Gay? by Renata

Cindy arrived at about ten o’clock, she was shy and looked very nervous. “Don’t worry, I know how scary the first time can be. You can trust me to stop if you want to…”I smiled mischievously “or continue when you want me to.” She nodded and smiled back. I led her to the bedroom, which was completely lit with candles and smelled lightly of incense. The music could be heard playing quietly from the living room.

“It beautiful, but you forgot the rose petals.” She teased.

“I could leave, search the whole city and get some, but I don’t know when I’ll be back.” I teased back,” I may have to steal some from a cemetery. But if it’s that important to you…” I turned to mock leave, but she grabbed on to my arm and turned me around. To my surprise she planted an intense kiss on my lips.

“Lets get the show on the road.” She whispered. I nodded and we sat down on the bed together. She slowly undressed, the sight of her beautiful nude body made me wet. I followed suite, but a little shaky. I guess I was a little nervous also. But why shouldn’t I be? This night was going to decide my best friend’s future, no pressure there!

I carefully laid her down on the bed and, bracing myself on my arms, leaned over her. “Ready?” I asked. She nodded silently. I started to kiss her, starting at her lips and going down between her breasts. Her body shuddered slightly when I reached the pout of her belly. I leaned back on my haunches and pulled her legs apart. Leaning down, I kissed the lips of her cunt lightly, barely touching it.

“Stop.” She said quietly, I sat up looking at her. “I know, you don’t need to do anything more.” I nodded and got off the bed, she swung her legs off looking distressed and thoughtful. We dressed in silence, I stole a glance at her from time to time but she said nothing still. Cindy walked to the living room and sunk down on the couch.

She sat, staring at the wall. “I know now, for sure. Thank you for helping me.” She turned to face me. ”Please tell Scott I’m sorry. I never wanted to hurt him. I do love him, but with you…I donno, it seemed more natural, more real.”

I nodded, “I understand what you mean. I will tell him for you, don’t worry; I think he’ll understand. He wanted this to happen as much if not more then you did. I….I think i just need to figure some stuff out.”

She stood, “Thank you, and tell Scott if he finds any of my stuff to mail it to me, I’ll do the same. I don’t want to see him face to face, I think it will hurt him to much.” I nodded again. “Good bye, and thank you again.”

I stood and walked her to the door, before she left we embraced, then she was gone.

Scott got home about an hour later. “You didn’t call me.” He said pouting. “So…what was the out come?”

I looked up at him a little sadly, “Sit down babe, I need to talk to you.” He looked at me worriedly but obeyed. “Cindy wanted me to tell you because she thought it would minimize the pain.” His shoulders slumped in realization of the outcome. “She said she was sorry, and that she loved you, but this felt more natural.” He nodded and I saw tears coming to his eyes, I leaned over to give him a hug.

We sat there for a few minutes and I listened to him weep. He stood up and mumbled an excuse and headed for the bathroom. I let him go, he needed some time alone. But after about five minutes I started to worry and peaked in the open door. He was seated on the floor with a box of Kleenex beside him. I was about to ask how he was when I saw something shining in his hand. I realized he was holding a ring, my heart broke and I entered the bathroom.

I sat beside him and let him talk about love, Cindy, and just life. I asked him if he felt any better after about an hour. He said yes. I ventured to ask him what he was going to do with the ring. “I don’t know, I’ll find some one deserving of it.” He looked at me sideways. “I don’t suppose you’d…” He trailed off.

“Don’t even ask buster!” I laughed, “Do we have to go thru the rules again?”

He laughed with me and shook his head. “No, I think I’ll remember them.”

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