Benny’s body began to twitch and spasm as a few shots of cum leaked out of his cock. I let it spurt and dribble and when it was done I began to rub his tiny member again, forcing groans and shudders throughout his body until he was whining out his safe word in a plea for mercy.
I finally noticed how dark it had gotten and set about to quickly untie the ropes around his neck and balls. I quickly packed all my things into my bag and dressed my submissive. Then I scooped him up into my arms and headed out of the woods, murmuring a constant stream of praise as I walked.
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Ben’s Pov:
I was sitting on the passenger side of my Master’s car, wrapped up in his jacket, with a bottle of water in my hands, as he drove us back to his mom’s diner. I was hornier than ever, given the amazing scene with my Master, coupled with my ruined orgasm and how complete and safe I felt. The only issue was that my face was still covered in cum but I couldn’t bring myself to care. I was too busy thinking. That wasn’t good for me, as it allowed a tiny seed of hope to take root in my heart.
Boyfriend.
That’s what my Master had called me earlier, after defending my right to have waited for him.
Were we boyfriends? Already? That made us sound so serious and for the first time I began to wonder just how seriously Adam was taking this date. Did he want.. an actual future together one day, with me? Could he ever actually want me that much? My wolf rumbled with approval over the idea of Adam keeping us forever but I couldn’t wrap my head around the logistics of it. We could never work long term, could we? Well, not as long as I was a member of Lotus Pack we couldn’t but.. maybe that would change. I thought back to how Prince Fae had responded me to and shivered. There was a good chance I wouldn’t be in Lotus Pack forever anyways but I what if I had to choose? And what if it turned out that Adam could love me and only me for the rest of his life. Could I willingly leave my pack for him? Could I separate my family and accept the shunning of my community? Could I abandon everything I knew and thought I wanted? Could Adam and I be more than a fling I would remember when I was old and gray, alone at the end of my life? I didn’t know. Honestly, it was way too soon to be thinking that seriously about it but I’d never been someone’s boyfriend before. Yes, I’d dated, but no one ever claimed me just like that before. I was just an omega they were considering until I no longer interested them. Adam calling me his boyfriend right away felt special. Was I special?
“Have you ever dated other clients, Master?” I suddenly asked, blushing when I realized I’d said the words out loud. “Never mind! It’s none of my-”
“No, never.” He interrupted. “I’ve never even been interested. I like to keep my professional life and personal life separate and.. I don’t normally have a bdsm relationship with someone I’m dating. This is all new territory for me.”
“Oh.. I’m sorry,” I replied, feeling bad that he was changing his ways for me. I didn’t deserve that after how I’d run out on him.
Adam pulled to a stop at a red light and turned to look at me. “I’m not. Benny.. I’ve liked you for a long time. I haven’t even been able to date for over a year because I’ve been so hung up on you, that it wouldn’t be fair to date anyone else. There’s nothing wrong with you and you have nothing to be sorry for. I’m so happy you’re even giving me a real chance. You don’t need to feel bad for being yourself around me.” Then he blushed and turned his eyes back to the road.
Oh. So he’s very serious, my wolf whispered.
I felt my cheeks warm and my heart spasmed with joy! Right that moment, I couldn’t give a shit about whether Adam was a real alpha or not. He liked me. He really, really liked me! I mattered to someone for once! I didn’t have to change. I didn’t have to be better. He already wanted me. I slowly reached out for his hand, thrilled when he immediately took mine into his own. I had a boyfriend who was holding my hand! I felt so special.
“So.. we’re boyfriends now? That’s what you said.. to that man.” I asked, wanting confirmation now that I was indulging in all the romantic daydreams that had finally opened up to me.
“Oh, uh, I guess I sort of rushed things with that but it’s not like I want to date anyone else. So I suppose it’s really up to you if we are or not. I’m willing to go at your pace Benny. So let me know if I’m saying too much.”
I shook my head, “No one’s ever wanted me to be their boyfriend before,” I explained with a shy smile.
“Well I want to be, if that’s what you want too. If it’s possible, you can have anything you want with me,” he added softly before turning pink again and going silent.
I sat there, a little stunned and overwhelmed by how intensely Adam claimed he felt for me. I knew he was implying that he couldn’t be my alpha but he would try to be everything else I needed and to me… that way of thinking sounded very much like an alpha. My date suddenly felt so intense, so quickly, that I had to actively remind myself that I wasn’t being pursued by my alpha mate. I idly touched a fresh bruise on my shoulder, pressing down lightly so that I could be reminded of the glorious pain that caused it. Tonight’s scene had been different, very different, but perfect, right down to my ruined orgasm. The small comforts Adam had given me after made the ache in my chest, that usually appeared after a scene, disappear. I felt sated and soothed. Somehow, my boyfriend had given me just what I needed. I pressed down even harder and sighed in pleasure. I bet the marks looked beautiful too. How could a human be this perfect?
Then I remembered the cause for some of my torment and my mood dropped significantly. “I’m sorry I ruined our date. I never meant to do that,” I murmured with a small sniffle, suddenly on the verge of crying.
“You didn’t ruin anything,” Adam stated firmly. “You didn’t know what to do. You needed me. That’s okay. I’ll always want to be there for you when you need me.”
“Really?” I asked, a little choked up from swallowing down a sob.
“Yes. I care about you a lot. That will never change and I’ll never make you beg for my attention again. I’m sorry you had to go through that last night. It wasn’t my intention.”
“I hate that I ruin everything I touch,” I admitted sadly, trying hard to believe that Adam cared enough that he would always be in my life but it was too hard to accept. It was one thing to like him and hope he liked me but believing he’d always be with me was a completely different beast. One that I couldn’t face.
“Aww Benny, you have to know that I never mean any of the shitty things that I say during your scenes. Don’t you baby boy?” He asked with a gentle squeeze to my hand.
I thought for a moment. Of course there were times when Adam hit an emotional nerve during our scenes but he never treated me like scum when we weren’t playing. Adam was always kind to me and he always made time for me and he never did anything to hurt me on purpose. I knew I should believe him. If he said he didn’t mean it then he probably didn’t. I felt a weight lift off of my chest as I accepted that no, I had not ruined our date.