A gay story: Rediscovering Cock Ch. 01
In my early twenties, I had my first sexual encounter with another man, which opened up a new dimension of my sexuality. Despite harboring some homosexual curiosity, it was after that initial experience—sucking my first cock and taking it in my tight hole—that I realized I preferred being with men in purely sexual terms.
Being modestly endowed (5 inches, average thickness) and quick to climax with women, I often felt anxious about satisfying them with my cock. While I enjoyed giving oral sex and could often please women that way, I struggled to bring them to orgasm through penetrative sex. This insecurity may have fueled my initial exploration of sex with men and why I naturally gravitated towards being a bottom. Emotionally and physically, I felt more comfortable receiving rather than giving.
Like many other bi-leaning men, I rarely acted on my desire for men while dating women, blending in as “one of the guys.” Eventually, I settled down, started a family, and my occasional encounters with men were limited to sporadic hookups during solo travels, amounting to about 20 experiences over a decade. As my marital sex life dwindled in my early forties, frustrated yet anxious about pursuing new female partners, I turned to seeking older local men for discreet encounters.
The more I considered reconnecting with men, the more I felt drawn to it. Reflecting on my past encounters affirmed my preference for men over women. The most intensely pleasurable sexual moments I recalled were with men. I found deep satisfaction in pleasuring a man orally, feeling a cock harden in my mouth, far more than with vaginal sex. Nothing compared to the exhilaration of being positioned on all fours, chest to the bed, arching my back while an older man teased and prepared me for penetration from behind.
With this mindset, I downloaded gay chat apps, crafted a profile, and began searching for a mature, assertive man who could fulfill my desires.
After a month of screening and chatting, I found a local match who met my criteria: a friendly, discreet, older top interested in NSA fun, conveniently close by with his own place. He was 53, single, and enjoyed mutual pleasure, including sucking and 69.
We agreed to meet up in a few days at his place, with no expectations. As the day came closer I got excited, as I had already gone almost a year without any sexual contact at all, and I must have masturbated to gay porn at least 3 times a day leading up to our first meeting. Finally the day arrived, and I was extremely horny and filled with a familiar nervous excitement I’d felt before meeting men in the past. When I arrived at his the lobby of his building, he greeted me, introducing himself as Dan, and after I gave him a long telling glance he invited me upstairs to his room.
Dan was about 50, 5-10 with a fit, lean body. He was well kept, clean shaven, and had a disarming personality that was easy to get along with. When we reached his apartment, Dan ushered me to the couch and took a seat next to me. I’m sure he could see how nervous I was, but my nervousness turned to excitement when I felt him put his hand on my leg and he leaned in to kiss me.
He started gently at first, but soon got more aggressive, moving on top of me while kissing my neck and stripping me. Dan then told me to stand up, and slid my pants down, leaving me naked except for my black thong, which was struggling to contain my swelling cock. When he finished taking my pants off, Dan sat back down in front of me, pulled down his pants and looking me straight in the eyes, said,
“Now get on your knees and suck my cock.”
Moving between his outstretched legs, I cupped his heavy balls in my hand and fondled them gently while I started stroking his already hard cock. Leaning my head over his lap, I licked away a few droplets of precum and kissed my way up the length of his cock from the base to the head, before taking his shaft deep into my mouth. His cock was long but not very thick, and he was soon groaning, enjoying the feeling of my hot, wet mouth engulfing his manhood. I soon felt his hands on my head, as he forced his cock deeper into my throat, until my lips were resting on his pubes.
After fucking my mouth for few minutes, Dan let go of my head, told me to lie down on the couch, and squatted above me, feeding me his swollen sack. As I sucked his balls he began slapping my face with his heavy hard cock, leaving wet trails of saliva and precum on my face.
“Good job boy, now open up wide. I’m going to fuck your face!”
Sitting on my chest, Dan shoved his cock deep into my throat, grabbed the back of my head and started thrusting deep and hard. I gagged and choked on his cock, but continued to suck him the best I could, working my tongue along his shaft while he used my mouth as he pleased. I was so turned on by Dan’s dominance over me that I could feel my own cock twitch and harden as he thrust his hard cock into my mouth. I moaned and slobbered loudly on his cock, trying to extract his sticky seed directly from the tap, but he just laughed and said,
“Suck as hard as you want, you’re not gonna get off that easy! No, no, no, I am going to some fun with you tonight boy!”
Pulling his swollen, wet cock
from my mouth, Dan stood me up and led me to his bedroom, cupping my ass as we walked. Entering the bedroom, he motioned towards the bed and said,
“Face down ass up!”
I eagerly obeyed his command, bending over with my shoulders firmly on the bed, back arched, presenting him with my soaking wet backside.
“Good boy!” he exclaimed, as he moved behind me and admiring my ass, which was gyrating in anticipation. Pulling my thong to the side, Don licked me from my perineum to my hole, and then began to rim me like a mad man. I moaned loudly and pushed my ass back towards his mouth, my raw desire on full display. It felt incredible. It had been too long since I last had my ass eaten, and I writhed uncontrollably in pleasure as he feasted on my hole. I reached back and spread my ass cheeks with my hands to give him better access, as he continued to corkscrew his dexterous tongue deeper and deeper into my hole whimpering softly, while pleading with him to take me.
Noticing how horny and ready I was to fuck, Dan put on a condom and kneeled behind me rubbing the slick head of his cock up and down my crack. I visibly shuddered every time it passed over my hole.
“What do you want?” he asked, teasing me.
I was too shy to answer.
“Tell me what you want me to do. Beg for it!”
“I want you to shove your fucking cock in my ass and fuck me hard!” I cried out, desperate to feel Dan’s hard, wet cock deep inside me. With that he slapped my ass hard, pushed the tip of his cock against my hole and drove it in to the hilt. I cried out in agony as he grabbed hold of my hips and started fucking me from behind, his low hanging balls smacking loudly against my ass with every thrust. It was music to my ears. The sounds of our fucking filled the room, and I lost control as Dan continued to take me hard and deep as I groaned in ecstasy.