up.

“Are you guys ready to hit the water?” Josh asked as giddy as a kid in a toy store.

“I’m just going to sit here for little.” Justin responded.

“Do you mind if Ryan and I go in?” Josh asked.

“Go ahead and have fun. I’ll come in a few minutes.” Justin reassured him.

“I’m going to sit out for a while before I join you guys.” Austin chimed in.

“Okay, you guys enjoy the sun.” Ryan said as he turned and smiled. “Is Justin feeling okay?” Ryan asked as they headed toward the water.

“Yeah, he just has to be careful in direct sunlight. The treatments have weakened his defenses so he just has to be very cautious.”

“Okay, whenever he needs to leave you just let me know and we will go.” Ryan offered.

“He knows his limits, but thanks for the offer.” Josh said as he shoved Ryan into a oncoming wave.

“I never get tired of coming to the beach.” Justin said as he watched Josh and Ryan horse around in the water.

“Me too. It has always been a favorite summertime activity.” Austin replied as he looked at the crashing waves.

“I know it’s none of my business and you can tell me to shut up if I cross a line, but what made you move away from New Jersey?” Justin questioned.

“Well, in a nut shell I ran away from a very abusive boyfriend.”

“Oh shit. I’m sorry to hear that. I’m glad you had the guts to run from him.” Justin offered.

“Thanks, it was a very hard choice to make but I knew that if I had stayed with him I would have ended up really hurt.”

“I know how that is. I mean, I didn’t have an abusive boyfriend but my dad hated the fact that I was gay and would abuse me all the time. Josh was the one who broke that silence when he told his parents about what was going on. I was pissed at him at first but then I realized that he did it because he loved me.” Justin said smiling towards Josh. “And now that I have this cancer to deal with I really see how much Josh loves me.”

“What kind of cancer do you have, if I may ask?”

“Thyroid cancer. They caught it early on so my outlook is promising, but I have to go to treatment three times a week. I went yesterday and I have to go tomorrow and Friday.” Justin had a look of despair.

“That’s why when you guys came back yesterday you went to lie down. I was wondering if everything was okay but I didn’t want to pry into your business.”

“I just feel bad because Josh put off going to school till I get better. I told him not to but he is thick headed. I just don’t want him to resent me for it later.”

Justin’s words jolted Austin’s mind to how he felt about Eric. It was almost like looking into a mirror. “That is the same way I felt about Eric, but I can tell you this, Josh is no Eric. The way he looks at you and the way he talks about you, I and everyone else can see how much he loves you. Just from the two days I’ve been around you guys, I can see that he would do anything for you. Don’t worry about him resenting you that would never happen.”

“You can really see how much he loves me?”

“Everyone can.” Austin said smiling. “I think I’m ready to hit the water. Do you want to come to?”

“Yeah that sounds like a good idea.” Justin said as he got up.

They horsed around a little in the water, splashing and jumping through the waves, and just having a good time. Soon they were just floating around in the water enjoying talking with each other. Every once and a while a really good wave would come up and they would body serf half way to shore then just float back out. They spent a good two hours out in the water before they came in to eat. Ryan unpacked the famous picnic basket and handed out the leftovers from yesterday.

As Austin ate, he thought how perfect the day was. The weather wasn’t too hot, the ocean water wasn’t too cold and the company was perfect. Austin wanted every day to be as carefree as this one. After lunch, everyone went back in the water except Justin. He told Josh that he wanted to relax and read a little. Around 4:30pm, they figured that it was time to head back home, but agreed that they would be back before their time was done.

“I have a great idea. How about one night we come down to the boardwalk?” Josh suggested as he closed the trunk.

“That sounds like fun. I haven’t been to the boardwalk since I was a little kid.” Austin smiled.

“Great, maybe tomorrow night?” Josh asked.

“I don’t see why not.” Ryan agreed.

When they arrived home, Austin offered to put the beach chairs back in the garage. As he walked in, he didn’t notice that Clare had followed him in.

“What are you doing here?” Her voice startled Austin causing him to drop the chairs.

“Shit, you scared me. I was putting the chairs back.” Austin replied as he picked them up.

“That’s not what I meant stupid! What are you doing here with my brother?” Clare said as she shut the door.

“He invited me to come.” Austin answered as he eyed the closed door.

“Are you looking for a free ride or something? I asked mom how you ended up with them since I noticed your car has New Jersey license plates…..”

“I was…….” Austin started to say.

“I wasn’t done speaking!” Clare snapped. “I will let you know if I want to hear anything from you. She told me that you where running away from a abusive boyfriend. Funny you don’t seem like the type of person who was abused. You seem more like someone who is looking for a free easy ride. I bet that when you saw that my mom owned a bar and that Ryan and my dad worked with horses you put on this sad little story. My mother is gullible for a sad story and will try to help anyone out.”

“You don’t know anything! You don’t know the fear I went through every day praying that my ex wasn’t going to come home in a pissed off mood and beat my ass or rape me……”

“Shut up! Save your fucking performance for someone who will buy it.” Clare backed Austin into a corner. “Now listen to me and listen to me good. When this whole family bullshit get together is done with I suggest you move on, head to Florida, and go mooch off your grandparents. That’s if they even exist. For some odd reason my brother thinks he is in love with you but that’s because he hasn’t met the right girl. I will admit, you’re a damn good actor to have my entire family believing your little sob story. I’ll be watching you the rest of the time here and if I see anything funny going on I will put a stop to it.” Clare mentioned as she headed for the door. “Oh and nice touch on the dead parents, even I wouldn’t stoop that low.”

And with that she shut the door and leaving Austin alone in the garage. He couldn’t believe that Clare though that he had made everything up, how could she be so cruel and hateful. How could she honestly think that he would make all of that up and even go as far as to say his parents died. He sunk to the ground and started to cry and memories of his parents flooded his mind. Just when he thought that everything was going well in his life he was proven wrong……………………………..

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Thanks for reading Chapter 2 of Now or Never: Austin’s Decision. I hope that you have enjoyed reading it! Feedback is welcomed! Keep a look out for Chapter 3 of Now or Never: The Completed Journey.