When I closed my cabin door behind me I was actually a bit disappointed no one had seen me. I quickly fetched all my clothing and stuffed them in my own suitcase. I picked it up and slowly walked back to my master. Step by step I revealed myself to the world without being seen.
I was actually smiling when I walked back into his cabin.
I handed my suitcase to my master and I quickly started to sort through my clothes. Eventually he found one of my low-waist skinny jeans. I loved that one. The middle curved downwards leaving hardly any room for my crotch. I didn’t like it that it was so revealing. But the feminine curve in the jeans made my body look awesome.
However I knew he chose that one for it wouldn’t hide much of the lace around my waste. Before he handed it to me he slipped his hand in the left pocked and pulled the white fabric out.
“Don’t worry about it. I’ll sow it back again at the end of the week.” He said before he grabbed a pair of scissors and neatly cut away the sowing line leaving a hole.
“There.” Master said. “Now you have access to your beautiful cock whenever I want you to have.” And he gave me the jeans.
I wrestled myself in the tight jeans and felt pretty good on how my cock and butt touched the fabric inside. It was exposing and dirty.
I slipped my hand in my pocket and felt how I could touch the skin on my leg. Gerard had picked out a nice tight black shirt. It was a good choice, it hid my panties unless I would raise my arms above my head. After I put on my shoes Gerard started touching my crotch.
He placed his hand between my legs and started to feel me up. Slowly he got me hard. I had to steady my self with his shoulders again and moaned softly as my uncle played with my cock through my jeans.
Once I had an almost painful bulge he used his thumb to shove my cock to the left.
With a bit of tugging he managed to get my cock through the hole in my pocket until the head peaked out. He softly fingered the tip of my uncut skin and let it slip between it. The bare touch of his finger on my cockhead really made me moan and shiver. He then fed that finger to me and I licked it slowly.
“Perfect.” He said.
We left the cabin to go join the rest of the family at the main building.
The first part of the walk was difficult. With my head out of my jeans every step I made jerked on my cock. Keeping it hard and exposed. I started walking slower as we were nearing the first of the other cabins. Eventually I stopped completely and waited for my cock to go soft and I could hide it again.
Master didn’t mind but patiently waited for my body to relax.
I knew why. The crotch less panties made me have a bulge even if I was completely soft. Between my legs you could even see an outline of my lowest ball. I ignored it.
Once I was ready we moved on and eventually found mom and dad sitting in the sun on a patch of grass behind the main building. My sisters and all of my cousins were on the far side of the complex in the pool. My parents greeted me and they thanked Gerard for bringing me breakfast as we sat down next to them. At first I was nervous. I thought that any movement I made would show them my naughty underwear. But they were too busy tanning and relaxing.
After a while I started to get bored.
The morning with uncle had got me so aroused and my emotions all over the place that this normal tanning was just boring and dull. Somehow I wanted a new sexual impulse. I took short glances to Gerard, seeing if he ordered me something, but he didn’t. He took off his shirt and relaxed like my parents. He only once teased me by asking me why I didn’t take my shirt off. Knowing that would fully reveal the laced string around my hips.
After a long hour of doing nothing my parents got up and said they were going for a swim. I didn’t join them, fearing what uncle might ask of me if I did. He stayed silent accept for the occasional chit chat. No orders, no slave stuff. Just relaxing.
It was terrible. I kept being worried and anticipating about what would happen next. My cock was stuck in my skinnies with a hole in my panties and jeans. Nothing happened.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the heat of the sun. I was almost asleep when I felt his hand on my leg. The sudden touch caused me to jolt. He chuckled.
“Are you relaxing?” he whispers.
“Yes, master” I whispered back.
“Aroused?” he asked.
“No, not really, master.” I replied.
He smiled friendly and let go of my leg.
“Do you despise you entire family, or is there an uncle, aunt or cousin you can actually talk to?” he asked.
I raised my eyebrow in surprise. I hadn’t expected such a question. I thought about it for a while.
“Mary.” I finally answered. Aunt Mary wasn’t actually related but married to one of my uncles. She had grown up in our capital and she had this open and direct way of talking. I kind of liked her.
“I’m going to give you an order you are going to hate. But trust me in this, it would be good for you to follow it.” Gerard slowly said.
I was really in fear now. Suddenly I felt completely naked again and hating Gerard. If he would corrupt my relationship to the only one I could actually talk to I would be out of this whole mess. I didn’t care what would happen but I would stop and go to the cops.
The order he gave me was nothing I could have suspected.
“I want you to find Mary and come out to her.” He softly said.
“What?!” I replied.
Gerard sighed. I knew I hadn’t called him master but whatever. I didn’t know what his plan was but I didn’t like it anyway.
He repeated his order with care. Stopping after every word.
“I want you to find Mary and come out to her.”
“Why?” I retorted.
He grabbed my leg again. “I have already explained why I do what I do. Now, we can either go back to my cabin and figure out a new way for you to obey me. Or, you can stop acting like a brat and do what I told you. Go.”
I hated his relaxed tone. So warm and calming, even though there was a clear threat in what he said.
Hatred rushed through me. I whispered so I made sure only he heard me.
“Why don’t you stick your cock in me and be done with it.” I told him.
Right afterwards my face burned and I felt scared. I did my best to hide it from him.
Gerard reacted relaxed and he chuckled. “Beg me for it.” He said.
I looked at him. “what?”
“Beg. Go on your knees and beg me for it and I’ll give you my cock.” He patiently waited for my reply.
I was too shocked and angry to get my voice to work. He raised one eyebrow.
“No? Well go find Mary then.” He said and leaned back into his chair and closed his eyes.
How was it that he had so much power of me. It was so difficult to grasp. I gave up. I stood up, adjusted my girly string that to my hatred felt so good and stalked off.
I didn’t know where I was going until I stood in front of the closed door of Mary’s cabin. It seemed my body would listen to him even if I didn’t .
I raised my arm to knock, and then lowered it again. What the hell was I going to do now. Just randomly tell her about me being gay. Even my best friends didn’t know.
The only ones who did were anonymous old perverts online and my uncle, who was worse than all the perverts combined.