A gay sex stories: From Homophobe to Homo Ch. 15 Fags are disgusting and Connor hates them all! There is no doubt in his mind. But when this raging homophobe finds himself forced to move in with another hunky mechanic, he has no idea that he is about to slowly, but surely, become what he despises the most!
This is a pure work of fiction.
This story does not reflect the views of its author. I do not endorse the actions depicted in this story in real life. All characters featured are above 18. Enjoy!
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FROM HOMOPHOBE TO HOMO
Chapter 15: Cock-sucking 101
I had never been the beta type of worrying too much but lately, I was not sleeping very well.
I kept on going to weird gay shit in my mind and this was freaking me out. It was like I was thinking about dicks all the dame time! And Robbie was not helping, we were shooting more videos than ever.
At the garage, at home, at the gym, I had to stroke his dick, massage his muscles, swallow his cum or lick his dirty feet pretty much 24/7.
We almost got caught a couple times but we were making tons of money with the livestreams and Robbie kept on pushing me to maintain a steady rhythm. More and more people were attending.
Most of the days, I was waking up with a camera on my face, a dick rubbing against my lips and 15 or 20 guys watching live.
The majority of the viewers were waiting for us to move on to the next stage and having me blowing Robbie’s dick but Robbie was not budging on that. He could not let a “faggy boy” (AKA me…) sucking his precious Alpha cock.
The conversation would always end the same way:
“But I’m fucking straight, Rob! You know that. You know me! Stop implying that I’m not.”
“What you’re saying, basically, is that I should let you suck my dick. Right?”
“Fuck no… I don’t want to! I just mean that if you wanted a straight man to suck your cock, that could be me.”
“Nah… I don’t buy it, bro. You’re too eager to lick my juice and my shaft every time I give you the chance. No straight guy would ever do that.”
That was true.
Lately, I have been kissing and licking Robbie’s cock on top of stroking it on a daily basis. He would also lodge his hard dick in my ass crack to dry-hump me live on camera.
Yes, we were pushing things far. And yes, I was not hating it…
Sometimes I wondered about what my dad would think if he ever were to see those videos. I guess he would travel here and downright kill me. I better not pollute my brain too much with this kind of thoughts…
As the days, and then the weeks, were going by, I have to admit that I was less and less convincing — to myself and to Robbie – when I was pushing back on being a fag.
Had I been a freaking homo all of this time? I was not even thinking about girls or pussies anymore.
During one particularly hot week-end, Robbie thought it would be a good idea to go through another experiment. He wanted me to taste his cum at several occasions and rate it depending on what he would have eaten beforehand.
“What for exactly?”
“Just for fun, dude. Cumming in your mouth becomes quite boring and I’m curious about the data. Besides, for my favourite clients, I could make sure to eat all the right things before cumming. This way, we can almost ensure that they will become real addicts to my juice!”
Robbie and his data… The guy had missed his calling to become a math engineer!
To collect a lot of “data”, we had to harvest a lot of cum, and we ended up shooting about seven videos over the course of 36 hours.
Robbie consistently jizzed in my throat and I had to gargle and play with the sperm in my mouth, before commenting on the quality of the spunk.
Of course, I had to be very complimentary, the show was broadcasted live and I could not disrespect Robbie.
Well, it was live most of the times. Once, he just called me in his room after lunch. He was pumping his hard cock as usual:
“Get on your knees, I’m close, I just ate some proteins and bananas, I’m sure my cum will taste fucking delicious.”
I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out, I only realized mid-through that there was no camera rolling. I was just there to be fed. Weirdly, Robbie did not even bother to ask for my impressions on the taste after he had finished.
I still took notes on the chart that we were keeping, admittedly, it was some of the best loads I had ever eaten. A+.
I guess the idea of having faggots become addicted to Robbie’s sperm was not so far-fetched after all. I was considering myself as a straight boy (even if things were not so clear anymore), but not only did I get used to eating his cum, I had come to almost enjoying the taste.
Besides, the tips were always coming in huge numbers when I was making bubbles before swallowing.
One time, we made 1.800$ in less than an hour and me playing with the spunk in my mouth had definitely been the climax of the show.
“We need to expend our audience.” Robbie told me on Sunday night.
“Dude, we said we were keeping this on the downlow.”
“I know, I know, but we’re getting stuck here. We have a solid group of people paying but if we were to go from 20 to, I don’t know, 200, we would not only make thousands a month, we would be millionaire in a year.”
“But man, we would become Pornstars then. Just like Carlos.”
Our buddy from the gym Carlos had started to appear in studio gay porn film.
He was definitely rich but at what cost? He had lost all dignity! In the last video, he was getting fucked in his hairy ass by a huge black guy.
“STRAIGHT LATINO LOSES HIS ANAL VIRGINITY ON CAMERA.” The video was called…
Fucking gross!
“Nah. You’re worrying too much, bro. 200 is still not going full-on public. I won’t advertise it on social media. It’s just getting a little more people… But you’re right bringing up Carlos, I’m sure he could help us out.”
“Rob, we cannot tell anyone from our real life what we do here!”
“Why? Carlos is doing worse than we do. You said it yourself. Besides, he’s a good lad, he would not tell on us. Although, we would need to give him something in return. He won’t help us for free.”
“I don’t know… Look, we are making good money as it is. Maybe we can keep on like this. As we discussed, in less than a month, I’ll have already reimburse the 15K.”
Robbie sighed.
“Don’t you want to dream bigger?”
I would lie if I say that I did not think about the money. Becoming a millionaire was a tempting idea.
“Robbie, you know we would have to go further than handjobs to get more money.” I pointed out.
“I know… Look, if you make an effort with going a bit more public, I can maybe make an effort regarding you sucking my cock.”
Just like that, and without fully comprehending it, sucking his cock had become a reward.
MY reward.
“Rob… It’s not just about going public… Things are getting weird… I mean, for me, internally. I think I’m losing it.”
“What do you mean?”
I took a deep breath.
“It’s not normal that it is so easy for me to swallow your loads, dude. I’m supposed to be fucking straight and I’m eating so much spunk! Every single day. I would have never done that before.”
He chuckled.
“Is that your weird way of finally coming out to me?”
“Oh, shut up…”
“Sorry, bro. I was only kidding. You want a real good advice?”
I looked at him, perplex.
“What?”
“Stop overthinking everything, dude. Just enjoy what you enjoy, and if you can make some money while having fun, take the damn money.” He patted my shoulders. “I’m being real here.”
He left the kitchen where he had just jizzed in my mouth. I could still feel the taste of his cum.
As always, he was stark naked. I let myself look at the back of his body while he got into the bathroom.
I was hard…
The next day was pretty uneventful as we were both busy at the garage and Robbie had a date in the evening. On Tuesday though, he came to me bearing some big news.
“I just had a long talk with Carlos at the gym!”
He looked very excited while I was fearing for the worst. I was not disappointed.
“Ok… And what did you say?”
“We came into an agreement. Carlos had agreed to introduce me to his audience if I can bring him a guy to suck his dick.”
“Doesn’t he have plenty of that now that he’s gone pro?”
“Not really. A lot of typical gay pornstars, sure, but what his audience wants is something rawer and more natural. Basically, he told me that I could participate in a livestream with him, he’d set up the whole thing at his place, but I needed to come with my bitch.”
“Your bitch…”
“You.” Robbie said with a huge smile.
“You told Carlos about me? Fuck, man! I had asked you not to!”
“Come on, he’s our friend. Besides, he was super excited! It’s actually what convinced him to say yes! I showed you one of the videos where you were licking my shaft and he was super into it.”
“Are you insane? Those are private!”
“I showed him. I did not send it to him, he does not have the file. Good Lord! I came with great news and you had to complain, AGAIN.”
“Dude, you want me to go suck Carlos’ dick?!”
“I thought it would be a win-win! We get a larger audience without going full public, as you requested! And you get to suck a big cock! I know you’ve been wanting that for weeks.”
“I have not!”
“You told me that you were questioning yourself! Is this not true?”
“It is… But I…”
“Listen Connor, that could be your ultimate test. If you can go down Carlos’ dick without getting hard, I may trust you’re not really into it. If you do get excited, well, you’ll have the answers to all of your questions.”
“Rob…”
“Don’t you want to know if you like dicks or not? I mean, that’s the kind of important info to uncover if you want to be happy in your life, man. I’m serious here.”
He did seem serious.
“Can I have some time to think about it?”
“You did not think for too long when you took 15 grands from me…”
Touché.
Robbie had always found a way to put me in a corner. Fuck my dad, if only he knew what I had to do to pay his debt back!
“How many people would see the live?”
“Super limited access. This would be part of the weekly live-stream Carlos does every Wednesday night to his VIP subscribers. A couple hundreds of people max, all of them loaded as fuck and willing to pay insane amounts of money for straight guys doing gay stuff.”
“And how much would we be making?”
“Are you for real? Being featured is what Carlos is offering us. Getting clients is the hardest part! We would not get paid for this one but, dude, we will get access to 200 more wallets in the future!”
I could have argued for two more hours, we both knew that I would have ended up agreeing. Instead, I chose to take the small amount of control of the situation that I still had left.
“I’ll do it but at two conditions.”
“Listening…”
“If I suck his dick and don’t get hard, you stop forever to imply that I could be gay. Also, I want a clear recap of what we’ve made so far and how much I still owe you on the 15K.”
Robbie thought this through. He was not sure… I believed I was being very reasonable there!
“OK.” He simply replied. “I’ll check the money thing tomorrow night, after coming back from Carlos.”
“Tomorrow night?”
“Well, tomorrow is Wednesday. We’re not gonna wait for another full week.”
“Ok, ok…”
“But don’t worry, I thought you might be afraid or feel unprepared. And to be honest, I don’t want us to be a huge disappointment for our big debut in front of a new audience.”
Robbie put a bag on the counter.
“What’s that?”
“I bought a few things so you could train for tomorrow. I’ve never sucked a cock in my damn life and I’m pretty sure I never will so I don’t know if it comes naturally or not, but in doubt…”
He got two dildos out of his bag. A white one, looking like our respective cocks, maybe a little bit smaller, and a huge black one, looking more like a forearm than a cock.
“You cannot be serious!”
“What? You’re the one who keeps on telling me that you’re straight. If I were in your position, I would like to train myself before a freaking live-show. You don’t want to choke yourself live on camera?”
“I just thought I would go for it…”
“You do seem confident!”
“I don’t know… I guess I can train a little…”
I picked up the smaller dildo, still a good 8 inches.
“You think you can lodge it all in your throat?” Robbie asked, curious.
“No idea…” I chuckled nervously. “I can try.”
I walked to my bedroom. No way I would suck a dildo in front of Robbie, that was too weird. I was semi-surprised he did not attempt to stop me.
He did not say anything and let me go “training” by myself.
Damn my life. I felt like a moron sitting on my bed with the dildo in my hands.
At the same time, Robbie was right. Maybe I could finally get some answers… I had downplayed it for Robbie but my mind was going wild.
I hesitated for a long five minutes, and what the hell, on an impulse, I shoved the damn thing down my throat.
At least, I tried to. I went too hard and did choke myself like an idiot. I had to spit the thing out of my mouth and I was coughing like crazy.
“Dear Lord, are we butchering a pig here?!” Robbie had bursted into the room.
I was still unable to speak, heavily panting.
He went to tap my back.
“Were you trying to kill yourself by way of throat fucking?!” He asked, mi-shocked, mi-amused.
“Fuck no! I just… I don’t know… I was dumb!”
“You sure are dumb, my friend.”
He was laughing hysterically now, looking at the dildo on the floor.
“Shut up.”
“You do realize Carlos’ dick is both bigger and thicker than that toy!”
“I just tried to go too hard on my first attempt… That’s all.”
Robbie picked up the dildo on the floor and sat next to me. For once, he had some underwear on.
“Open your mouth.” He spoke.
“What?”
“I’ll do it. I’ll train you.”
“I’m not sure this is a good idea.”
“It will be more realistic. The dick you will be swallowing will not stay still, and you won’t fully control it.”
I wiped out some saliva from my chin. I had been messy already.
“You promise you won’t go too hard?”
“I can tell you I’ll go slower than what you did to yourself just now! Besides, you need to learn to be comfortable sucking and slurping on a dick in front of me, I’ll be there tomorrow, you won’t be alone in your room.”
That was a fair point.
For only response, I did open my mouth just like I would at the doctor’s office.
“Good boy.” Robbie said.
He did not even wipe the dildo and push the tip into my mouth.
“Start sucking and licking the tip, no rush, just like you do on my cock.”
It was somehow weirder than when I was playing with his cock because at this instant, we were really face to face. I did not want to look him in the eyes as I was licking the edge of this synthetic cock. I did it though, I licked the damn thing.
I could not refuse my roommate anything.
Slowly but surely, as I was sucking the tip, Robbie pushed a few inches more into my mouth.
“Get further down when you suck, go search for a few more inches yourself.”
I did as I was told, pushing myself on the dildo.
“See, you’re doing great, you have almost swallowed half of it.”
I could not say anything, – I had a mouth full, you know — so I nodded my head yes.
Suddenly, he pushed the dildo further and it tapped my throat. I gagged and almost pushed him away.
“Calm down, just breathe through your nose. Relax.”
It worked. From this point on, Robbie did back and forth motion, the dildo regularly invading my throat and making me gag.
I managed not to use my teeth. I was spitting more and more saliva and messing-up the bed.
“Good, the gargling noises, that’s what people want.”
Robbie pushed a bit further. I tried to signal him it was too much but he kept on shoving the dildo further.
Suddenly, I could no longer take it, I had to push him away, spitting out a huge amount of thick while saliva all over his chest.
“You, freak! Look at what you just did!” He barked at me.
“Sorry, Rob… I… That was too much, the last push…”
“We were not even 6 inches in. Man up! And clean up that mess.” He looked at his muscular pecs.
I got up to look for a towel but he grabbed my back and push me back on the bed.
“Where do you think you’re going?”
“Looking for something to clean you up, dude. I’m sorry… I did not mean to…”
“Use your face.”
“What?”
“Carlos told me that he loves super sloppy deepthroats, you know, when the girl has her face full of saliva and precum. Everything you spit out has to come back in your mouth or on your face.”
“Robbie…”
“That’s just the way it will be tomorrow. This is not up to discussion. Just do it.”
It was like he had turned on a switch in my brain, I threw my face into his muscular chest and collected all the saliva which was dripping from his nipples and onto his abs.
“Good slut.” He mumbled.
Was he filming? No… We were just training… I guessed we did need to make things realistic.
“Cock-sucking 101.” He spoke. “You’re the one doing the work, not me. So now, you’re going to use your saliva to lube up the dildo. I’m going to hold it firmly and you’ll go down that cock.”
He placed the dildo conveniently at the level of his crotch.
“Kneel down, it will be easier. Wait, go get a bowl so we don’t mess up the carpet during your training.”
Once again, he had me under his spell.
I ran to the kitchen to search for the biggest bowl I could find, I then knelt down at his feet and I threw myself on the dildo. Sad to say: I did not need much practice, I felt like I was already bobbing up and down that toy like a pro.
“Nice. You almost make me want to give you my actual cock. That’s how good you are, slut! I’m ready to feed a faggot with my dick!”
Robbie grabbed my hair and pushed me down further into the eight inches dildo, for the first time, I reached the base. Such an accomplishment.
I was still gagging and gargling like crazy but Robbie thought it was part of the charm.
“Sure, you are straight…” Robbie said sarcastically, as I spat another huge amount of saliva in the bowl below me.
“Rob, please…”
“Shut up and suck!”
“You don’t have to be that rough, this is…”
He did not let me finish and shoved the dildo back in my throat. We were definitely done with the “going slow” part.
“You think Carlos will go easy on you? I am just fucking preparing you! Don’t you dare embarrass me when we’re live in front of an audience.”
“Fffrobby Ffflease…”
Why did I bother? It was impossible to speak with my roommate face-fucking me. I was even tearing up.
“Be a fucking man, and take it!” Robbie yelled.
When he was finally done, I was coughing again.
“Dude, this was too hard.” I whined like the little bitch that I was.
“I don’t know, mate. You have only 24 hours to get ready and that thing is not even the size of Carlos’ cock. I promised him a good obedient whore.”
I was dizzy but still sufficiently aware to realize that he was hard as a rock underneath his boxer briefs. His dickhead was poking out and already leaking with precum. It was staining the grey fabric.
“This is my first try, Robbie, you have to give me some time.”
He sighed.
“I’m sorry, I do get carried away sometimes. I’m just doing this to helping you out. I would rather see you struggling now and feel comfortable tomorrow. Carlos is not a softie. But don’t worry, you did good so far, your face looks fantastic.”
I carefully avoided looking at myself in the mirror. I could feel some droplets of spit stuck in my eyebrow or dripping from my cheeks.
“Robbie, you’re sure this is a good idea?”
“Becoming millionaire is not an easy thing to do, and figuring out who you are is even harder, but dude, don’t worry, you’re doing great. The only thing we should do is try the larger size, it will be more in line with Carlos’ huge dong. I wonder if he is not even bigger than I am.”
Robbie looked down at his big throbbing cock to compare.
“You mean I should train on the big black dildo?”
“Exactly. Go fetch it.”
Maybe Robbie saw the tiny hint of hesitation. In his most authoritarian tone, he insisted:
“Now.”
Before I ran to fetch it, he shoved three of his fingers in my throat to train it some more.
It was only afterwards that I wondered why I had been so obedient, acting so submissive. On the moment, I simply could not help myself. If Robbie was telling me that he needed to shove an XXL ten+ inches, super thick dildo down my throat, I could only say yes.
And I did.
Fuck’s sake, I did my best to fit this huge black thing in my mouth and I even pushed myself to swallow as much as I could in my throat.
Of course, Robbie was helping me, grabbing my neck or my hair, pushing me down, or shoving the thing himself. Sometimes alternating with his slimy and dirty fingers.
He would always give me good advice though.
“Just like I taught you, bitch. Breathe through your nose, slowly. Focus on your breathing. Clear up your mind. I heard that blowing a dick was a truly freeing experience for bitches. But you need to let yourself go, to let the bitch from within express herself.”
I rolled my eyes on the back of my head and pushed myself even further. I was gagging like a maniac.
“Now, you get it! Look at this blowjob king! And it’s only lesson one. Come on, I need to see it in your eyes, how much you like it!”
I did not realize when it had happened but Robbie was now stroking his very real and dripping cock at the same time, an inch next to the toy.
He took my hands to guide them on his dick while he was still pounding my face with the dildo.
“You’ll be rewarded, slut; I’ll give you my cum again. Just for you. No camera. No anything. I’m just feeding you because you deserve it.”
“Thank you, daddy.” I mumbled before going back on the XXL dildo.
Robbie, who was usually very much in control of his ejaculation, started to explode in his hands after a couple of more back and forth.
I guess I was too fucking good at what I was doing.
Quickly, he threw away the dildo to free my throat, plastered his cummy hand on my face and aimed his dick to finish spraying his loads right inside my mouth. I swallowed most of it.
I recognized Robbie had eaten some proteins again before this serving.
“Fuck, that felt nice! Almost better than some of my regular girl bitches!” My roommate concluded, satisfied with my performance.
I was proud.
The shame only came later on that night, when I jerked-off while sucking up the dildo in the intimacy of my room… But at this instant, Robbie was happy with me and that was all that mattered.
“You’ll be perfect tomorrow. I’m counting on you, champ.”
“I’ll try my best.”
He smiled at me.
“I know you will. Check out the link I sent you on your phone, it’s a series called “gag the fag”. Super nasty. Unwatchable for normal guys but I think you’re going to like it. And if you don’t, at least, you’ll learn a thing or two on properly blowing dicks.”
I did watch it… And I did love it.
When I jizzed on my chest that night, I had the white dildo buried in my throat and I was watching a video of a guy, his head backwards on the edge of a bed, being roughly slammed by a Latino cock.
In less than 24 hours, I would have my own Latino hunk to take care of!
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