A gay adult story: The things I do for love… by LonelyQuill ,
This is my very first sex related story, it’s completely fictional and contains homosexual content. It will be a series, this being sort of an introduction chapter. Not much exciting stuff will happen in this chapter, but just you wait for what’s to cum ;).English isn’t my first language, so bear with me please.
Feel free to comment, I’m eager to see what you guys think, and ENJOY! 🙂
Chapter 1My name is Dexter, I’m 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.
I want to say “toned” but I’m not there yet. I’d go with “sporty” or “muscular”. I mean, my all my muscles are showing pretty well, but I’m not as pumped up as all of those gym addicts. There was a reason for me to start going to the gym.
When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that time that I realised I was into guys. This, and a lack of time for it, led me to quit playing and start working out, since I didn’t want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.
You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it isn’t easy when you have to change for football practice in a room full of sweaty teenage boys three times a week. Especially considering I have a little thing for feet.
I thought that me quitting, would solve my “problem” and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I hadn’t considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.
Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Luke and Leonardo. They were my two best friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary… and Joshua. Oh, man.
Now Joshua, he wasn’t on my football team, but he was in all of my classes in my last year of high school. I had a major crush on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the guys on the team. In class, we got along very well. We weren’t best friends or anything, but we had mutual friends so I got to know him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating high school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The guys from the team, as well as Joshua. I found other friends, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would meet at parties and such and we would talk and have a good time together, but apart from that I didn’t see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in life. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how easy it all used to be.
However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a little bit more into the gay scene during my first year of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather easy, since I’m not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a normal dude. I dress, act and talk like a straight guy, because that’s just the way I am, except I like to suck dick instead of eating pussy, apparently. People didn’t look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.
I was a horny teenager two years ago, and I still am. The guys play around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guys from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they’re just fantasies. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from time to time. At least, that was my life before yesterday.
Yesterday was a boring day. School sucked, work was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to wait a little longer.
Dwight, one of my classmates picked me up, and it was a 45 min. drive to the club, since we had to pick up the rest of the gang on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the first day of college and went drinking that same night to get to know each other better. That was a hell of a night.
Dwight turned up some calming music, which was great because I had to get a little bit of rest before we got there.
Plus, I had all the time to daydream about my long life crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue eyes and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking lips. Not to mention his athletic build. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the other guys, he seems completely straight. You can’t blame a guy for hoping right? He’s just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can daydream all I want.
When we got to the club it took me some time. But after a little while I had a really good buzz going on.
I had been dancing around with a few girls when I realised I had to go to the bathroom to take a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand grab me around my upper arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less busy corner of the room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than…
‘J-Joshua?.. W-wha-what’s up man? Is something wrong?’ Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You’re so smooth.
‘Hey Dexy, nothing’s wrong, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit.’ He said, as I stared into his sky-blue eyes. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that time to look him up and down. He’s really gorgeous, to me at least. His blue eyes, styled blonde hair, broad shoulders, strong muscles, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His strong legs and large feet were clad in dark skinny jeans and black sneakers. Everything about his looks turned me on, and everything about his personality made me fall in love.
There was not actually that much awkwardness between us though, we had been good friends. I mean everyone knew I was into guys by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at parties and stuff, they didn’t really acknowledge the obvious reason for which I quit.
‘…you here with?’ I heard Joshua’s voice, which slapped me into the here and now.
‘Sorry, what did you say?’ I asked.
He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside joke I didn’t get. Did he notice me staring? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head up a little since Joshua was about an inch taller than me.
‘I said, who are you here with?’ He repeated.
‘I’m with some guys from college tonight, what about you?’
Joshua smiled wider.
‘I’m with the guys, come on let’s say hi.’ He said. I wanted to go with him, but I couldn’t go without telling my friends.
‘Wait, let me tell my friends first.’
‘No time! Sorry Dexy!’ Joshua yelled over the sound of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another hall where they played soft rock music. Then he continued to drag me towards the toilets, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the hall, there were a couple of wasted people and some guys and girls trying to swallow eachother’s tongues. This was the well known spot to start things up before going home to hook up with someone. I’d had my fair share of appetizers here. I looked around and threw Joshua a confused look, and that’s when I felt his hand on my cheek.
I nearly died as he turned my face towards his, I don’t know if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the music or the general atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his nose smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my face with one hand and clutched my hair with the other as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him flush against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I’d dreamt of for about two years. What the fuck was happening?
I wanted to pull away, to ask him what was going on or to check if he wasn’t really drunk. I didn’t want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his whole body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our torso’s as our tongues fought wildly for dominance. Normally I’d have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I’d met my match. Fuck, this boy could make out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a hand full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little buddy pushing into my thigh, which didn’t feel as small as the last time I saw it in the boy’s locker room at school. He started to grind himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each other’s mouths.
We didn’t stop for what seemed like the whole evening, we just stood there. Our lips never leaving each other. But just as that little voice in the back of my head started to wonder how the fuck it was possible that my first and only actual crush was making me see stars right now, he pulled away.
Immediately I missed the feeling of his closeness. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.
‘You have no idea how long I’ve waited to do that.’ He said breathlessly.
Before I could reply, Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my dirty fantasies was going to come through, but little did I know that a whole new one was going to launch itself into my mind.
When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the lock click shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the door in panic. And let me tell you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my friends from the football team when he’d said: “the guys”. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his handsome face. He winked at me and gestured his head to the other side of the bathroom, where the other guys were staring at me.
Leonardo, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I wasn’t sure wether it was good wrong or bad wrong.
Leonardo had his hand around Gary’s neck, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my confused face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian’s back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive muscular waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.
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