He moved into position behind me and then he squirted more of the lube onto my ass. He used his fingers to push more lube into my greedy hole. First one finger, then two; he said, “Wow, I bet you can take three now!” and with that, he pulled his fingers out and drove all three fingers in. Shit! that got my attention, he pushed them in and out a few times then spread his fingers, stretching my hole and squirted more lube into my ass. He did this slow rotation motion with his fingers, back and forth, it felt so good then he pulled them out. Talk about an empty feeling, I hated it! He said,” Don’t want to get you too loose, you have a more lessons to learn, and I want you to still be tight!” He moved into position and lined his mushroom head up to my hot well lubed hole. He pressed the head in, just parting my ring, then grabbed my hips and slammed his cock home. I grunted with pleasure, he took that as a sign to pile drive my ass for a bit, but he was slamming into me so hard, I began collapsing flat onto my stomach. This suited him just fine; he reached out and grabbed my wrists and pinned me to the bed with all his weight and dick.
Up to this point my alcohol and popper fueled brain had lied to me, reasoning, I was a willing participant in this debauchery. But the moment he pinned me down, I realized, I had no control, I was his fuck toy until he was through with me. It was very liberating to acknowledge this. Now I could just enjoy the sensations free of any guilt, and ride these new, powerful sensations I did! I grunted, groaned, and begged him to fuck me harder. When he’d slow down, I’d do my best to raise my hole to meet his thrusts, I became his horny bitch. When he sensed my total surrender, he rewarded me with a load of cum in my ass.
He just laid there, pinning me to the bed as his tool slowly shrank and slipped out of my well-worn hole. It felt so weird and right to feel his cum dripping out of my ass and running down on my balls. He rolled off me then reached over and shoved two fingers into my hole and said,” time to see if I can get my new bitch off without touching her dick”.
He proceeded to curve his fingers, so they were rubbing; what I now know is my prostate, and in just a matter of a few strokes my cum was flowing out of my dick to mix with his cum still dribbling out of my ass. He laughed and got up to wash up, I must have passed out. The next thing I remember was waking up laying on my side with nice hard cock slipping in and out of my hole, so I started moving my butt to match his strokes. When he realized I was awake, he said, “Last night I got your anal cherry, but this morning, you’re going to fuck your ass on my cock, and I will lay back and enjoy my bitch’s moves.” With that he pulled out of me and rolled on his back and said,” Climb on top and ride my cock, time for you to work that ass.”
I climbed on top of him, and he helped aligning his cock to my hole. Once it slipped in, I did just a gentle rise and fall on his cock. I immediately started thinking about the women who I had be fortunate to fuck, how did they move on me when they were on top? I started hunching back and forth for a few strokes then back to a slow up and down. I could tell he was starting to appreciate my efforts because he smiled up at me and moved his hands to my hips to guide the tempo. I rode him like this for a bit then got off and turned around so I was facing his toes. Again, he helped me get lined up and I began the hunching motion again. Shit, that caused his cock to bang right into the sweet spot, I had to fight with myself to go to a more up and down motion, I’m here to please him not myself. I would roll forward to lift my hips high enough, so his mushroom head was just starting to crown then slam back down burying his cock balls deep. Then throw in a hunch or two to keep me excited.
Just as I was really getting into a good rhythm he yelled “Fuck!”; he grabbed my waist and pulled me back onto his chest, then he rabbit fucked my hole until he came once again. He did the most amazing thing, and kissed my neck, and told me I was one hot fuck. Weird, I was actually very proud of that, anal virgin last night, hot fuck toy today. His cock slipped out of my ass, followed by a good flow of cum, I felt used and wonderful at the same time.
We washed up without saying too much to each other, guess the moment had passed. We said our goodbyes and I drove my car back to the base. As I approached the gate, I worried the gate guard would somehow know what I had been doing, irrational I know but I was now wallowing in guilt for my now apparent homosexuality. I was so ashamed of what I had done.
I’m not a Fag, I’m not a Queer, I said to myself, I swore, it was a one-time thing, and it was just a stupid mistake I made while drunk. I would never do that again. That night and many more nights to come, I’d beat off to the memory of him pounding my ass. My life/sexuality had changed forever that night, but it would take me decades to admit the truth and come to accept I’m bisexual. I’m good with that now, just wish I would have come to terms with it earlier in life.