As we lay there talking, cuddling, kissing and caressing each other I thought of Julia. There was going to have to be another conversation. My hunger for cock upon leaving her along with my feelings for Zack needed to be expressed. I wasn’t sure the way I would be able to love her would be enough. Those thoughts went on the back burner as Zack and I grew hard again and he told me how much he wanted me to fuck him. I had him roll over onto his belly and then draw his knees up under his body. I could see him shaking with excitement as he positioned himself with his head down and his ass up in the air ready to be taken.
I quickly lubed up his asshole and my cock. Then I moved into position. After guiding my cock to his puckered male pussy, I took hold of his hips and slowly sank my erection into his body. He sighed contentedly when I hit bottom.
“Oh fuck, John, make me all yours,” He moaned.
I pulled back until my cock was just barely inside him and then began to ride his ass. Each time I drove forward he bucked back toward me causing his rectum to completely swallow my manhood. When my balls touched his smooth flesh, I would grind my cock into his internal button before pulling back again. We developed a nice rhythm of me pushing in as he pushed back and then reversing the movement.
“Yes, fuck me, make love to me, fill me!” He wailed.
His breathing became ragged. I could see beads of sweat forming on his upper back. I could feel the heat of his flesh where my fingers were locked onto his hips. Then I slid one of my hands under his body and found his hard twitching cock. The copious amounts of precum oozing from his cum slit and his panting told me he was close to cumming.
“Hold on baby,” I urged. “Wait for me.”
I had no idea why I wanted us to cum together. It just seemed like the way it should be that day.
“Oh god, yes,” He sighed as I increased the pace of my thrusts while gently stroking his erection.
My balls slapped against his ass and my cock throbbed inside his tightening anal canal. He was working his rectal muscle to massage my cock as I fucked him. I felt my own orgasm welling up deep inside me.
A few seconds later I cried out, “Now!”
I drove my cock deep into his body as his cock erupted and his ass clamped onto my dick. I came hard sending whatever semen I had left in body into his body. A minute later we collapsed together on the bed. The time between our collapse and falling asleep in each others arms will forever be a blur. The next thing I knew it was hours later and I was waking up with a very sexy young man in my bed. That was the beginning of a very special relation with Zack and to a lesser extent with Rudy, who joined us in bed at least once a week.
My talk about Zack and my need for sex with guys in general with Julia went better than I had a right to expect. We acknowledge our love for each other and she agreed that we should take things slowly. She seemed to fully understand my needs and that I could never be anything approaching exclusive with her. She also had needs; most of which I could fill. Over the next few weeks I learned that she was indeed a very kinky lady. I was happy to accommodate and even brought a frat brother or two along occasionally to indulge her multiple partner desires.
During those same weeks, Zack and I grew closer. He was clearly deeply in love with me and I was definitely falling for him. Both he and Julia encouraged me to let my darker side out sometimes. I found spanking Zack’s sexy ass to be very exciting. I had three people who I loved that all seemed to accept me for my true self. Adam visited maybe once a month and I of course had lots of other folks to play with sexually. Mostly my frat brothers and the pledges, but there was also non_AOK folks who showed up in my bed sporadically. Only one woman other than Julia though, Donna Stillman, my old friend and summer lover. I had gone home to see my parents and tell them about breaking my engagement. I ran into Donna and we fucked several times.
During the rest of the semester, I continued to work independently to catch up on my studies. I wanted to keep my extra time at college to a minimum since Adam was counting on me to get a graduate degree before joining his company full time. I had it worked out so that I would only need one extra semester before starting grad classes. The AOK had approved a resolution that would allow me to stay on the council as president through my first semester of grad work. Things seemed almost perfect. My limp was even getting better.
Alicia kept me informed through letters and a couple of phone calls about her and Greg’s life in Atlanta. They seemed to be making the most of their time in the United States. Alicia’s open sexuality and beauty made her popular with the guys at her college. As she put it she was enjoying a variety of large American cocks. I always found it funny how she could describe her sexual escapades in vivid detail in her letters while continuing to seem so innocent. Greg was also enjoying a lot of big American cocks. He was fully out and really loving the idea he could be openly homosexual. He was denying himself nothing even though he had a regular lover that he was attached too. In the one letter he wrote me, he seemed very happy even though he admitted missing Hector. His American boyfriend and frequent gay bar pickups as well as all guy group sex scenes seemed to ease the pain of missing his island lover.
I was concerned for both of them. I did not see how they would be happy back on the island after experiencing the freedom of American life. This was especially true of Greg. The following fall I received a letter that both confirmed and allayed some of my fears. Greg’s lover had moved in and they were very serious. Alicia also had become serious with one man. He was a thirty-five year old professor. I surmised it was intellectual curiosity that had drawn him to her. The surprise was that he had proposed marriage and was petitioning the island elders and Adam for permission to move to the island. Life in the ivory tower bored him and he found the idyllic island described by Alicia to be a probable paradise. I decided that it was good news for Alicia. I had never thought that an island boy would be her true love.
On the other hand I was even more concerned for Greg. I knew he would never be happy living on the island. He had had a taste of a life that suited him better. I also knew that off the island there would always be something missing in his life. Then there were his parents. They would be devastated by his choice. My life remained perfect. I felt that some great entity was looking after me. Julia and I were very close and she continued to fully accept my relationships with Zack and Adam as well as my other sexual partners. We too had become engaged and my mother was totally charmed by Julia when we visited for Christmas. I even took Julia to see the island. By that point I expected that someday we might live there together. The funny thing was it was her that suggested we bring Zack with us on the trip.