EAT IT. EAT IT. EAT HIS ASS. The voice inside my head was strong, but I held myself back and lay beside him. We were both facing the ceiling. After a moment’s silence, I decided to push him a bit more. If I could just make him accept himself a little…
“Dude, this was a bit gay,” I said. My heart squeezed with the silence that followed, anticipating his reaction.
“So what, man?” he began, filling me with hope. But then he kept talking. “I’m not a fag. You’re not a fag. Like that guy on the beach? Flaunting himself. We’re not like that, right? We’re real men. Like you said, people won’t understand our connection, but we do, right? Right, bro?”
“Right,” I said, unable to resist that pleading voice. Benji breathed out, relaxing.
His parents came back the following morning. I had breakfast with them.
They were conservatives to the bone, spewing their nonsense about communism and gays and vaccines whenever they opened their mouths, like jeez, how the fuck would a boy grow up around those people? It was hard to keep my cool around them. I felt pity for Benji.
They trusted him enough to not suspect us locking ourselves in his bedroom. We spent the day playing video game. When I grew tired, I let him play alone. He sat on the ground, and I caressed his hair from the bed. He let me caress him gently, calmly.
Benji let my hand wander through his soft hair, and down his warm neck.
We were naked. When he stood up to shower, his cock was hard. It was hard not to stare. It was hard not to get hard.
When he got out of the shower, I was naked on his bed, and he lay down next to me.
His hand snuck down my leg and grabbed my cock, and I put my arm around his neck as I brought him closer and smelled the good, soap mingled with the obviously masculine and enticing scent.
“Thank you, bro. Your hand feels so good.” I said, as I let him beat one for me. Benji was watching my cock intently. “I love your confidence, dude. Helping your bro. You’re a real one.”
“Anytime, dude.”
My cock began to eject some pre-cum fluid, which Benji swiped with his thumb. We were silent as he squeezed me, tried to draw my nut. Our breaths and grunts mingled. I decided on making it last. He would have to work hard for this one. He intensified. My balls bounced, but I didn’t cum.
“Fuck, you’re tough, huh,” he said, impressed.
I only came because he cheated. He asked to come behind me. He hugged me from behind, enveloping me with his body. His hands reached over my belly and kept jerking me, while touching my balls, my whole body. Then he spit on his hand and rubbed his spit all over my cock. That was my doom. I lasted a few more seconds before writhing under his touch.
“Son of a bitch,” I moaned.
He chuckled.
“So beautiful, dude.”
“You too, bro.”
Benji watched my cum with the same attention as ever, and he complimented me on the amount, it was squirts and squirts of cum.
I lay back on his shoulder, laughing softly. Benji laughed too, and he spoke into my ear.
“Don’t take this the wrong way, brother, but your dick…it’s so big. Fuck.”
“You like it?”
“I didn’t say that.” But he chuckled. “I’m so glad you’re not a little bitch, man, and you’re not freaking out on me.”
“Course not. Bro.”
He bit my ear, and inhaled the smell of my hair. He pinched my nipples. “Fuck…” he moaned.
“You okay bro?”
“I don’t know. You’re making me kinda dizzy, man. Sorry.”
We laughed. All fun and games.
Like when we went to the beach, just the two of us, and he let me play with his ass. I had to be careful. Many people around. It was nothing much, except that it was. I touched his hole for a second. I still couldn’t believe my cum had been all over it. I wanted to fuck him so bad.
Something nice that happened later was the friendship between Gabi and Benji reigniting. Just friendship. They both seemed fine with that. There didn’t seem to be any weirdness between them. I like to think I helped him a bit to get over her.
It was nice having her around more than the other dudes, who seemed to be jealous of Benji more than her. At the university, she was pretty much always with us. She started dating someone. All was good.
During a night out, we met her new boyfriend. A freshman; nice dude. Benji and I let them be, choosing to stay close to the bar. Then suddenly, he was awestruck by some girl. He smiled brightly and walked away, leaving me confused and worried. Then I saw the girl. Eloíse. His ex-girlfriend, before Gabi. She was a striking brunette, tall and skinny. She was surprised to see Benji..
I wanted to get out of there, to get some fresh air, and walked out of the place with a drink in hand. The security guy let me out. Benji found me some time later, back against a wall, observing traffic.
“What the fuck are you doing here alone?”
“I needed some fresh air.”
Benji shook his head.
“Come here, bro. I want to introduce you to someone.”
Eloíse. We had known each other. For a passing moment, maybe. Something in her eyes told me she remembered me as I remembered her. We disliked each other, but knew how to be civilized enough in front of Benji.
“Hm, hi, Hugo. I really gotta go. Can’t leave my girlfriends alone.” Eloíse ignored me and went to her group of friends.
Benji looked at her with a sort of hunger that lately had only been reserved to me. I wanted to punch him and to die.
“You should go after her, dude. You’re single. Why not?”
“Fuck, man. It’s a mistake. I know it is…and yet.”
He wasn’t even looking at me.
Eloíse was sending stares at the both of us. I shivered. Something was definitely going to happen tonight and it wasn’t with me.
Benji nodded and went towards her, leaving me behind. This time, I left and grabbed an Uber. I didn’t go a single second without tormenting myself with thoughts of Benji with someone else, all the while knowing I deserved it all for being dishonest and stupid.
Benji began calling me before I even arrived home.
“What?” I said.
“Where did you go? Why do you keep disappearing like that? Fuck, man.”
“I’m going home, dude. It seemed like you were busy enough. With Eloíse. I didn’t feel like being a third wheel there, and I wasn’t in the mood for dancing much.”
“Let’s go home. Eloíse left right after you did, man. She didn’t want anything with me.”
So I was his second option, huh?
“Okay,” I said, hating myself. “Your parents are away again?”
“Yeah, thank god. So you’re getting home already?”
“Basically. I’ll take a quick shower.”
“Don’t shower,” he said suddenly. I waited for more. “Huh. Don’t shower. Okay?”
“Alright.”
I asked the driver to change direction. Benji had arrived before me, so I didn’t have to wait outside.
“I gotta fucking pee,” I said, pushing past him. I enjoyed using the bathroom in his bedroom.
However, before my piss had even started to leak, Benji showed up. “Want some help with that, bro?” he said.
I had no time to answer. He grabbed my cock from behind and helped me piss, guiding my cock with precision.
“Uh, okay. I never really got the gist of it, anyway. Always seem to miss. Thanks bro.”
Benji chuckled. “Anytime,” he said, rubbing his thumb over the leftover piss on the head of my cock while pressing himself on my back. “I can help you in other ways as well. How about that shower?”