After an intense match – I actually beat him but it was close – we did need to shower. No stall in these locker rooms. The showers were communal. No intimacy, at all.
Not leaving me any choice, Ryan immediately said:
“Let’s hit the showers, we stink!” He smelled me; his nose touched my neck. It gave me the shivers. “Especially you… arff!”
We both were sweating a lot and we even had some troubles removing our clothes. I had to lift Ryan’s t-shirt out of him. It was wet. Ryan’s chest was wet as well.
He was not even naked and I was already starting to get hard. Fuck, I could not get hard while in the shower with my brother. This would be far too messed up.
*Think about the grandmother Ryan almost hit yesterday. Think about car accidents. Think about deaths.* I tried to calm myself.
Ryan got fully naked and entered the showers. He was not facing me and on my right side, I could see his ass. He started to shower. I went as well, looking the other way, fighting hard not to look.
I did look. How could I not?
His body under water was stunning. He turned around, his eyes were closed, enjoying the heat. His uncut dick was dripping water, I wanted to lick it. I wanted to suck it. Deep. I know this was wrong but I felt the semi coming. I got out the shower, quick.
That made it official. There was no turning back, I was turned on by my big brother.
It was only the beginning though.
We spent the night just the two of us at his place. We watched some TV and I complained of a bit of a neck pain following my night on the couch.
“Really, where exactly? You know I follow some physiotherapy courses this semester. Maybe I could help you out.” Suggested Ryan.
“I’m fine. It just hurt a bit, mostly in my neck and on my lower back.”
“Come on, take off your shirt, I’m sure I can help with that!”
Was Ryan really proposing to massage me? We were entering a very dangerous territory. Don’t get me wrong dear reader, I definitely wanted to go there, but this felt risky. My shame was battling with my excitement.
“Really? How many courses have you taken; you don’t think you’re going to make it worse?”
“How dare you?! Trust your big brother!”
My excitement won. I had no choice but to obey. I got shirtless. He positioned himself behind me and started to massage me. The neck was fine but the more he was descending to the lower back, the more I felt warmth rising in me, and not only in my back….
“You should take your pants off too and lie down.”
Again, I obeyed. I had lost the will to resist. I needed this. His firm hands on my body.
We moved back to the bedroom and the massage started again. I was in another world. Lying on my front, fully hard, I had no idea if he had noticed but I did not even care at that point. I wanted this so bad, I wanted him.
His massage was good. He did not remove my boxers but was not shy about massaging me right above my ass crack. What if he went in there…? Just fuck me right in his king size bed?
Suddenly, he was done and I came back to reality.
“Bro, did you fall asleep?”
“I don’t know… maybe…” I was still a bit lost in my thoughts. “Thanks Ryan, you’re good!”
“Ahah you should stay here. Mallory is not here tonight so we can sleep together. I’ll just go get change.”
I was still very hard in my underwear and slipped myself into the sheets. “We can sleep together” he just said. He was the one pushing for this. I was not trying to take advantage of the situation. I was just obeying to my big brother. What choice did I have? And the couch was uncomfortable…
Ryan returned in the room, only wearing his pajamas pants. I could see his bulge and a clearly visible penis line. I was really horny and a bit disappointed he did not sleep in the nude this time… or maybe in his jockstrap? Did he really have one? I did not dare to look in the locker-rooms… So stupid of me!
“Perfect, you chose Mallory’s side! So, we’re good to go.” Ryan said while scratching his abs.
He turned off the light and join me under the covers.
That night was one of the most erotic I had ever lived to this point. Every time our feet or legs would touch, I would feel like an electric choc going through my whole body. I was hard the whole time, my dick dripping with precum, sometimes even actual cum. I was barely touching myself but I could still have jeezed at any point. His hot body besides me, his armpits a few inches from my nose, his dick a few inches from my hands. I could touch it…
When he was deeply asleep, I “accidentally” touched him multiple times, my arms would find themselves press against his hairy chest, my feet would go over his leg, my finger would touch his bulge… This was a bit riskier; he moved a little and I thought it would be the end of me.
He kept on sleeping though. I kept on playing.
I took things a bit further when his dick got hard in the middle of the night. I saw his bulge slowly but surely growing in his pajamas. I took my own dick out of my underwear, licking my precum and the actual cum which was coming out of my dickhead. My cock was throbbing, if I touched it just a bit too much, I would explode immediately
At some point, he turned brutally to the other side. I was now facing his back and his ass. My dick was so closed to his ass; I got even closer. Fuck, I touched it and I almost cummed on his pajamas. I had to calm down.
I was focused. I knew this opportunity would not come again and I wanted to remember every mole on his skin, every hair, everything.
My hard cock touched his beautiful ass covered by a thin piece of fabric again, twice, maybe three times. I was careful not to do anything crazy. If he had woken up, I could still pretend to be deeply asleep. Just some incidental touching… At least, this is what I was saying to myself.
I think this kind of rhetoric is what some people called: “thinking with his penis.” I definitely was.
He turned back, facing me again. He was now very hard himself. As I wondered for Austin, I wondered for my brother. Who was he dreaming about? Probably not me…
His dick moved inside his pants and I could not hold it any longer. I took a peek. I reached down and pulled down his pajamas’ pants. I took a good look at his fully erected cock, a good 7 inches, his cock-head coming out of that uncut dick, also precumming a bit. That must be part of the family genes.
Oh god… Family genes!
Disgusted by my own behavior, I suddenly let go of the pants that I was still holding, they fell back quite roughly on his dick which was now partly out of the pajamas. At the exact same time, something vibrated loudly on the nightstand, I panicked and took his phone. Ryan snored loudly and turned back… Shit, was he awake? His pants were now only covering part of his dick. Would he notice? Did he notice?
Thankfully, he was still visibly asleep. That was close. My hands were shaking.
I now had his phone in my hand. It was unlocked. Maybe I unlocked it by mistake, maybe he did not think to lock it before going to bed, either way, I did not expect to see what I saw.
The messages which caused the phone to vibrate was coming from Instagram DMs from an unknown account. An Asian girl named “Nikita_tmmm” was sending nudes. EXPLICIT NUDES. Fingering her pussy, licking her fingers, and a bunch of pics and videos of her, showing off her feet. Previously, moving backwards in the same conversation, I could see a certain “RAMSOM_PL” asking for more feet pictures and sending dick pics… A nice big juicy uncut dick…