Love, sex & life of me 4: Witty Title Here by Lonethernet

A gay adult story: Love, sex & life of me 4: Witty Title Here by Lonethernet ,

Part 4 is longer than usual because so much is happening despite the rules of current day gatherings

Part 4 cuz shit keeps happening! I probably have too many irons in the fire, that’s why! With… 9 regular fwbs even if I don’t spend time with one consistently, its still a couple of occasions a week I’m writing something in here. I’m no poet as you probably know by this point, this will be a disjointed “and then she was like” flow, like a chick telling you a story about her day… So buckle up!

I was talking to J one day while she was over, and I asked her if we should keep any naughty excursions a secret from her husband. She said “yeah of course” without any hesitation and said we’d still need to be discreet if it was more than just the 2 of us. I asked if we should invite my boys over then, but she said no she was too nervous. She’d rather I surprised her some time while she was already in the mood so she’s less likely to say no at the time. I’ll do that but I hope it doesn’t end in disaster, it would be embarrassing if she chickened out while they were there and ready. When I asked if she would like to try other girls some time, she reminded me I was her first and said she wasn’t attracted to other girls. Having been there a long time ago I told her that’s how bisexuality starts, being attracted to 1 specific person, then being kind of picky, then kind of saying “yes” to whoever asks and learning to loosen up. I got her to concede that and say maybe. While I had her in an agreeable state of mind I asked “what about a Tgirl?” Someone with the aesthetic of a woman but the equipment of a man? It would be similar to when we played with a strapon together, but with the benefit of getting cum out of it. She was originally a reluctant “nooo, I dunnoooo” but she came around. After she got a little more comfortable with women or other stuff maybe. I accept that.

Second date time with Dave. He told me his kids were going to be at friends’ for the night. I wonder why he said that… He said I should come over around 7 again and he was making shrimp & salad. It’s so sexy he can cook like a monster and likes shrimp as much as I do. He says there’s no secret to it, little tips and tricks. Strain or dab greasy things after cooking them, season liberally, fry with high heat before letting things cook lower to seal in flavor (applies to fire or pan), be liberal with butter when frying, ect. Anyway since it was just us and it was going to be a freaky romantic night I got done up NICE. I spent time putting on light makeup and mascara, double-Dutch braided my hair down the back (hoping to give him handlebars), and dressed in my black cocktail dress with lacy stockings, glass heels I’ve never worn, black lacy panties and a black choker. I looked like a classy pornstar, and included a pertinent surprise in the package. And he appreciated it when I got there, answering the door and not knowing what to say kind of stumbling along like a kid. He was wearing a flannel button up shirt and jeans, dad-bod sexy. I helped him along, putting my hands on his chest and asking him how I looked in only 1 word. He chose “fuckin’ sexy” and I told him that was close enough and penetrated his mouth with my tongue, we were the same height with my heels. After making out a minute he gained enough composure to play with my braids dangling against my clavicles and ask me what they were about. I told him I don’t usually braid or do my hair like that but it went better with this look, being all coy and flirty. We went inside and had dinner, talked about things like how the kids were gone which I said was a good thing, and when he teasingly asked why that was good I said it was because it wouldn’t be appropriate for them to hear me screaming. He asked why I thought I would be screaming in his house so late at night, and I said it was because of the 110% effort dickin’ he was going to give me for my effort of dressing up like this. He countered with; since he cooked so well that canceled some of it out and he could do like 60%. I told him no, now it was 120% for messing with me and I knew the reason he made such a light dinner of seafood and greens was so we wouldn’t be all gross and bloaty and perform better, that I’m not really a fan of salad but ate it anyway. Since I was eating something I didn’t like and looked “fuckin’ sexy” he agreed to %105 effort and he’d feed me something later that I’d enjoy… After a little more flirting and talk like that we were finished eating and I asked if he had something special for dessert. He didn’t make the first move like I thought and got kind of nervous and babbly again, so I went to his side of the table, moved his plate back and sat in its place with my dress hiked up, legs spread and feet on either side of his chair. Topping, I told him to take my panties off, letting him run his hands up my covered legs but when he got too close I grabbed them, holding them under mine flat on either side of me and told him again a little less patiently to take my panties off. He started kissing his way up my thighs, telling me how good I smelled and mentioning there was a darker spot in my black panties, licking my crotch as he hooked his tongue under them to grab ahold with his teeth. Once he looked up at me showing me he had them, I lifted my butt and he pulled them out from under me, sitting back on the table with a knock. He ducked his head under them, now around my knees and asked “what’s this?” teasingly referring to the glass plug in my butt. I told him that was keeping me horny during dinner, the drive over, sitting just about anywhere and it was to get me ready in case he wanted to fuck me in the ass. No more foreplay, and he didn’t eat me out like I imagined. He stood up quick pulling me against him, and I had to wrap my legs around him as he picked me up and carried me to his bed. He dropped me when I got there taking his pants down quick and kicked them off, while I was bicycle-stroking his sides with my legs. Before he could crawl onto me I told him to lose the shirt too so I could see his hairy dad-bod, he yanked it off and got onto the bed, his knees on either side of my butt and his wet dick jabbing all over my crotch until he lined it up and stuffed it inside me. It was average but nice cause I was so excited, and the toy in my ass made it feel fuller. He said he could feel its hardness against the bottom of his dick inside too. I tried to bend my knees to put my heels flat on either side of him but my panties were still around my ankles, they’re not easy to get off wearing the heels, especially when you can’t reach them. Then he lifted my calves up onto his chest and fucked me hard with my feet up in the air beside his head, and my panties still connecting my heels behind him. It was super hot. I put pressure against him with my calves so he would stay upright and thrust harder instead of trying to lay on me but from my POV we looked pretty sexy like that. I came after just a minute between that and playing with my clit while he was fucking me. I didn’t want it to end too quick, so I told him that and not to cum and to pull out and relax for a minute if he even started feeling like he was about to. He joked that wasn’t fair, to which I reminded him he owed me 105%, and he said making it to the bed without blowing his load in his pants after I spread my legs on the table was already like 100%! When he pulled out to calm down I asked him if he could untangle my panties from my ankles, and once I was free I wrapped my arms around his back and tried to throw him onto the bed next to me. He didn’t move much. But he layed on his back and watched me low on all fours like I was doing push-ups, while I kissed his body all over from his neck to his thighs, giving his cock long licks and short kisses to keep it hard. When he told me he was ready again I straddled him reverse cowgirl and rode his dick slowly, diverting his attention to the glittery plug in my butt, which he pushed and tugged on when I slowed down enough. Like I hoped he’d do at some point, he grabbed my braids at the bottom and whipped me with them gently while giving me a “hyah”, to which I sped up my ride for him with a laugh. He got too close again, at the same time I was about to cum so I was disappointed but I had to hit the brakes. He sat up and rolled me onto my belly and started kissing me kind of the way I was to him, only rougher and needier and from behind. I told him how I was just about to cum when riding him and he should help me. He kissed and licked me from the back of my neck to the tops of my stockings, spanking me a little and playing with my buttplug with his thumb while pushing his middle fingers into my pussy. He slid them in and out like when he was fucking me, and made me cum again that way. After I told him that, he was ready again, but couldn’t be sure he would be able to stop this time, so I said that was fine and spread my butt cheeks with my palms. He wanted my ass too, pulling the plug and dropping it on the floor before laying all his weight on top of me and slipping his dick into my prepared asshole. I had my arms tucked under my chest propping myself up so I could get enough air, but he wrapped me- arms and all- in his so I was resting my head on his forearms and started humping me aggressively. I was wailing at that point and he was breathing hard on the back of my neck, kissing me and biting my shoulder and he finally emptied his load into my ass. We layed like that for a little bit until his breathing calmed down, then cuddled together until we were ready for bed. I had to get out of my clothes and makeup and we slept naked together, talking while we were still awake about how awesome that was, and he asked if I was disappointed cuz I didn’t end up screaming. I said that was a figure of speech and I’m not really a screamer. We were having sex for an hour and a half so I rated him pretty good, he was impressed with himself too considering it’d been a few years for him. Older guys are always better. The next morning I was perving on him in his sleep, playing with his dick and once I had him hard, carefully sliding down and removing covers to wake him up with a blowjob. He came in just a few minutes, only waking during post-orgasm oral cleanup, which he said was even better because he was sort of aware of it and it was happening in a dream too. And now he was wide awake and lumbered up. I asked when his kids got back and he said no idea, whenever they decided to come home. But if they saw me there it wouldn’t be a big deal, they figured why he wanted the house to himself for. So we stayed in bed watching actual porn movies with story together for a couple hours, and he was ready again. This time we let one keep playing on his phone propped up on the pillow, and he fucked me Doggy style while we watched and made dirty comments. He loves watching porn while having sex, and he was more confident after last night, so I got spanked when the girl in the video did and he pulled my hair by both braids, but when he told me he was getting close to cumming I said “then it must be time for my facial”, which he thought was naughty. I poured off the bed, onto my knees between his legs and looked up at him, jerking him off myself until he came in my open mouth and on my chin. It was kind of watery and thin since he’d cum a couple times in the last few hours but I don’t mind. The stuff I got on my chin he wiped and let me suck it from his finger, and I definitely made a meal out of it for him, bobbing deep on it, licking around it and moaning while I got it clean. He said I was the dirtiest girl he’d been with and I told him to be glad he didn’t turn me down. His kids got there around noon and I left in my dress, letting my hair down and carrying out my stockings so I didn’t look too hookery. We had marathon sex, 3 times in a short period so yeah he’s a keeper!

I journaled that part that day after getting home while it was fresh, and asked J if she wanted to read it. She did and she enjoyed it. As in, while she was reading it, she was enjoying the shit out of herself hard with her middle fingers. Which I’m glad because she didn’t seem jealous at all! Maybe next time they’ll both be involved. It seems like I have to convince Dave more than her at this point. But the being able to hold off is a point in his favor, especially if he’s going to fuck 2 women. While he’s cooling down she and I can play and he can take whichever’s closest…

Holly and I were playing Red Dead Online together, just casually using game chat and the party at Benny’s came up. She was talking in the open about how she’d like to do it again, with as many or more guys this time! I asked if she was serious because last time she said she didn’t think she could handle it and reminded her she was on GAME CHAT! Also that they were trying to recruit her, so the more she hangs around them or gets involved the more they’re going to want. She told me she and Nino had been sexting and hooked up a couple times! I told her she should be hanging out with wholesome guys like B from the Mother’s Day BBQ, but she said she’s not interested and he’s too young, that she needs a group of MEN to satisfy her. A couple guys got on mic to ask what was going on and trying to get involved too, so now she’s attracting rando weebs from who-knows-where. She didn’t engage though and I kind of summarized the story for them, asking if they thought she should go for that. They said hell no, agreeing with me but also asking us if this was real or not and where we were at. So I got kind of unhelpful horny backup. I reminded her about Jess & Lita too, what they said getting involved with them was like, and she said she wasn’t like them and guys like Benny respected a “no” if you were strong enough to put down lines. She could be a fucktoy without having to work for them. She was nonchalant about the whole thing like she’d already decided and was calmly just letting me know. So I told her if she got into trouble to let me know for real, cuz I have 2 cops I’m joined at the hip with, Mark’s resources and Mrs A’s fixer capabilities to call on. I seriously think I could pull strings and disappear or be rid Benny and/or his guys if I had to. Or just Vixen a deal with him to get her out of trouble. My skills are beyond that of a hot young teen angling her freckle-faced virgin supervisor for a raise. She appreciated that I have her back and will support her anyway. I’ve been there and back safely myself so she can do it too. But it is a slippery slope and I’m sure most crack-whores never thought they’d be crack-whores. I was never desperate, and found Mark who filled my darker needs, taught me self-discipline and took care of me. Is STILL taking care of me even when our orbits are now elliptical. So I’ll have to keep an eye on her. I also want to call Mark and tell him that, both her situation and how I’m grateful for the way he steered me, idk if I ever told him anything like that. But if I’m too emotional with him about it like I am now pecking this out, it might set off alarms with him and I might get a visit from Mrs. A…

So I texted Nino and told him to ask Benny if he could come by. He did a couple days later, by himself this time and we had a productive talk. He was a gentleman as always, seeming kind of quiet and hat-in-hand respectful like someone who’s going to beg you to babysit their kids they know you can’t stand. He reminds me of Officer N when he’s nice. We sat in my loveseat with my feet and legs in his lap and talked about Holly, how she and Nino have been hooking up which he didn’t know, and she wants more group activities. I know his friends are willing to oblige her, but she already said she wouldn’t be working for them. So I wanted to set the boundary of her being around them but not becoming like the apts’ other girls. He said that wouldn’t even be an issue, that alot of guys have like groupies that they party with but aren’t involved in his business. And if I hear complaining from his girls to ignore it cause they’re all drama. They can be pretty mean to the guys in fact. I thought of them slapping Nino in the car that once and the train of girls following groups of guys at that party. So maybe that makes sense. He says they all fight and abuse each other but the girls don’t want to do anything else, they’ve been offered to be scouts or delivery girls like Holly but that’s actual work and they’re lazy. And they move away with bfs or something all the time so the whole “can’t leave” thing is bullshit. I said regardless I want to make sure Holly’s safe and not doing anything she doesn’t want. And Benny appreciates straight talking to him and my looking out for her, saying that he’s only ever asked and left it alone when told no, which is true. I said I keep getting surprised by how reasonable and respectful he is when I expected a guy like him to be dangerous like what you see in movies. He was giving me a foot massage by that point! He said they’re not threatening to most people. Business rivals are the only ones they might get into fights with. Sometimes they kick somebody’s ass who hurts one of theirs or comes around looking for trouble when they shouldn’t, but who wouldn’t when someone comes into their house uninvited and starts being disrespectful? It’s a community that looks out for its members, which is everybody in their territory as long as they are not rude. He said there are people in the apts who might not even know about Benny and his guys. They say “how you doing Mr. ___?” when they see them like normal neighbors, and even if they’re not involved they’re welcome as long as they are themselves welcoming. He said the “other guys” are probably the same way with their neighborhood. Everybody everywhere is good to their own or people who are good to them. It reminds me of the trope ‘even bad men love their mamas’ or the golden rule. So he reassured me that if Holly wants to get gangbanged they’d be happy to make her wishes come true but nobody’s going to hurt or make her do anything she doesn’t want to. If they see her self-destructing they’re not going to try and stop it either cause she’s not actually his or anyone else’s problem. Which I said is fair and he said it’s my job to keep an eye on her as a friend, but he’d let me know if she was going too far off the rails. Then we talked about us, I asked how his wife felt about him fucking strange women and giving them foot massages. He said she understands or someone will take her place who does, he’s a commodity true to himself and you can’t love each other unless it’s who each other truly are. And he’s a dog, who happens to be in a power position so there’s an expectation of that kind of thing anyway. But even then she’s fine with it cause he wouldn’t be with someone who wasn’t, he is who he is and is honest about it. He sounds like me being up front with polyamory with my fwbs. When I said that he said WE’RE alot alike. I thought he was just being flirty (like, we have so much in common, you know? Wanna see my dick?) I asked how kind of incredulously, with a shocked eyebrow/sneery face that had him choking laughing and he told me something interesting; for days after that party he’d hear his friends talking about their girlfriends saying alot of shit about me. I expected that, telling him I almost got into a few fights with girls over their bfs I didn’t even realize or care about, and I’ve never really gotten along with girls. He told me it’s cuz I’m a queen. Again I thought he was being dramatic and trying to be flirty but he said something else interesting; that his guys were intimidated by me. I asked how, and he said like when I came into the room to check on Holly at the gangbang and kind of ignored the naked guys to talk to her and spanked one on the way out I made them uncomfortable. It was a GUYS’ room where they were having THEIR way with some slut and I strolled in clothed and nonchalant, ignoring them and talking to her, and giving them a GG slap on the way out like their coach. He said I’m the type they fantasize and talk alot of shit about what they’d do to me but shut down when I enter the room. I told him I remember catcalls when I got there, but staying no to joining in and still being involved shook their masculinity. They felt like they were being checked in on by mom or something. I told him about my conversation with Mark about how all these powerful businessmen were apparently intimidated by me at another party and didn’t want me joining in, and everyone having sex was apparently seeking my approval, kind of putting on a show for me. I said my husband told me they’d been intimidated by me since our wedding. When he asked if I was pushing them around, I told him no that’s never been me, and they’d gangbanged ME so I don’t see how I’d intimidated THEM. He wasn’t surprised to hear about me being gangbanged. Maybe it was since every time he came over I was naked for guests. And that was another point to me being a “queen”, and just seemed to be something someone like me would do. I said I’ve never been the dominant one in any relationship and very few times having sex, only doing it when someone freezes or asks. He replied that in BDSM the one with all the power is the submissive one, getting all their freaky pleasure at the hands of someone who’s treating them the way they want to be treated, and the sub is the one who sets boundaries and makes the rules. I’d heard that before and I can see it but idk. He asked why I don’t wear clothes even at home and I said cause it’s my house and I just don’t, and if the girl scouts came to the door they’d probably leave crying. He thought that was pretty funny laughing again and said he didn’t know why, but when he comes over he gets a FEELING like he had to negotiate or be careful like he was dealing with someone higher up the food chain and more powerful than him. I did the face again and asked “HOW?!?” and he cracked up again and said it’s just a feeling. Like cops pulling up outside your door, mom calling you angrily when you thought you’d gotten away with something, getting caught alone with someone you’d threatened, ect. Like he was meeting with someone dangerous and if it didn’t go right it would mean trouble, even though I’d never done anything to make him think that. It was like that since the first time at the party. That was partly why he didn’t get handsier when I was in his lap, that and he didn’t want me being offended when none of his friends approached me. He didn’t know who I was but thought I might be somebody who probably shouldn’t be there, should be kept an eye on, couldn’t trust anyone else to do it, and I had to be kept happy and respected. I was kind of hurt by that but he said if you spend a few minutes with me you get to like me but still have that feeling. I like guys to like me so I don’t know why I come off that way. But he gave me an example; with Nino on the couch that one time I was playing off Benny teasing him in a dominant way, I was making a scene of it to make Nino uncomfortable like Benny meant to without me actually knowing what he was trying to do. But we were both just having fun with him. It was a boss/minion kind of thing to do and I was more confident than he was. I reminded him Nino came back so he didn’t seem too intimidated. Of course Nino wants me and he’s more confident cause he knows me and has been with me before. I told him I thought he was bullshitting me, buttering me up with praise so I would suck his dick or something before he left. He said no and made another comparison to old “dame” types from movies, when the detective and the audience know she got her bf to kill her husband, then got her second bf to kill that bf, so on and so on. And she has someone shoot the detective, but he survives and still goes back to her anyway. A Basic Instinct Sharon Stone. He said I’m like a black widow. Only I told him I don’t think I hurt or control people so that’s not accurate. Speaking of detective, I told him about N being my fwb who’s a cop, and told him the whole story about how he forced himself on me, why would he do that if I had this control over men? He broke the event down into parts. N fighting with me about other guys isn’t unexpected even though he knew about them already and he only shares me because he has no other choice as a cuck. He might have felt like he was going to lose me, which is why he went to a dark place of MINE by doing what he thought would make me happy. It kind of lines up with what N said afterwards and how he was a blubbering mess, cuz he disappointed me when he was trying so hard to do the opposite, going against his usual behavior to do it. It might have shaken him to learn he went in the totally wrong direction. Benny told me if I had trouble with N to let him know and he and the boys could help, which I thought was funny and told him how I’d just said something similar to Holly about them, which was kind of the point of this meeting. After a minute we got back to the subject of influence and he asked if I knew why he was giving me a footrub, I said cause he’s actually pretty nice and again buttering me up, but he said he didn’t realize he was doing it until his hand started aching. He was doing it subconsciously because I wanted it. And I let him know that by the way I summoned him to my lair through a lackey and just draped myself comfortablt on him and layed down some rules. It was subconscious on both our parts. I let him know I didn’t mean to come off that way, I was being a little flirty putting my legs in his lap and showing him I was comfortable with him, which he said is DIScomforting and made him (a powerful guy) feel like my bitch. I told him that makes me feel bad, like I’m bossy and unlikable, but he said it’s not a bossy thing more like people just pathologically want to make me happy or have my approval cause again I’m a queen type. I influence not control. He compared me to the popular girl in school which everyone assumes she HAS to have a bf and nobody approaches for fear of embarrassment and rejection, which is why I’m not approached. He said I’m desirable and likeable but too intimidating for the cowardly 90% of people. I told him I’ve been with alot of people so that can’t be right… But I did always make the first move. He gave an example of another scenario I might do the same thing I did to him without realizing it. I stare smolderingly with an almost-smile until another person looks away, grinning wider when they do. It’s a perspective issue, to him that sounds like mental domination. From my perspective I can’t help but smile and make someone blush or look away shyly, smiling when they do cause it’s cute. Teasing them like I’ve seen guys do to nervous girls! One is controlling and the other is innocent. Benny was surprisingly insightful and knowledgeable about psychology. We talked for a few hours and he unknowingly answered questions I’ve had for years about why I don’t have many girl friends, why relationships don’t work long-term, why so many people are willing to share me even when it’s not who they are, ect. I make people eager to please me, when that’s all I want to be for them. The thing he came over for, talking about Holly, was only for 5 minutes, then talking about me the rest of the time and I feel bad for not talking ‘Benny’ more. I think I made a platonic guy friend though. I let him know that he helped me figure out things that had been bothering me for a long time and I’ll repay him somehow.

J came over to my house to hang out while her husband was working. The plan was we were going to drink, swim and have dinner. It turns out she had never been to my house. We almost have come here a few times but something always comes up, I hadn’t realized until she started commenting on it saying she liked this or that. We got some snacky chips and daqueries and laid in the backyard shade naked together. She was surprised I answered the door that way and asked if we were skipping straight to it, and I told her I didn’t even think about and I’m always naked at home. Every time we text or talk I’m lounging around butt naked, which she thought was amusing. We were laying there lubricated in more ways than one, talking about honesty and making plans as to which of my boys she wants to sample first. She said probably PB since I talk about him so much, and have made PB&J jokes before. So then I had to explain the context of PB&J which is me writing about all this stuff here and using abbreviations for privacy. She asked if she could see all of it since we were talking about full honesty and I told her there would be things we needed to talk about first. Like her husband, and some things I wished I could share at the time but couldn’t. So first I asked her if she would mind if her husband saw other people like she does and is planning to, and she said she knows he comes over sometimes or we see each other outside of our 3somes. She said it’s ok as long as it’s me. Then I said I was going to tell her something I hope didn’t make her mad, it was something her husband had done and I’d been keeping from her but it had made all our lives better. I told her the story of how us meeting wasn’t an accident. That her husband had asked me to loosen her up socially and that we’d known each other before she’d introduced us. She said she couldn’t believe it and he’d have some stuff to account for but she needed to know more before she made up her mind. So I hooked her up with these pages and let her read the whole thing, alot of it was stuff we’d talked about before, other liaisons and such. But she learned how I’d met her husband and his partner and how we were kind of seeing each other before she and I met by design. I watched her while she read it and occasionally asked if she was ok, she was a little upset and teary but I editorialized as she read how I felt at the time and why we were doing it, like how she and her husband weren’t happy and going the wrong way already. They were having problems now but they had good times again too. When she said that he’d cheated with me, I told her so did she and she didn’t think he knew about it at the time either. For both of them it was with me, and he at least knew I was someone who would be able to help him get closer to her again and open her up to things she’d always wanted, but wouldn’t pursue on her own. I pointed out the sections where he stopped showing an interest in me when she started wanting him again and mentioned how whenever the 3 of us were together I was a third wheel or kind of a sex toy of theirs. I asked her if she was mad at or hated me and she said no, she didn’t hate either of us because of our intentions and how it turned out, and she wasn’t really mad at me either cause I volunteered this but she was mad at him and he’d have a fight waiting for him at some point, because this behavior was deviously planned. Then she remembered the part about N, saying she was so sorry I didn’t feel like I could come to her and she felt so bad about the neck and wrist bruises I lied about that she cried. I was sitting on the side of her chair and hugging her until she calmed down, giving her little kisses. She told me she never liked him. He always joked about hooking up with her while her husband was right there, and cause they were buddies they played it off but he had always been leery and would have hit on her, married or not if he could have gotten away with it. But she would have ratted him out right away of course, and that caused more problems between her and P because he let the innuendo go when she didn’t like it or want him over at all. I defended him a little, saying he’s not so bad or creepy, he just made a mistake thinking that was something I wanted. It might have been another time, it just wasn’t then. And her husband was the one who sorted it out and dragged him over to fix it, so she should give him some points for that. She read about Holly and was a little worried for her as my friend and hoped it all worked out, was a little disappointed I’m hanging out with gangsters, but was intrigued by his intelligent theories about my magnetism, saying that she fell under my spell before pulling me in for a long kiss. So I wasn’t in the doghouse. We kind of noticed a doghouse in the yard and she pointed it out but that’s as close as we came to it. But not wanting to push my luck I wasn’t going to try and sit on her face right away. So I asked if she wanted to go shopping a little later for some naughty lingerie after having read my Dave entry and she said yeah, after that we would get something to eat. I got dressed in my favorite shopping outfit… Since the Civil unrest is over in town we went to mine and N’s favorite place and picked out some slutty things in her size she could try on for me later. Being a toy fan she wanted us to get something together, and being in public with a sex toy in me already that I didn’t tell her about I decided to get something fun in that line of thinking. I suggested a wearable Bluetooth vibrator, a blue half U shaped horn that played with your clit too. We could go grocery shopping or someplace public afterward and try it. She loved that cause it was something we’d talked about but hadn’t gotten to do. She tried to wave me off so she could buy it alone like she was ashamed to be there with someone (hopefully no matter being there with another woman) but I came up behind her while she was checking out and wrapped my arms around her belly, resting my chin on her shoulder, putting her on the spot. She didn’t say anything but tried to escape quick after grabbing the receipt. I didn’t move though, pinning her to the counter from behind and whispering to her that we have to see if it works, while making eye contact with the guy behind the register, who was interested but has seen it all before. Shushing me, realizing she wasn’t going to be able to be discreet about being there “together”, said we will test it later. With my arms pinning her in I broke open the package, saying we have to make sure it had batteries and she said she had some at home. I said I’m sure I do too but that doesn’t help us in the short term. After some fidgeting I got the batteries in and app downloaded to test it and it buzzed to life. She knew what I was doing and tried to preempt me by saying “it works, let’s get going” and trying to get out again. I said openly that she was going to have to loosen up her inhibitions and play through her nerves if she was going to be getting fucked by one of my boys soon. She covered her face to hide from the cashier and I slipped both my hands down the front of her leggings, moving her panties to the side with one hand and putting the vibe in her sloppy wet pussy with the other. If she went commando I don’t think it would have even stayed in! I laid her phone on the counter with it ready to activate, just hold-buzz and pulled her hands away from her face, holding them under mine on her belly. I asked the cashier if he thought the Bluetooth would have problems reaching the toy while it was in her, cause sometimes when I have my ear bud in 1 ear and my phone’s in the opposite pocket it cuts out. He pointed to J’s phoned and asked “do you mind?” and I just smiled a little. He held the button for a few seconds while I kissed her behind the ear and asked it was working. She said yes, I asked if he would throw the box away and said thanks, grabbing her phone and walking out holding her hand. She was kinda mad at me, saying that was humiliating and she couldn’t believe I’d done that in front of a stranger. But I said this is why we came out today, and it’s always kind of nerve-wracking like that but the thrill is doing it anyway. “In public” means someone might see or know and that exposure and being center of their attention is the fun part. I told her he probably gets that kind of thing all the time working there, he doesn’t know us, her name, and we’d probably never see him again so who better? Also that was kind of light as far as I planned to go, the “naughty edition” of buying an electronic product, asking a tech question and making sure it worked before we left. I said he didn’t even get to see anything let alone touch us. She wanted to argue but I’d already won, so we went grocery shopping. I made good use of her toy while we were out, and reminded her I wasn’t wearing anything under my coat. I made it a game to buzz her when I noticed we were alone and I wanted attention, so whenever someone was out of eyeshot she’d yelp and turn around to find me casually leaning on a stand or something. We had to wear masks in there, but when she came over I’d pull her in and drop it to her chin for a deep tongue kiss and guide her hands to the inverted V-shaped fold in the front of my coat to play with me, while I held her button down the whole time. She made a comment about how I was a slippery mess like she was, and with her playing in my pussy every few minutes I had to make sure I wasn’t leaving a trail. When we pulled away from each other I’d cross my legs and lift a knee to rub my lips together and hopefully keep my thighs from being visibly wet. She also kept wiping her fingers on her mask which I thought was HOT. There were cameras everywhere, but nothing would be visible except for the kissing and I don’t even know if they check them unless there’s an incident. So we got away with it again, in the car she was telling me how horny she was and how she never thought she’d ever do anything like that. I asked if she was still mad about the adult store thing and she said no. In the mood she was in she thought it was hot, but said she’d probably cringe thinking about it later. When we got back neither of us was in the mood to cook, we both wanted to have sex and I kind of wanted to swim. I took off my jacket and heels and headed for the pool. She said she wanted sex but NOT to swim so we compromised. Since I already jumped in, I told her where to get a blanket and bring it to me. She laid it up against the pool in the shady shallow end and sat on the side with her legs in the water, where I attacked them like a shark and started biting her thighs, telling her I was going to eat her. She was still wearing just her panties with the toy still inside her, so I pulled them off and let them float away in the pool. She said we had a conundrum because she liked the toy and didn’t want to take it out, so I should just kiss her thighs while she tested it more extensively. I disagreed, smelling my prey… I twisted the vibe so the smaller head was against her tight asshole so I could have tongue access to her clit. She found this acceptable and I made sure to keep it pressed against her while I sucked on her hard little button. She tried running her fingers through my hair, but it was too wet and tangly. When she was breathing hard, her angled little athletic belly heaving all sexy, and told me she was about to cum I stopped her, pulled her hand away from her phone and told her to flip over and get on her knees. She huffed a little but bundled the blanket up on the concrete and kneeled on it, asking me why. I twisted the toy back around to the way it was and set her phone to “continuous” before spreading her cheeks and licking her asshole. She wasn’t expecting it, giggling and breathing hard again in less than a minute. I was tugging gently on the vibe too, and pushing the base around in circles so the vibration didn’t miss a surface inside her pussy and after another minute she collapsed onto her palms, then down on her elbows and started talking dirty, asking me if I “liked rimming her little fuckin asshole.” I spanked her for the language and rubbed my thumb across her hole so I could get a better look. She started whimpering and repeating her naughty language, and I could tell she was cumming because her pussy was contracting and pulling the vibe tighter against her, and I gave her a couple encouraging incisor nips on the inside of her butt cheeks making her yelp. When her fireworks slowed I hit the button on her phone to stop the toy and pulled it out of her. It was wet and glisteny. She turned around and sat on the blanket again, watching me clean her cum from it with my lips before leaning down to kiss me anyway. I put the toy on the blanket next to her phone and took her hands in mine, bracing my feet against the side of the pool and pulled a little bit. Not enough to bring her with me, just testing the waters metaphorically. She gave me a “fine” face and let me pull her in on top of me. We made out on the steps in the shallow end with her hand between my legs, her fingers up my twat, and I came that way with my forehead resting on hers and breathing hard. She made me homemade Chinese food for dinner, but couldn’t spend the night because P was going to be home tonight and she wanted to see him. When she suggested I come too because we always have fun together I told her no cause they need to spend time together alone sometimes and work things out. Besides she had plans to attack him with her newfound knowledge tonight. She said she was kind of over it by now because it was a nice thing to do even if we lied about it and she really didn’t mind that he and I were seeing each other while they were having problems. She would have done the same thing if an opportunity had popped up. I reminded her she had done just that, with me. Even if she didn’t know it was part of her pervy husband’s scheme, throwing that part in there just to poke fun at him so she’d have it on her mind in that context when she got home. After she left I still called him to warn him that I’d told her the WHOLE story and to be prepared for it, even though she said she understands and we just had an awesome day. I said at worse she needs to let you know she’s almost mad at you or needs to vent but she’s OK with the whole thing. He was kind of mad I just took it on myself to tell her, and I had to admit it kind of happened organically and I decided to roll with it and it’s better it happened now when I could explain our viewpoints and let her read my thoughts and both our behavior at the time to get context, that’s why she isn’t mad. She was even looking forward to seeing him and I couldn’t get her to stay, and she’d invited me so the 3 of us could have fun. Doesn’t spell out “I’m planning on killing/divorcing him when I get home” to me. So he said he might be pissed at me he’ll have to see how it turns out.

He texted me later that she calmly told him she knows about his scheme and why he did it before she hugged him, one thing led to another and he plowed her fucking brains out. So it was a good night for them and the doghouse had been demolished and used for firewood. WHY do I fix everything I touch…? I said he should visit me and show his gratitude, I could use some plowing myself, but he probably won’t.

I was texting with N and he told me about how one of his and P’s cop buddies is getting married and he thought of me for the bachelor party. They can’t do it yet cause of the Rona so it wouldn’t be for months or anytime soon, but his buddies know N’s half of how we met and are looking forward to meeting me. They’re scheming the bachelor party already when the wedding plans aren’t even finalized. I told him to let me know and I have other girls in mind if they want, which he said yeah and one guy is bi and requested a guy in his lap so I’ll have to try and find THAT now. I don’t think I know any gay guys. I can think of a bi-guy, but I’ve been ghosting him since he booted me out of his house in the middle of the night dressed like a hooker to get murdered. Also when people want strippers/dancers/entertainment they’re thinking 10’s or close to it, and he is not. I asked about Tgirls, which N calls “traps”, and he said as a novelty that’d be pretty funny. Like “surprise!” and I said she won’t love that, being the butt of a joke so that’s a no go. He said they can be respectful cuz of their friend and he’d find out if that’s what he wants and if I can send a pic. So I sent of one of me biting my lip and he laughed and said he loves it, but he meant one of my friend to see if his was interested. I thought about asking P&J about involving her, how he’d feel about his friends seeing his wife strip or how she’d feel about N and the whole thing. I asked him if the party might degenerate into debauchery and how he’d feel about that if I was involved, and if he would try to keep me to himself. He said it might depending on the people, but it wasn’t supposed to and he had no plans, but if course he’d be keeping me to himself if it did. He told me there was a budget they were pooling for entertainment, meaning girls.. They would save right up until the day so right now it wasn’t much. So ideally since there would be 6 guys there as of now there should be 6 girls. Or 5 1/2. I could think of 3 “probablys” right off the tip of my head besides myself, I’d have to hit up my Tgirl friend I haven’t seen in awhile and find a 6th probably from Benny’s pool. He should appreciate me throwing him business.

Talking to Dave, he’s not interested in J which is disappointing. Because she’s married. Even if P knew and she were in an open relationship he still would be a no because of the sanctity of marriage. That’s SUPER disappointing and I haven’t told J yet. I don’t know if she’ll be disappointed because they’ve flirted on the phone and I’m always talking them up to each other, or not because that’s the kind of thing she’d find endearing and already said she’d be more interested with PB. He’s also not interested in deviating from girls, if that matters. Not many guys are.

Seeing as how the cop boys and J all know about each other and there ar no more secrets, N asked if we could double date. I said to ask P if he’d be into it and I could ask J. I knew she doesn’t like him and her husband knows that too, but she surprised me and said yeah cause they don’t have any couple friends. Even knowing about his behavior and how he’s always perving on her she said she wouldn’t mind hanging out. When I asked her about that she said the double thing would be nice no matter who it was with, and he is her husband’s friend, so she’s been putting up with him for awhile anyway. They could be perfectly civil, and he probably didn’t even know she doesn’t think much of him. I told her if her husband knows, so does he and guys don’t keep secrets like that. It probably just doesn’t effect him either way. No plans yet though, as of right now it’s just an “ok.”

We ended up bbqing at P&J’s. We had tri-tip, baby back ribs, rice, beans, garlic bread, and margaritas, it was all pretty good. Once we were a full sheets to wind we played “asshats and cool cats” I think it’s called. It’s a little bit about how much everyone knows the player, winner gets to dare someone to do something on a card, and loser has to do something on their card that’s embarrassing. It’s interesting, but should be played when EVERYONE is comfortable with each other physically. Some cards involve kissing another player, piggyback rides, texting something compromising ect. I jealously bristled a little when J had to spin a bottle and make out with N, which I thought would make P mad, but it didn’t. I don’t get jealous, I don’t understand it, it might have to do with knowing she doesn’t normally like him. After we were done eating and stuffed it was time to get stuffed again. This being a couples date I was pretty restricted to N only, and he was pretty handsy while we were playing the game. He pulled my straps off my shoulders and said everyone had seen it before, playing with my tits while I was in his lap at the table in front of the others. I don’t know if either of them were jealous, but J moved to her husband’s lap and they were making out too. N asked if we could use their bed and P said yeah, so he carried me in there, dropped me sideways onto it and stuffed his dick on my mouth. I was rubbing myself through my panties just for a minute when I felt little fingers brushing mine, and J took them off of me. I lifted one leg and N held it up for me by the ankle, and I felt hair tickling my inside thighs before J’s tongue was licking my wet pussy lips. Some more weight shifting around of the head of the bed and she started moaning into me, I figured her husband must be doing the same to her, but she started rocking pretty hard, so she must have been getting fucked. I only had a view of N’s hips while sucking his dick, but that was my Sherlock guess based on the motion of the ocean. I was right. N pulled away to keep from blowing his load too early in my throat, and was playing with my hair. I looked back and it was like I imagined. I stroked J’s hair the way N had done to me while she kissed my clit, watching her get fucked by her husband. She was laying kind of the way I was, one leg up on P’s shoulder and the other beneath him and between his legs. When he backed off I rolled her onto her back and straddled her face, eating her out 69 style and felt my +1’s dick push into my sloppy wet pussy. Again I wondered about P’s reaction having his partner’s dick so close to his wife’s face but he didn’t seem to care about that either. N kept pausing hip-deep in me, and I could hear J’s low moaning and sucking noises and she wasn’t making them for me or I’d have felt it. She must have had N’s balls in her mouth. So much for not liking him much. He didn’t dick me nearly hard enough, more interested in my gf’s attention on his nuts, and once her husband started fucking her, I couldn’t get a good angle on either of them. The best I could do was turn my face sideways with my tongue out licking his shaft when every time he pulled out of her. I’m sure it looked hot from the outside but it was unsatisfying for me. Soon N’s little shaking thrusts stopped and he pulled out of me, but I felt his belly against my ass a second later, still couldn’t feel J’s mouth on me… Cause she was being DP’d by her husband and my +1. Her first experience with 2 guys and even though I was naked on top of her I felt left out. I rolled off to watch and she had her head back and was trying to take N’s dick in her throat. Whenever his balls rested against her nose though, she panicked because the breath stopped. Doing what I could and trying to keep it memorable I got on my knees next to her and was rubbing her clit with my left hand fingers and pinching her nipples with my right. She was groaning and hyperventilating, and kept pushing N away so she could take a breath before he went ball deep again. And I was like a 3rd wheel, I’d say 4th but that would actually be useful. P has always ignored me when his wife was eager because it’s clear he loves her and wants to be with her more than anyone else, but I didn’t expect N to forget about me. Maybe it was because it was his friend’s wife and he’d always fantasized but was getting his chance now. I couldn’t get J’s opinion, after she reached up around N’s legs to grab his ass and pull him against herself harder I kind of backed off, just sitting a little ways away cross-legged and watching. They even changed positions a few times without acknowledging me, with J laying on her side like I was originally, to switching to doggystyle, the guys never changing anything up. It seemed like she loved trying to swallow my +1’s dick more than anything. The final straw was the last position I saw before I left. I got up and went into the bathroom to kind of collect myself. When I came out, N was laying underneath J, holding her up with his hands on her shoulders, I assume fucking her in the ass while her husband was in the same position. Her arms were dangling down to either side and her head was rolled back, hair spread out on N’s chest. Nobody even looked in my direction when I came out and stood by the bed. I wanted to be gone but not make a scene or anything, I was so embarrassed. So I kind of foot-shuffled my clothes off the floor into the hallway and got dressed in the living room, still listening to J groaning, and drove myself home kinda drunk. I stayed off the freeway and kept the music off so I didn’t daydream, I needed full attention to keep between the lines. I don’t think I so much as swerved, I got home just fine way earlier than I planned on being there and called Dave to see if he was busy. He was out doing stuff with the kids, I wasn’t in the mood to see the boys (who should always see me as some kind of powerful mistress, not drunk-sad), called Holly who didn’t answer, ect. I got through to nobody. I waffled on the idea but ended up calling Benny, but said I didn’t want him to come over and I couldn’t drive cuz I was drunk. So he came and got me. I was all hands in the car, trying to get into his pants or give him road head, resume where I left off at the house but he stopped me. He drove me to the beach and we sat in the car talking about why I was upset. He said I was acting like a teenager, to which I responded that would have been a slutty teenager but yeah they’re usually like that. I made a point that I was just ignored in a 4some and that’s not something that happens to a queen, so it shoots his whole argument from the other day in the foot. He said I’m still people and shit happens to everybody, don’t focus on the outlier and it’s the trend you should study. He asked what she looked like and I showed him a picture, he said he would have forgotten about me too! It’s alot to write down and I only remember flashes of ingenuity but Benny’s a nice respectful guy who I think is becoming my friend. We sat in the car talking until it was getting dark and I ignored a call from N and J, who left me a voicemail saying she hoped I was ok and made it home and to call her asap or the guys would send people out to look for me, and N got a friend to pick him up. Benny drove me home and when we got there I said thanks for entertaining my craziness and being a gentleman. He said flirtily that I could repay him by entertaining him some time, when I was all there and wasn’t rebounding. I ghosted texts and calls from J the rest of the night, just texting her once before bed that I was home and fine and didn’t want to talk about it now but we would soon.

The morning after even before the sun was up J was blowing up my phone. I slept through a couple times, realized someone was calling after the 3rd time, saw who it was and decided it was too early the 4th time, and by the 6th or 7th time she called I managed to answer and put it on speakerphone so I could lay there and relax my sleeping arm. J asked if I was ok and why I left the other night, so I told her I was kind of embarrassed and felt pushed out because everybody’s attention was on her, and nobody even noticed I was gone for an hour so I didn’t want to be there and sit through that. I felt like crying talking to her now, the previous night, when I was in the bathroom listening to her get DP’d, or after I was dressed and debating just hanging out until they were done and still listening, but I never did. She did though, hearing how I felt and feeling bad about the whole thing. She was bawling her eyes out (I assume) over the phone and I ended up consoling HER and telling her what she did wasn’t wrong and it could still be fun another time, she and her husband’s lack or attention makes sense as she’s occupied with a dick in her face so she can’t see anything and he only had eyes for her, that it was N who really bugged me, ect. She told me once everybody had finished he’s the one who went looking for me wondering what was talking me so long. He thought I was in the bathroom or something. But she felt really bad when he said I wasn’t there and my car was gone, and they hadn’t noticed. I told her about how in my fantasy everyone had been involved, like the guys would be fucking both of us Doggystyle while she and I were making out. Any way that our attention would be each other and theirs would be on us, but as long as she’s around I guess it would probably always be that way. She’s an athletic, green-eyed, raven-haired, big pouty-lipped 12 and I’m like a 7, maybe a 9 when I’m all done up. I mentioned how I called around trying to expend that sexual energy I had pent up but the one guy I got to hang out with me refused me. All of this talk kept making her cry and was making things worse, so I told her I was fine and we’d hang out soon and she could make it up to me. She didn’t want to accept that answer and wanted either to come over or for me to, but I really didn’t want to be there or have her here and just keep going on about yesterday, it would just feel like anything we did was just because I said something. It’s like when you throw a fit about something and then get your way, you feel guilty and ashamed. So no I shut her down and told her not today.

N didn’t call or text all day to check on me or anything. I know I consider him a fwb, which the important part to me is the F part that still merits a wellness check. But I thought he wanted me more than that, implying he’d be worried about me disappearing and want to check on me, but no.

I’ve decided since Dave is in the picture, well between him and N’s jealousy, to hold off on the live-in security/butler for now because I don’t know how they’d feel with a full-time male being around. It might cause problems. Plus I’ve been kind of lazy and am just procrastinating all the time.

It’s 2 days since the incident and J just took it on herself to come over. She was clearly upset and felt bad about it, when she got here she was crying almost instantly. To me it was just an awkward and embarrassing moment and I wanted to wallow by myself for a couple days. She was nervous about a 3-4some anyway being her first time, and my strong reaction of leaving freaked her out. She said she’s been a blubbering mess the last couple days like when someone breaks up with you and you can’t accept it, or you’re afraid that they’re going to. I had to tell her there was never any chance of that, and about how I felt, and that made it better for her. After she was calmed and the subject of the previous day’s “next time” comment on the phone came up, she suggested we try it again with Dave or something, not her attentive husband or N. She took to group activities like Holly did, already planning the next event… I had to let her down and tell her that Dave said he wasn’t interested after learning she was married. She was disappointed but understood like I thought. There was PB, who she already agreed to. Having had a few FFM 3somes with her husband already, I clarified that she wanted the multi-man experience again, which she agreed yes. I suggested B, PoolBoy’s friend but her comfort level with his age was already stretched to her limit, and B is a little below that. That left Benny’s guys, who she originally chastised me for hanging out with. Also I don’t think she’d have the option to limit exposure to something she could handle. It would be either “all of them” or “don’t ask.” When I said as much she actually considered the idea, the cock-hungry slut! I said she IS planning to cheat anyway, which is already a betrayal, but dozens of guys feels “too cheaty” for someone like her if that makes sense. Like it would be too far. She agreed, she wants to be DP’d again but she doesn’t want to cheat like THAT. there’s a difference we can’t explain. She did have an interesting idea, why don’t we go out and find a couple new guys? I shot that down though, cause nobody’s going to be out and hooking up with strangers with the Rona, places you meet people are closing again I think, and going out publicly is a good way for her husband to find out. All she needs is someone she knows to see her out flirting or going somewhere with some strange guys. We didn’t come up with a plan, she cooked for me, we had dinner and watched a couple movies before she went home.

N texted me that same night saying sorry he hadn’t, but he was busy with work and he asked if I was ok. I told him I was but he was in the doghouse for enjoying my girlfriend a little too much. He said “ok” and told me it was worth it, cause he’d been coveting for years and I was lucky I’d had her more than once. So we agreed on that and I gave him an over-text high five.

Dave invited me to go to the beach with him and his kids the next morning. I agree and asked when he was going to come see my place? It’s hard for him to go and stay out cause of the kids so he didn’t know. I hadn’t thought of that. I put a bikini on under a dress and brought some warm clothes, prepared for any scenario. I met them at the house and drove together. When we got there it was packed! Don’t people know about the Rona? How dare these people be at the beach- oh… Anyway it was hot and not windy, so bikini time. The kids left to do their own things, Dave and liberally applied far more sunscreen than either if us needed… Everywhere. Then we hung out and talked. He asked what I’d been up to and I said I’d been hanging out with friends, to which he replied “ooohhh…” in a playful but suspicious way. I said “yup” and pursed my lips, nodding my head slowly, and that’s our arrangement now I think. He knows what I’ve been up to, but already told me before he’s not totally comfortable, and this is a good middle ground. Being honest but providing no detail, he seemed ok with that too. There was no confusion either, the innuendo in that short topic was clear. I asked when he and I could “hang out” again and he said “I wish I could ‘hang out’ with you right now!” and I told him innocently that we were, duh. He said “uhhh-huh…” and eyefucked/male-gazed me. He’s pretty funny and sarcastic like I am, I love it. We wanted to go for a walk but we had to wait for his kids to get back so they’d know we were going. Once they did we headed to the tide pools, walking over them and around a cliff to another part of the beach. There’s usually less people but still some over there going for a walk like we were. The waves were getting high and splashing the tide pools pretty hard, so there weren’t many people on our side, no kids up there ect. All we could see when we got around the cliff were a few couples a few hundred yards away walking the other way. So we stayed close to the cliff and walked up the beach a little to a big rock next to a little cut in the wall. I sat on a piece of the big rock with my back to it, facing a wall opposite the water, and pulled Dave closer to me by his shorts. He could see just over the top of the rock where we’d come from, not that anyone was over in the tide pools because of the waves, and the only viewing angle was from down the beach on my left, which was devoid of people. I started stroking and running my fingernails down his belly, fondling and getting him hard through his clothes whenever I brushed over his dick. Once he was nice and hard for me, I lifted one of the legs of his shorts and exposed his cock, giving the head a couple kisses before closing my mouth around it. I went all the way down to the base easily and shook my head, moaning so he could feel the vibration in my throat. It was easy, my mouth was watery and thick with saliva and he had an average-sized dick, so he got the blowjob of his dreams. He leaned forward over me, bracing his hands on the rock over my head, making me lean back on my hands and do the same. He didn’t thrust or try to be too rough, letting me do my own thing, bobbing my head light and quick, every few seconds going all the way down and throating him. It was pretty sloppy, I’m not sure if he was leaking or I was just drooly, but I could feel wetness on my chin and kept felt drops on my chest. He was breathing hard and whispering “fuck”, and when he told me he was going to cum I let his dick flop out of my mouth and rest against my cheek, looking up at him dirty and asking if he wanted to cum in my mouth or on my chin. He said he was conflicted but I’d better hurry or it’ll be face whether I wanted or not. So I twisted my head and took his cock in my mouth again, staring up at him and sucking for just a minute before he came. Since he couldn’t decide I figured I’d give him both, and I bobbed all the way down to the base of his dick, tightening my lips all the way until he was out so as to not leave a mess on him. Still staring up at him, I opened my mouth wide and pushed his cum out of my mouth with my tongue, making more of a mess all over my chin and neck, which he loved. I rubbed it into my neck, chin and chest, going shoulder to shoulder until he said it was all rubbed in and you couldn’t see it. He took my hands and helped me up, we walked back over the tide pools to our spot on the beach, on the way we sat in one of the deeper spots in the pools and I dunked under to make sure I didn’t dry with cumstains on me or anything. Once the kids got back to the spot he decided it was time to go, and I fell asleep in the car on the way back. I woke up in his driveway when they were unloading the car and Dave asked me if I wanted to stay, so I said yeah since I had a spare change of clothes. Since we got in the water and we were all gross and sandy we needed a shower, which we took together in his master bathroom. It was nice, making out and soaping each other up. When we got out of the shower he wouldn’t let me get dressed, saying it was cuddle time, which was fun too. I had my arms curled up under my chin and was wrapped in one of his arms up against his chest while he explored my crotch with his other hand. He would use 2 fingers and do little circles around my clit, and when there was too much friction, he’d slide them down between my lips to visit my pussy and lube them back up. I got up on all fours so he could access everything better, and he got up on his knees beside me and used 2 hands. The other was kneading my butt and giving me little spanks, and when I started getting too loud with my wailing he covered my mouth and started getting aggressive with his fingers inside me, fucking me with them. He made me cum that way, and I teased him by sitting in his lap and sucking those fingers he’d had inside me. I tried pushing him down to mount him but he had to get dinner going. We sat at the kitchen table talking while he cooked and made some small talk with the kids, the whole time I was wishing we were at my house without them and doing this naked. I’m getting addicted to Dave, did I mention I like older guys? He’s 46 and used to work out, so he has this big muscular frame that’s kind of settled a little and he just looks like a big lumberjack or blacksmith or something manly. He does roadwork so he stays in shape but doesn’t have time for working out anymore so he’s not cut, but still has that form I like on top of me… He says he likes how dirty I am but he’s kind of that way too. Once his kids were put of earshot he asked me if I’ve tried or like anal, which is cute as he clearly doesn’t know me very well yet. Instead of answering right away I teased him, asking “why, do you like anal?” and “wouldn’t that hurt?” ect. He does know me well enough to tell when I’m teasing but he wasn’t sure if I’d done it or not. I told him I have a long history of ass lovin’ and asked if he was into that, and wanted it tonight, which he said of course. I slouched down and footsied his crotch under the table with my toes, and he reached down and used my foot to stroke himself more efficiently. I told him I couldn’t wait until bedtime and he was nut deep in my tight fuckin’ ass, and he might have to cover my mouth again or hold my face down into the pillow, demonstrating with a closed fist and implying with a fistful of hair. He had to stop playing with my foot because he was about cum in his shorts already. I teased him all through dinner with innuendo that would fly over his kids’ heads. Making a joke out of things like “getting stuffed”, “forking” and mentions of “peaches for dessert”. I like that he makes the kids sit down at the table for dinner too even though he’s single. Well maybe not single anymore but he’s always done that. When he told them to go do their dishes, I looked over my shoulder to see their backs’ turned to us and lifted my shirt, giving my nipples a pinch and pushing my tits together for him, juicing him up for our anal escapades. It worked better than I’d thought, as soon as they went to their rooms for the night I headed into his bedroom, got out of my leggings and didn’t have time for my shirt. He came in fast, kind of slamming the door and we were kissing quick. When he moved to kiss my neck I pulled his pants down and his hard dick sprang out and slapped my belly, so I crouched in front of him to lube him up again with my mouth. I was balancing on the balls of my toes with my knees out, playing with my pussy and trying to give him head as best I could with him trying to facefuck me. This time he didn’t let me do my own thing, had had his hand on the back of my head controlling the rhythm and pace, which was practically “full auto” and it was a sloppy mess again and he did make me gag. I can deepthroat far and rapidly but I do need air. That only lasted for a minute before he pulled me up under my arms and threw me backwards on the bed, crawling up between my legs and ramming his cock into me. He wasn’t this aggressive before, I guess he liked the teasing, it rose the Hun in him to macho levels. He grabbed my calves and pushed my knees up as far as my legs would stretch, supporting his weight on my legs and hip thrusting against me hard. It was awesome getting fucked so rough, I was panting and laughing and I thought about letting him do his own thing until he’d finished, I’d teased him enough. But I put my hands on his hairy chest and asked him if he still wanted to buttfuck me. He didn’t say anything, just leaned back on his knees letting my legs down some before flipping me over on my belly. I started to push myself up on all fours but he put his hand on my back and pushed me flat again, kind of forcefully, and touched my butthole with his head. Seeing as how I hadn’t been home all day to prepare for this I wiggled away asking him to wait and if he had any lube. He growled a little and got up to get some from his dresser, knee-crawling back between my legs and squeezing a little much on my currently tight asshole. I reached back and rubbed his head in it, stroking it to spread lube down the length of his cock. It was a good thing I made him pause because he was probably just going to ram his dick up my ass lubeless and it might have been a mess. Friction makes things catch. Since he’d regained his senses, he pushed the tip against my hole and slid his dick in slowly instead, it was a nice feeling. His blood was still up though and after testing me to see what I could handle (more than he can provide) he started going fast, holding his weight up on my shoulders and fucking the shit out of me. I was groaning a little loud for the kids being home, kind of a low sound that peaked every thrust, he didn’t seem to mind or ask me to keep quiet, not that I could. And when he was about to cum he didn’t tell me, but he laid against me supporting his weight with his elbows on either side and was kissing the back of my neck, and he was groaning loudly too. I felt his dick stiffen and that little temperature change in my butt, he pulled out and I laid on my side to check us. He pulled out clean but we were both still covered in lube and would need another shower. This time I let him go first and when I came out after he was sitting on the edge of his bed staring off into space. I asked what he was thinking about of if anything was wrong but he said no just thinking about stuff and possibilities, having a gf, ect. I straddled his legs with my arms around his neck and pushed him down, kissing him. I’ll take that thought-space, thank you. We cuddled and went to sleep. Every visit with him is awesome.

I checked in on Holly. She says she’s been hanging out at the apts and is kind of seeing Nino. She hasn’t been with anyone else since her gangbang. When they’re hanging out some of the guys will introduce themselves or ask if she remembers them, ribbing her, and she says no cause she didn’t care about names and the whole night’s a blur. Nino gets kind of possessive too almost getting into a fight a couple times when someone doesn’t let up or tries hooking up with her in front of him. I told her if she’s going to do that kind of thing again, she needs to set rules with Nino now while it’s still fresh, about her seeing other people like I do. It’ll make it easier for him too if he doesn’t have to be possessive of someone that all his friends have already fucked, they’ll respect him more if he’s protective but not possessive because she’s not his she’s just opting to spend her time with him instead of them.

I’ve been trying to talk J into being open-minded about other girls for awhile now. She says she’s only interested in me and is too picky for anyone else. She’s not really attracted to women. It’s a conversation we’ve had before. I told her you aren’t at first until someone makes a move and you just say yes, discover it’s fun and have to do that some more. We’re at that step 2 for her. You realize you do like it after a few times. I brought up how we got together and how she feels now, and told her those inhibitions were that way for me at first too, it was probably that way for everybody. I figure I just need someone friendly and a little touchy to kind of put her at ease and draw her in, again the way I did. I’ve showed her pictures of Holly who’s fairly hot and in J’s age-safety range and got her to admit she’s objectively attractive, while saying teasing things like “she’s cuter with her face between your legs when you can only see her eyes”, or just naked, ect. I haven’t talked about J much to Holly though, she’s open minded and J is smokin’ so I don’t think Holly would say no either. I’m going to try to make that happen.

I went and bought a naughty mask. It’s red shiny satin and the edges are lacy like a pair of naughty panties. I think I shall wear my favorite shopping outfit and this mask and see if I get any comments about using one for the other…

Poolboy is down to meet J. I told him about her preference for surprise and I would text him to let him know when she was here and in a mood for him drop by, saying I might add plan details depending on the situation. Like sneaking in and waiting naked somewhere I can lead her to.

And while I’m match-meeting I thought I’d see if Dave is down to meet Holly in a dirty sense. I showed him pictures and told him she’s a dirty girl, maybe dirtier than I’ve been recently and he said he’s intrigued. I’ve talked to her about it before and she said she’s down but that was before she started seeing Nino so I’ll have to double-check now.

I went to Michael’s wearing my favorite shopping attire and my new mask and I had 3 people hit on me the 30 minutes I was in there! Or at least be flirty, saying they liked my heels or my mask and finding an excuse to talk me up, and one did straight ask what I was doing afterward. I have no shortage of options and people to keep track of right now so I made an excuse and told him I was meeting a guy, which he said makes sense based on how naughty I was dressed. I told him he had no idea and lifted the front of my jacket for him to see me not wearing any kind of bottoms. He loved it and begged me to give him my number if it was just a booty call with the guy I wasn’t meeting. I said I’d take his number and I might text him, depends on the mood I was in. He was a 5 but confident, kind of had that lanky tall, thinning hair artist type look. Like a 30 something runner. I didn’t even get a good look at his face with the mask on and for all he knows I have brown wooden teeth. Maybe my first text will be asking for a face pic since we didn’t get a good look at each other. Well he didn’t get a good look at my face anyway.

I typed that when I got out to the car, then decided to text him anyway for that pic and say that other guy canceled on me, asking what he had in mind. His names Tom, and he had originally planned to maybe go to Starbucks and talk or something, ask me out, but since I showed the vag right from the start he asked if I wanted to drive around back of the store by the dumpsters with him and park. So I said yeah and he pulled up next to me, and I got into his truck. There was nobody I could see right around us, so I started playing with his cock right away and had it in my mouth before he’d put the truck into drive after backing out of the spot. I was on my knees on the seat and once he’d parked he lifted my jacket, exposing my ass and my little glass friend. I heard him whisper call me a filthy slut, and moaned a “mmhmm” into the base of his dick as I felt him playing with my toy and stroking my slit with his fingers. He pushed the middle 2 inside me easily since I was so wet and used the ball of his hand to twist my buttplug, making me cum pretty fast, crying and moaning with a mouthful which mad him fill my mouth too. It was a good first meeting/date. After I swallowed his load he drove me back to my car and I gave him my number, telling him if he enjoyed to message me and we’ll do it again or something like it.

J wasn’t happy to hear about adding yet another partner to my non-existant little black book. I talked her off an anger ledge with a speech about how promiscuity is just living and having fun. You always hear about how the happiest couples are the ones who have kinks like wife-sharing or open marriages, and I reminded her that she’s having fun and fixing her marriage with just a LITTLE bit of adventure, that a bigger does would make it even better. You just have to be responsible and honest. I think women who sleep around and then shop for a man to settle with end up either not getting that, or aren’t happy and end up cheating. But if you’re honest and both open then you can live your whole life like a 20-something and meet a bunch of interesting people like yourself. I have no doubt I’m going to be a 50 year old Cougar still going with teen boys like I am now. I just hope I look good at that age, like my mom. I swear she’s a ringer for Alia Janine, I think that’s her name. She’s a pornstar. I did a double-take once on ‘the hub’ like “…What?” Anyway that was a tangent. I swear dictating to my phone is a more efficient and interesting way to so these entries. But then I’m taking to myself like a weirdo and I have to go in and correct for punctuation later, so I might as well type it or start saying the words commah and period like one of those people. And I go off on tangents like this, what was I even talking about? Jen, right. So I sent her the Para about the Michael’s receiving area blowjob with Tom, and she was kinda pissed at me saying I was such a slut and things of that nature. I know how girls fight so I didn’t engage and redirected her Judo-style. By the end of our conversation I had her giving me “maybies” about doing the same thing! I think I’ll just organize an orgy for my birthday. When it’s getting close and everyone starts asking what I want, I’ll try to talk everyone into it one at a time. Maybe not everyone will show but the ones that do will get to put names to faces and maybe make new friends themselves…

I’m trying to talk J into seducing a rando some time we’re out together, like I did with Tom. Or maybe I’ll be teasing her about it and just have him meet us somewhere over her objections. I have fantasies about introducing her to people and getting her in the mood with a hidden toy and neck kisses during what should be casual conversation, kind of like I was doing with the adult store clerk… I’ll try it and test the waters.

Tom and I have been out a couple times on dates now, and and we had a nice lone conversation in a Starbucks where he’s asking about other fwbs I have. When I asked if he wanted or expected a gf he said “yeah of course” and I had to let him know we could do that, but it wouldn’t be exclusive. I already have that arrangement with 2 other people, if he could handle that it’d be great, just like sometimes I’m busy hanging out with someone else. If not that’s fine too we could be fwbs or not. He told me he was a little disappointed that this wasn’t what he hoped for, and I had to remind him that it wasn’t a secret! Like 30 minutes after we met I gave him head in his car, parked by a dumpster behind a store, and had already told him (a lie) about how I was supposed to meet someone else that day, about the same time I showed this stranger I wasn’t wearing anything under a jacket in public… How much more evidence do you need? I asked him about his experience, he’s been with a few girls/gf’s his own age and talked a couple into occasional anal, about as normal as it gets. He’s actually fun and kinda cute and I don’t want to run him off, so I did the same thing I did with Dave. I asked if he’d been with multiple girls at a time and when he said “no” I asked if he’d like to. He looked at me kind of sarcastic and shocked and asked if I was serious, which I was. It wouldn’t be hard to set up. We’ve talked about our mutual experience and I swayed him to stick around with promises of debauchery, saying he could tell me any secret or fantasy without judgment and I would do what I can. He got really nervous and rambled about feeling lightheaded and how I was like the Devil making him an offer, or someone from an award-bait indie drama movie that draws him into a spiraling decadant lifestyle and he dies in the end owing some drug dealer money. He was trying to be funny because I’d turned him into a nervous teenager, so I had to bring him down by telling him to shut up and breathe, asking yes or no questions one at a time. “Do you want to see me anymore? Yes. Do you have any naughty fantasies you want to try but haven’t? Yes. Do you want someone you can try fantasies with you’re afraid to ask or tell anyone else about? Yes. Do you like gangbang or Cuckold porn (that’s what sharing a girl is like)? Yes.” I told him there wouldn’t be an issue then, and he said I didn’t ask all the relevant questions like “Do I want a gf I can trust and have just to myself and face life together with? Also yes.” I argued I can do most of that other than the having me to himself. Why does he think he can’t trust me if I’m being so brazenly honest from the start? Also you can share burdens and face life with friends or even girlfriend’s who have other obligations like friends or family, Right? I’m just sexual with my friends. Basically he’d never done the fwb thing and it’s new to him, I convinced him to open up and try new things and see what he likes, no obligations if he doesn’t want to go that way. Once I had him squared to my hole, meaning that he wants to be with me so he’ll have to try my way, I asked him one more question: If he was ready to start now. He said yeah so I made a quick plan. We left after that and I told him to stop at a gas station, go in and ask for the key to the bathroom. I watched him go in and headed around the side of the building to wait. We went in together and I wet and soaped up some paper towels, washing anything I might come into contact with. The toilet seat, handrails, walls, door, ect. pulling my leggings down just below my butt when I was done and leaning forward against the wall, looking back over my shoulder at Tom invitingly. He’d told me at Starbucks he’d never fucked in public and it was on his bucket list. I said that this wasn’t terribly public since the door locked and bathroom access was kind of out of the way, but it was a good start for him, this being our first time. He’s a little safe for me but I want to corrupt him, he actually brought condoms. I’d told him how I’m unable to get pregnant, I think he did it cause he thinks I’m nasty! But fuck me he did, regardless. And butt-fucked me, he did with no regard as well. He started with my pussy naturally, taking a minute to get himself situated before pushing his dick into me slowly. I was wet and he hilted me easily, being kind of gentle and slow, with one of his hands pulling me into him by my shoulder and the other on my hip. I could see between my legs, his pants and boxers bunched down around his feet. I held myself away from the tile wall with 1 hand while touching myself with the other, and his hands migrated too. Both together to my hips for deeper thrusts, on my shoulders at the base of my neck for the same reason, squeezing my butt or up the front of my blouse to grope my tits. I was making it memorable for him moaning and making plenty of noise, and he clearly enjoyed it. When he said he was close to cumming I told him to pull out. He paused because of the condom confidence, but did anyway and I told him I needed a minute. I let him dangle there a little but reached back and massages his balls, occasionally brushing his wet dick to keep him hard, walking that fine line between being too good and finishing early, and letting him go cold wasting a rubber and possible chance to finish. I let go and said “ok” spreading my legs more to drop a little lower. When his cock started to spread my lips I bucked forward and told him “not there” while looking sideways at him with my “naughty face.” He kind of nervously asked if I was serious, and I leaned back grabbing him by the back of his head and pulling him in to make out. After a minute of that I let him go and my last words before I turned around and put both palms on the wall were “spit on it first…” which he did, then came the gentle touch and a couple strokes against my asshole to rub it in, followed by hands gripping my hips… And instant stinging ache as he rammed his hard-again dick ball-deep in my ass. I yelped a little, even conditioned for anal, sudden penetration like that is tough, and he was more aggressive and faster than before, and definitely harder. I didn’t want to discourage him, so instead of “ow/why so fast” kind of criticism I channeled that into dirty talk. I said his name alot, groaning about how hard his dick felt in my tight ass, or pleading with him to buttfuck me rough the way a slut like me deserves. He took to it well, kind of losing control, I felt his fingers moving up the back of my scalp before he grabbed a handful of hair and pulled my head back. He was groaning every hard, fast thrust now and I was panting and laughing, and he started to repeat “oh fuck! Oh fuck” before he tugged my head back again and filled his glove with love. He flushed the rubber while I pulled up my leggings and washed my hands up to my elbows, we kissed and he asked me how it was, and I told him it was awesome. When he asked me if I came I almost lied, but I figured I should just manage expectations and be honest. I said no but it was still awesome and I wasn’t even thinking about it. We don’t always need to cum. We left the bathroom together holding hands so anyone would know what we were up to if they were looking, and if they were near the door they would have heard it. He returned the key while I got the AC going in his truck and we left. We were talking about (he was talking and doing play-by-play) how anal with other gf’s hadn’t been like that, that he’d have to convince then, followed by complaining and doggystyle too slow to really feel good, and it was mostly for bragging factor. But with me it was rough and tight, he loved that I talked dirty and degraded myself which was naughty like he’d never heard, and he kind of acted automatically grabbing my hair and hoped instantly it wouldn’t get him in trouble. I said it only gets better and he should feel free to do that kind of thing with me, cause that’s what I promised and whatever his ceiling of comfortability is, I guarantee I’m above it, so he should talk about or act on his fantasies and impulses. He’s here to stay.

N hasn’t been asking to hang out, showing up unexpectedly, showing much interest at all. We text a little about his day or something stupid then just kind of drift apart. J says he’s been coming over alot lately and being more lewd with his innuendo and flirtation, her husband still doesn’t mind. I asked if anything else has happened or if she wants it to and she says no, that she’s more eager to see what we get up to. She still doesn’t like him but she does fantasize and dream about being spit-roasted by them both. But at least she doesn’t like him and knows that her ability to make any male ignore all others is kind of upsetting. She still doesn’t like him, he was just a sex toy. She doesn’t like him, that’s what I like to hear, it’s the most powerful and important part to me. Not cause I do in particular but I’m jealous of people taking HER attention. I used to think this magnetism was just a P thing but no, what if it happens to another of my boys? All of them that she meets? It’s not even like that it works when she’s there, the effects last after she’s gone. Men lose all interest in anything else.

I see J, Dave, or Tom almost every day at this point. The schoolboys are busy, Holly I play games with or see once every couple weeks or something, she kind of has a bf now. N&P both are only interested in the latter’s wife (but she’s mine), Gunguy I haven’t even talked to in a few months, Benny and the girls I text sometimes just to say “hey” which he thought was weird. I said I think of him as a friend and am just letting him know I’m still around, you never know I might catch him on a bad day and he can unload his burdens on me like he helped me with. Or he can unload them IN me, whichever he feels like.

Ok it’s time to get the team plans in motion. I’m sitting here bored wishing for something new, and I’ve talked about opening my lovers up to new things but there’s compatibility issues with the other participants. The married issue with Dave was on the back of my mind when I said yes to Tom, thinking I could share him with J. The theme with group sex is comfortability and nobody I’m trying to get involved has met anybody else. So I need to have a relaxed party for everyone interested to mingle and meet each other first. I’m going to talk to everyone one at a time and say “we’ve brought it up and talked about this at some point, I want people to meet and at least put names to faces before pairing up or more.” I don’t want any introverts feeling left out if they get here and people are already talking and laughing, so I’m going to be pushing certain people who I’ve hyped up together into smaller pairs. I hope that since they all have me in common, or that they know they’re here to get a bead on a certain other person I’ve talked about, they’ll be able to at least awkwardly bring that up and joke about it. I’ll invite Poolboy and J to try and get them vibing, Tom, Holly, the girls and Nino since they’ve been in this kind of thing before and might help get things started. I’m iffy on Dave because of other guys being there and he’s shown the least interest in other people, but I’ll ask and say there’ll be girls there besides myself like a buffet. Ooh I’ll cater Panda if they’re doing that right now and have a buffet! I’m also iffy on B, poolboy’s cute friend because of his age and I don’t know if the guys will be cool with him being around because they don’t know him. Especially Dave since he’s a dad, but B’s at that age to be going out partying and hooking up with strange girls so maybe Dave would understand and be cool. Also Benny’s girls, ideally I’d like them to be doing an Eiffle tower imitation on Dave’s face and dick but they’re the same age as his daughter, so he might not be as comfortable. But again he was a partying teenager so it could be fine. I’ll ask ahead of time…

They both gave similar answers of “I don’t want to know/I might not have anything to do with it.” J took a little more convincing, just a couple minutes really. I won that argument with “the youngest is more confident and experienced than you are, both in numbers and the things he’s done…” I asked the boys who were enthusiastic, Benny who agreed but I had to argue with because the girls would be hanging out again and not being paid. I said they’re my friends and they can have a life outside the apts, and Nino and Holly were invited. But he said because the girls were being invited to be fucked they should be paid, extra because they would probably be with multiple people. I said I was inviting them because they were friends and they’d done it before, the last time he even ok’d it and they didn’t have to fuck anybody if they didn’t want, the opposite of work. If they weren’t doing anything else at the time he wasn’t even losing money. What about when they go to a party at a friends and hook up with someone there on their own or get a bf, are they expected to be paid every time? I mentioned that every time I sent them home with food too, and I asked in a “Choo Choo train” kid voice if he liked panda. He said fine but I was going to have to make it up to him because while he’s not losing money he should be making it in this kind of situation too. I said I’d prostrate myself before him later and do whatever he likes to repay him, and he huskily said he’d take me up on that. And I reminded him I was still going to involve him next time I had a big networking thing that required female entertainment so he should get alot then. I might need more than just Jess & Lita too.

Poolboy came over and we had to have a talk. He wants us to be out with our relationship, and would of course prefer us to be exclusive but I JUST talked him into a networking/orgy party! I said we could be out with the first part, and he was about to meet everyone else in my life so he knows I can’t do the exclusive thing, also as far as exposure goes I’m sure his friends know about us, and we do things in public together so what else does he mean? He wants me to meet his parents and be able to come spend time over there, but he doesn’t want to introduce me as his Cougar fuck buddy. I thought about it and said “why not?” I don’t think I’m too much older for it to be weird, this just has to be handled right. There’s no way he can introduce me as his promiscuous older girlfriend he broke up with his girl for. They’ll think I manipulated him into that and greet me with a shotgun as the devil. The best way is to be totally honest and make them understand his perspective as opposed to theirs or mine which they’d be totally unwilling to hear, that he broke up with his gf because she wasn’t right for him, it had nothing to do with me, that’s a different mature decision. If he comes to them on his own, saying “I want you to meet this girl, but this and this, and if you’re not ok with it then nevermind” they’ll be intrigued and respect that. I might face questions and flak on the spot but if he and I play off each other well and show our chemistry I’ll win them over, I always do. But most importantly he has to understand that I can have a relationship as long as it’s polyamorous and not dependant. And he needs to calmly talk to his parents about it’s very physical nature, about the type of girl I am and that it’s a more casual thing. I got him in the right head space of where we’re at and the best way to approach it for the results he’s hoping for.

I have an important meeting today. Poolboy’s dad wants the 3 of us to have lunch…

It went well. He talked to them in bits over a few days, telling them about us on night 1, letting them stew. Over the next couple days they’d ask him snappy questions about what I thought of this or that, and he mentioned how he came to me after a fight, or how instead of saying “they’re so stupid” like his gf would when telling her about a fight I’d ask “well what’d you do?” ect and not just take his side. He actually told me how he kind of diffused a situation with my advice I didn’t know about and he’s been selling me pretty well. I’m getting ahead of myself, this stuff came up once I met them somewhere for lunch, a BBQ place. I dressed conservatively to leave a good impression. I of course mentioned that, cause complete honesty. I said normally I wear a dress and I’m not so modest and Dad appreciated it. I wore jeans and a cami. He raised the issue of our age difference at points and said that Mom wouldn’t like it, but PB pointed out she wouldn’t like anybody, even his last gf. Dad basically said he talked me up pretty well, and the 3 of us talked possibilities, safe sex, the future and the usual, and we were both clear we weren’t looking for forever, just someone to learn things about ourselves with. He was clearly uncomfortable with bringing up any of it so I had to sarcastically tease him, of course. But I was careful not to seem obnoxious, just comfortable and PB did the same, and together we wore him down. He concluded that it was a fun, safe, mature relationship but we should probably not hang out at the house, Mom wouldn’t approve. Maybe if they’d be away I could stay over since they knew about us anyway and it would keep PB from having a party or something, but that I couldn’t guarantee. So we’re out in the open the way he liked and compromised the same way I did with Dave and Tom on the relationship thing. I could be gf material, just not 100% of the time. And they’d all appreciate the times I wasn’t…

PB texted me later saying his Mom was pissed that her husband was so reasonable and she threatened all kinds of violence. She was mostly pissed at Dad because she expected him to be the bad guy but apparently he made a joke to PB that he’d be doing the same in his shoes “with a piece of ass like that.” It was a joke probably meant to make his son uncomfortable, but that’s the kind of response I was hoping for, he’s on my side. I’ll just never meet Mom…

Ok so this weekend is best for the event. Tom, Dave, Holly and J are all off on Sunday and everyone else doesn’t work or has no other obligations. I’ve talked to everybody at some point and they know what to expect. Casual party with Panda catered so everyone can get to know each other, but with the possibility of sex because it will be on the back of everyone’s mind. I also enlisted Holly to help get people there since she knows some of them. She’ll be bringing Nino and the girls, PB and B will come together, I’ll bring J and Dave and Tom are just going to come themselves. Dave’s not a for sure thing just because something might come up with his kids he said. I’ll wear a nice dress since it’ll be a more relaxed event where nothing might happen, and even though everyone has seen me naked I don’t want to alter that atmosphere. But Sunday… Why do these things always happen on a Sunday?

Ok it’s happening, Dave showed up first and Tom a few minutes after. I introduced them to each other as my bf (bf? For Tom since we haven’t been seeing each other long but he said yeah he hopes). Standing between them with my hands on the side of each of their necks, looking back and forth between them, I said I know this is different than they’re used to but I want them to mingle with each other and make small chat, to be friendly even if it feels forced and it’ll be easier as they went, and I hoped we’d all have fun tonight, alot of fun together, I told them flirtingly. Apparently they know somebody in common they both used to work for and they use the same gym, just common small talk but they’re both drinking and wandering around, sometimes looking at me and laughing which is good. J showed up next. I couldn’t bring her because she had errands but I introduced her to the boys, and she corrected me saying these were men and the boys would be here at some point. She seemed playful, teasing them with me so she’s in a good mood about the whole thing. Seeing her in person Tom turned blubbery and stuttery like a geek, and Dave was all polite and smiles until she would turn away and he would widen his eyes at me and mouth something dirty, so they’re both into it too. I got a call from Benny then saying Holly, Nino and the girls just left and he sent someone along with them. I was about to complain thinking he sent some guy to keep an eye on us but he started telling me about a new girl in the apts who has to start earning her keep, but she’s a hard sell because she’s the little sister of one of their guys… And strictly lesbian. So they don’t want to push her into it too much because she’s family and she’s also hard to find somebody to work with because she’s gay. But she agreed when she moved in that she would work with them, she’s just inexperienced. I told him again this wasn’t like a paying thing but he just wants me to keep an eye on her and maybe help her loosen up a little. The boys showed up next together and I introduced them to Jen and the men, Poolboy was confident and flirty and said it’s about time they met, which clammed her up because she’s more nervous than anyone else here. Tom and Dave were impressed with him too telling me they were fine with the whole thing after meeting him. B was kind of nervous being around other guys. He was always kind of the tag along so I made sure to keep ahold of his hand and drag him everywhere with me when I could, that changed when Vega got here, I’ll explain in a minute. Just before everyone else showed up J kind of signaled me to talk to her alone, where she excitedly told me she was wearing our toy! I said that was good, it would put her in the mood and she was the one I was worried about having second thoughts or backing out. I trapped her against my counter and kissed her, then called for Poolboy. J looked at me wide-eyed and like she was waving me off but I ignored her, PB came in and I said “remember how I was telling you about how J and I went to that adult store and bought that remote toy?” J was covering her face with her hands and I took them and held them against my belly, saying that someone was wearing it right now. He came up and leaned on the counter with 1 hand next to J, behind me kind of pinning us both against it as he lifted the back of my dress and ran his hand between my legs. He said I wasn’t wearing panties and definitely didn’t have it inside me, kind of side-eyeing J. She leaned her face into my neck to hide from him since I had my hands over hers. I kissed her neck and asked whispering if maybe she wanted or would at least allow him to download the app. She looked up at me darkly from under her eyelids but nodded, and we made small talk while we downloaded the app on his phone and got it synced up. He pushed his button and asked her if it was working, and she exhaled hard through her nose like a sigh. He was playful though staring at her hopefully and was like “hmm? Is it working or what?” and kept pushing it in short bursts making her laugh out a girly “yeees!” and push his phone away. First physical contact between them. B was standing on the other side of the island at that point, and J didn’t notice until PB held up his phone for him to see, dramatically pointed to it and whispered-shouted that it was his g-spot button. B was leaning on his elbows on the island and nodded with the “not bad” smile-frown face. J was turning dark red and tried to bury her face again, I lifted her face up with both hands and kissed her with tongue for the boys to see. After a minute she pulled back breathing hard and I asked if her if they were watching, and she smiled and said yeah and they were pushing the button, to which B said they were just helping us out and contributing. There was a knock and we stopped then, I left J alone with the boys, hoping she wouldn’t be too awkward and PB would keep the mood light and joking to make her comfortable. Jess and Lita were at the door and gave me hugs, Holly and Nino behind them with an arm around each other, and behind them trailing quietly was Vega. I said hi and asked her what her name was, letting her see me look at her. She was cute, wearing a black tube top and Jeans, big hoop earrings with a nose stud and had kind of tomboy pixie hair that touched her ears but wasn’t butch short, bangs brushed to one side and those little pointed sideburn tails. She looked yummy. So I held out my hand for her to take and she did, I never let go of her while I introduced everybody. Aside from the guys and J, and Vega I guess, everybody knew each other from last time. Turns out Vega never met Jess, Lita or Holly even though they’re in the apts. She just hangs out in her room and hasn’t gotten out yet. She’s known Nino for years, they went to school together along with PB but she had never seen him. Since everybody was there I had to go to Panda and get the trays I’d ordered, and I took Vega with me. She’d never been in a convertible so I had the top down. A day before and we wouldn’t have been able to do that because of a huge fire that had the air so thick with smoke it looked like fog for a week. While we were out I got a text from Jess asking if she could make a move on Dave. I said that’s what everyone’s there for, that he likes the flirty innocent thing, especially when it turns out you’re a dirty girl, to get Lita involved too. She told me they’d been messing with him since they got there, holding each other being hands and staring him down, giggling and clearly talking about him and he was loving it. Making faces at them and wagging his eyebrows. I asked “like you did with me that first time?” she didn’t remember but I told her they were doing that with me in the hot tub when we met, which reminded her I have a hot tub and they were going to use it. Vega and I got back and carried the trays in, tracking everybody down and letting them know food was here. The girls had just lured Dave to the hot tub and were in bikinis on either side of him, he was shirtless. I asked what they’d gotten up to and they said they were just talking about how my hot tub was how they met me and how smoky it had been outside. Holly & Nino, B and Tom were in the living room chillin and talking about how we know each other and previous parties, and J and PB were nowhere to be seen. I asked if anyone knew where they went and everybody said no except for B, who pointed up. So I left Vega for a minute and went looking, I found them in my bed having PG style sex. The blanket was pulled up covering their bottom halves, he was on top missionary style, it was very slow and all wet kisses, she had one hand on his lower back pulling him against her and the other in a claw on his shoulder blade, while he held himself up on his elbows and brushed her hair out of her face and kept stroking her neck. I sat on the bed by them and traced my fingertips up his spine and over her hand on his shoulder, and told them food was here if they wanted to take a breather. She turned her head and big fake grinned while batting her eyes at me like a begging/apologetic “no thank you”, while he didn’t even say or look at me, just moved to kissing her neck while her head was turned. Another one, and that didn’t take long. I was gone like half an hour. But this is what I wanted, I had other entertainment. When I got back downstairs B looked at me like “well?” and I ran my fingers through his hair behind his head and winked at him. I hope he wasn’t disappointed that he wasn’t involved. In the kitchen Dave and the girls were still half naked, a good sign. He was sitting on a stool and Lita was kind of straddling his knee, Jess was on his other side and he had his arm around her, and the 3 of them were picking through a chow mein tray with fingers! I got them plates, Tom, B and Nino came in and got some too, Nino who got one for himself and Holly, and we all went out the livnng room and were talking. I sat in a big reclining chair and held out my hand for Vega to come sit in my lap, and I used her legs as a table while we shared a plate. I didn’t know how comfortable she’d be with more than that, so I was kind of warming her up to contact like Benny suggested. I kind of had a plan which was why I was bringing her with me everywhere, holding her hand, now stroking her skin between her tube top and her pants while we sat. Everyone was talking about our sexual experience and how many people we’d been with, B told everybody I was his first and Vega looked at me funny, so I wagged my eyebrows at her. Dave was digging in to his food and kind of looked at me with a disapproving look so I made a dumb face back at him that made him chuckle. I’m the common thread between most of these people so I don’t know why the looks. They’re all meeting through me at my house so… I joked about how J and PB had already gotten started on the right note upstairs since we were on the subject, and teased Dave about how he was hogging the girls, asking if they were having fun in the hot tub. That led to talking about the pool, then he and I convinced everyone else we should be out there since it was a clear day. When I asked Vega if she’d like to go in she shyly said no because she didn’t have anything to wear. Hearing excuses and coming up with solutions I said she didn’t need to wear anything, I wasn’t going to. But she wasn’t comfortable, so I told her about Holly’s bond-girl one piece, and she still said she would just lounge outside the pool. So I pulled her in by her hips so we were very close, and in a whiny voice asked please and said I’d really like to see her in it if it fit her, and she still didn’t have to go in. She said ok to that! I went and grabbed it, it looked like a fit to her even if her boobs were bigger than Holly’s. She got changed in a bathroom and it did fit her. It was a little tight over the shoulders because she’s taller than Holly too but she looked fucking good, which I told her. I took her hand and brought her outside, Dave and the girls were lounging around the shallow end and B and Tom were sitting on the side of the pool talking. Holly and Nino didn’t make it, I couldn’t see them anywhere. I left Vega at a lounge chair and went looking, finding them in one of the downstairs bedrooms. He was fully clothed, sitting on the edge of the bed leaning back on his hands getting a lap dance from Holly who was wearing only a bra. I left them to get back to my new girl toy and told her about what they were up to. She said it’s too much here, and she feels kind of nervous because she’s never been with anyone and she wants to, but not a bunch of strangers and she doesn’t want to be pressured. I said I wasn’t trying to pressure her, just make her comfortable with a little bit of connection, and I could tell she wasn’t a crowd person so I’d been monopolizing her time. I asked if she was having fun in spite of being asked to tag along and if I’d been doing a good job including her in conversation, which she said yeah it hasn’t been terrible like she thought it would be. We talked about Benny’s plan for her and how he asked me to see if I can get her to open up, and how I did make her nervous but my attention wasn’t unwanted. That’s what I was shooting for, being flirty and rubbing against her comfort zone without penetrating it, which she thought was funny and laughed at my phrasing. She huskily said she preferred rubbing to penetration anyway, so it appears to be working cause she’s flirting with me… I said I’m here to help and held her hand while we laid together on lounge chairs. I didn’t know she was a virgin, and asked about the look she gave me inside when B bragged about giving his to me. She was thinking I was the virginity reaper and I said while batting my eyes that she could think of me like that if she wanted. I wanted to get wet cause it was so hot and asked her again if she wanted to go in the pool, she said no again but that she’d watch me, which I responded by saying “you just want to see me naked”… And she said she wouldn’t mind! So I pulled my dress over the top of my head, naked in front of everybody but only facing her and asked what she thought. She was turning red, covering her mouth with one hand and turning her head unsure if she should be looking or not. But all she said was “you weren’t wearing underwear?” I told her I don’t usually even wear clothes at home, but I didn’t want to set that mood right away in case the day didn’t turn out that way, and she said that maybe she should come over and enjoy my pool more often. I told her she’s always welcome and went to jump in the pool, making sure to splash B and Tom on the way in. J and PB came out a few minutes later while I was swimming and rejoined the party. He was talking with Tom and B about something on the patio while J jumped in with me in a bikini and was telling me about the experience with Poolboy, the first guy she’s cheated on her husband with that he doesn’t know about. They had been in there an hour going strong, I thought that was pretty unusual. Before PB came in her, he pulled out and managed to stay calm and just make out with her like a Rockstar until he was ready to fuck again, making it last. I already told her he was probably more experienced than she was, I certainly wasn’t HIS first and he knew what he was doing with me from the start. J said she came 3 or 4 times and she loves it, they exchanged numbers and would be doing it again. While we were treading and talking about it we kept looking over and seeing the boys and Tom looking at us and talking too so who knows what PB was telling them. I got behind her and we were both looking at them, and I whispered that they were probably talking about gangbanging her. If 3 guys count. I was making eye contact with them while nibbling her ear and kissing her neck, my hand in her bikini but just rubbing her pubis and pulling her butt against me cause she was still too sensitive from PB. She was smiling and open to the idea when I asked her like that! Tom put a hand on the scruff of the other boys’ necks and dragged all 3 of them in the water then. We were all floating together and talking about PB&J and what they’d done, the boys rubbing up against us from all directions and B suggested we play a kind of spin the bottle game in the pool. While we were working out details of what we could spin in the water that floats and could point at someone, Holly and Nino rejoined us, jumping in and swimming over to us asking what we were up to, and we waved Dave and the girls over. Everyone was there huddled against and fondling each other but Vega. We figured we could use an actual water bottle just not the usual way, by filling it with air and pushing it down, it would pop up in the middle of us randomly. That was decided and I swam over to the edge of the pool and beckoned Vega with my finger. At first she waved me off but I just wanted to talk to her, so she came over and stood by the edge of the pool. I motioned for her to get down low and she laid on her belly, chin on her arms like mine at the edge of the pool face to face. I persuaded her to play, saying I would hold her and we would play as a team. When our turn came or she was picked by the bottle she could decide to participate if she was brave enough and it was a girl, or I could take her place. She wouldn’t have to do anything uncomfortable. She caved and jumped in too, and Holly brought up she was wearing her onesie but also thought she looked edible in it, saying it for everyone to hear. I whispered in Vega’s ear what I forgot to bring up before but was reminded by that comment, that I hoped she was at least willing to be a little exhibitionist in front of guys, but if she wasn’t we could take her turns in private or have the boys turn around. She stuttered that was ok and I realized I was up against her naked, so I tried to give her a little distance saying I didn’t even think about it but she grabbed my bicep and said I told her I would hold onto her while we were playing… I wrapped my legs around hers and held onto her from behind with my chin on her shoulder and my arms around her. We were all throwing in rules, that nobody had to do something they were uncomfortable with, majority rules on which way the bottle was pointing, every time it lands on you you have to escalate from the last thing you did, the person it landed on is the next turn, the Vega exception which nobody teased her for, nothing was off limits, there was no pressure to participate or stay, ect. I pulled Dave over and asked if he was going to be willing to do stuff with J, her being married and he said she had already gotten fucked by PB so he figured he would be fine. We were set. Vega went first since she was the last to join, her bottle popped up Tom, so the 3 of us floated toward the center, and I climbed off her, wrapping him instead and tongue kissing him from above, tits above water. We got cheers and she and I went back to our spot and cuddled, and I asked if my kissing (or more) guys would put her off to the possibility of her and I later, she said not likely! Tom was up and his spin landed on Dave, who declined because dudes, bro. Dave’s turn, Holly, who curled around him high with her legs wrapped around his chest and made out with him while his head was tilted back and her ass was put of the water, that was pretty hot, 1up-ing me. Holly landed on J and I got to watch them make out, which was more conservative and cute but still sexy to me. J landed on me and Vega, but since we had a turn we had to escalate and I let V know that, saying that I would take it if she liked but of course she was eager to love on my girl. Again she was a nervous virgin and we had to escalate, so I figured we agree on a 3 way kiss, arms all entangled and with me gripping handfuls of both girls asses. We traded off all kissing each other, and finished with tongues out rolling them together. We all loved it and Vega told me she wants more, but we were about to take our turn. I said nothing’s keeping her in the game if she wants to just ask J if she wants to got to a spot alone, but she was too shy for that. We landed on Nino! Again we were at “level 2” and couldn’t get away with kissing, so I took this one and handed Vega off to J, who was happy to hold her while I pulled Nino’s shorts off and faced away from him so he could fuck me in front of everyone. I probably didn’t need to escalate that far but I was ready to get started, and so was everybody else judging by how handsy they were with each other. Nino had ahold of me by my elbows and I was leaning forward with my chin just above the water, ankles against his back getting fucked and he walked me to the edge of the pool so I could lean against it. It wasn’t very good, it’s hard to get leverage in the pool, so he pushed me up and out by my butt and climbed out after me, sitting down on the edge with his feet in the water and pulled me over him. I straddled him on my feet, crouching and holding him for balance and he guided his dick into me so I could ride him. I could hear laughing and little moans behind me as people started getting together and the game was over quick. Tom and B came and asked us if we were willing to share, Nino would rather not have but gave an irritated “whatever” look and I took him and B by hands and went into the house with Tom following. I got triple-Penetrated for the first time in awhile on the couch. We started with me riding Nino again like outside while trading off sucking Tom and B’s cocks, and when he laid back on the couch I went down with him. B stood at the side waiting for us, so I was on top of Nino with B’s dick in my face, and I felt cold hands spread my cheeks before a hot tongue started licking my asshole. I didn’t think Tom would want to be that close to another guy’s dick but I was glad he was taking to group sex pretty quick. He only did that for a minute before penetrating my butt and I was loving it. I made sure B knew that when I groaned with his head in my throat, and my mouth was pretty sloppy and watery at that point. I came in a few minutes before Tom pulled out, and someone grabbed my hips and pulled me up straight off of Nino. It was Dave, who pulled me onto his lap and butt fucked me in Tom’s place on a chair. Before he could even get up, Nino was reverse cowgirl mounted by J! I was happy to see her getting passed around! She faced away from Nino so she and I could watch each other taking dick, almost as interesting was seeing Tom and B behind them standing naked and making out. I had no idea either were interested in guys, but later Tom told me they were kind of making innuendo and jokes while just talking, and he asked B if he was into guys. Neither of them were open about it unless asked but weren’t keeping it a secret. Tom’s been with guys but B never had, I learned. I pointed them out to J who made a surprised O face. Poolboy stood in front of me playing with his dick, waiting for Dave to make room, so I looked back at him and nodded to PB so he’d notice, and pushed myself off of his dick and put it back in my ass. PB stepped up and laid me backwards against Dave and penetrated me too, holding my legs out to the sides behind my knees, sandwiching me between 2 of my favorite boys. Holly, Vega, Jess & Lita were standing in a hug circle with their arms around each other, taking turns kissing and undressing each other. The 3 kind of teamed up on Vega and peeled her out of Holly’s onesie, I heard her say how it was hers and she should be spanked for using it. They were initiating her well when I could get a glimpse around the teen meat between us and were kissing her neck, playing with her nipples, and soon the whole group walked past us upstairs to be alone. Dave and PB did have quiet complaints to me about Tom and B fucking in front of them after Tom asked and I told him where he could find some lube, but I told them this was a decadent orgy, and that if they didn’t like it not to look, but that belongs here too. What I said to Tom instead was that they should give J some attention or move and fuck in front of her so she could watch. They got right in front of her, B sitting on the couch by Ninos feet, slouched so his ass was over the edge, and Tom dropped to his knees and penetrated him with B’s legs wrapped around his waist. They were in range of J, and she leaned forward and was touching B’s dick. I couldn’t see it well from my angle but I could see the wall of sex covering the couch and it made me cum clamped around PB and Dave’s cocks. B didn’t last long either and i could hear him say he’s cumming along with J’s whimpered MM-HMM so I’m sure he filled her mouth. We switched up partners over like 45 minutes and moved into one of the guest bedrooms, all of us crammed on 1 bed in a mess of flesh, at one point both J and I were getting dp’d together and reaching out to hold hands, keeping each other updated on how good this dick felt in our ass or how close we were to cumming, it was nice and we came together a couple times. I got to do something I never have before either, the porno cumshot. When the boys were getting tired of us telling them to pull out and not cum yet, J realized they were all ready to cum at the same time and suggested it herself! So we got on our knees huddling against each other at the foot of the bed and the boys took turns 2 at a time finishing on one of our faces, after we were glazed we kissed each other clean and all went to hang out in the hot tub together, butt naked to relax and sanitize. Holly came out to collect Nino and told me they and the girls were leaving but Vega was upstairs and wanted to talk to me. I thought “uh oh” and I wasn’t keeping an eye on her like I should have been. She was under a blanket naked when I got there and she asked me if she could stay, I told her yeah but I’d have to call Benny and probably fight him over it. She loved her first time being overwhelmed with girls but wasn’t ready to go back and face a bunch of guys, or have to start working. I sat on the bed and we talked about it a little while, I said that according to Benny he’s not going to force her into anything and if she started working it would just be girls, but she doesn’t believe him. I trust him though, he’s always been nice and honest with me and I said that, but she could stay here until she made up her mind. She said she only meant tonight and I was like “until tomorrow you aren’t ready to go back,” next day, ect. And I told her there wasn’t going to be any kind of agreement for staying, I wouldn’t pressure her for anything either, before I kissed her forehead, held my hand on the base of her neck and made out with her, tracing my fingers down her jaw and pinching her chin before I left the room. Not coercing her into anything but it could be nice living with a willing, eager lesbian so I’m going to try to keep her thirsty. I texted Benny that Vega was going to spend the night and he called right away by response. Nino already told him because Holly mentioned it and he was pissed, saying he was coming over to get her. I told him I had people over and we’d talk about it later but he wanted me to connect with her and open her mind up so that’s what I was doing. I said if he wasn’t going to make her start working right away what does it matter if she stayed? I convinced him not to come but he’s pissed, and I said in a whiny voice he could take it out on me when I see him. He was still pissed and was cussing me out but did agree to whatever I said. So I’ll have to make a visit there and talk him down, probably get roughly buttfucked but I’ll buy Vega time to let her slut out. I popped in to let her know Benny was mad but ok with it and not to worry about it, and she was kind of tired and almost asleep when I came in, so I rejoined the party in the jacuzzi. The boys had already left, J was sitting in Tom’s lap with her feet in Dave’s getting a massage and they had found my Rosè, not even bothering to use a glass just passing the bottle. It was pretty sexy. I told everybody the baby girl was sleeping upstairs and staying the night while I sat in Dave’s lap, taking over my gf’s massage, and asked who else would like to spend the night. Dave could stay late but not all night cause of his kids, J’s husband was gone a few days and Tom was good so they would stay. The guys talked about work while J and I played with each others feet, tickling each other and Dave was hard again, but when I wiggled my butt against his cock he said he wasn’t ready yet. I remembered to thank him for being willing to have fun with J even though she’s married which he said he couldn’t resist, and thanked both guys for being willing to share because they made the day awesome. It was a first for all 3 of them and everyone agreed we should do this more. But the night wasn’t over. When the hot tub got too hot we went inside and ate some more Panda, even that was sexy. J and I were leaning over the counter on our elbows while the guys kissed our backs and rubbed against us, leaning over us to pick at food. They were ready again. J and I were hand feeding each other little bites and canoodling while looking at them sideways, turning them both on, and Dave pulled me in to kiss and lifted me up my my butt so my legs were wrapped around him. J took Tom by the hand and brought him to a bedroom downstairs and Dave carried me in there, she crawled onto all fours and Tom took her doggystyle instantly, while Dave laid me lext to her and pushed his dick in me too. After a minute she and I turned to face each other and had the guys on the sides of the end doing the same thing, but I was under J and licking Tom’s balls when he thrusted into her, taking Dave’s dick and hearing he and J making out. We were all super hot. The guys lasted awhile without having to slow now because they’d already came just a little bit ago. But we all finished in that position and laid to cuddle on the bed, girls in the middle talking about the day. It was just after dark and Dave had to go, so I walked him out, still naked and thanked him for indulging my fantasies. I checked on Vega who was asleep, and the room was hot and stinky. I opened the window and went back to bed with Tom and J. I realized I forgot to send the rest of the food back with Holly and Nino, but I really have to check in with Benny so I’ll probably take it tomorrow.

Woke up Monday with Tom and J, had a fun 3some. We were still kind of nasty from the day before so I’d definitely have to wash these sheets, but we were laying there talking about how unexpected it was learning Tom liked boys too. He said it wasn’t a secret it just never came up, and it’s more of an occasional sexual need thing and he’s not likely to date a guy. I told him what I did J, that’s how it starts and she’s just a little ahead of him in this spectrum race. Together we teased him about how I do have a strapon if he wants to be pegged, but he’s more of a top. And then we teased him about his unwillingness to receive anal, saying if we’re willing he should be too. It’s just for fun, boys are supposed to be tougher than girls, he was already clearly a little gay, ect. But he’s not ready, something I’ll have to work on him with, muahaha! He’d had enough teasing and rolled me onto my back, shoving his dick into me instantly with no teasing or lubing, but I got wet pretty fast. It helped that J swung her knee over my head, straddling my face to feed me her stinky pussy. I would normally never say that, but a day and night of sweat and multiple guys fucking her made her smell normal and mortal, a little gross. I kind of loved it, and tried to inhale it with my nose inside her as I licked her salty clit. I’m sure I wasn’t any better but nobody had their face in my crotch. Tom emptied his load in me in just a couple minutes and went to take a shower since we were all gross, J stayed behind and did clean out my cum-filled slit with her tongue, even though I had to be gross too. We made each other cum and agreed to take a nice bath together not involving Tom, maybe involving Vega if she was still here. When Tom got back he said he had to go get ready for work and kissed us both, saying that was an awesome night and we have to do it as much as possible. Since it was just girls, I went to see if Vega was up and wanted to take a bath with us. She was laying awake on her phone, and she was kind of nervous and was thinking she’d just take a shower later. I said that we’d all seen each other naked already and she didn’t need to be alone the day after losing her virginity. Being introverted, her first reaction would be to say no every time someone invited her to do something, but the trick to being outgoing and having fun is to say yes to something you’re not really in the mood for and realize it was great during and later. So I talked her into it. She just needed to tag along and made to feel invited, so I led her into my bathroom by her hand and had her get some water going. I went to get J and we came in together, crouched by her while she was pacing the water and stroked and kissed her back. She was receptive, and before cutting the water off I added salts & bubbles. We all doubled up and took turns washing ourselves, J first, then me, then Vega, the whole time asking about her and how last night was, ect. She didn’t feel pressured at any part because the whole time I was just kind of being friendly and dragging her along to whatever I was doing, and when I left her with the girls they all focused on her together and didn’t give her a chance to feel excluded, which was a risk I didn’t think about. I said I was going to Benny’s later and asked if she wanted to come, saying it would go a long way with him if she showed she felt free coming and going, most importantly coming back on her own. J wasn’t helpful, saying she didn’t have to do this or that and they should be shut down, ect. I tried not to argue with her and would just talk about it with her later. I guaranteed her she’d be able to leave again and stay with me but that going back to the apts as often as possible would convince Benny she’s trying to be comfortable there and help our case. So she agreed to come with me, and I had to convince J she couldn’t come because her attitude would make things harder and possibly get us into trouble. We got a little touchy at certain parts of our bath, but just to excite and not finish. It’s best to keep Vega a little frustrated and craving more while she’s here. After we finished I gave J a tray of broccoli beef to make P happy and Vega and I went to the apts. We showed up unannounced, but it was fairly early in the morning at 930 and we brought food. I went straight into Benny’s, the door was unlocked and Vega went to her room to get some stuff. I was loading up his fridge when he came into the apt behind me and was kind of “pssh” about me letting myself in and finding me in his fridge. I say “pssh” because that’s the sound he made, in context it sounds kinda like a “figures.” He didn’t seem mad like I expected, and asked how the party was, so I told him all about it while he browsed all the leftover food I brought. When we got to how I brought Vega and she was getting a couple changes of clothes upstairs cause she wanted to stay with me he got a little sour, but I told him about how much I got her to open up with strangers, especially since it was her first time. I said used to be an escort and I was helping her learn to just say yes to things and learn to go with the flow while having fun like he wanted, and I’ve been where she’s at and know how she feels and I can keep those feelings managed until she’s more comfortable and making the moves herself. He just said “ok whatever” and conceded. He did say no more parties with the girls though because they could be working then and they need to start getting paid. I used the opportunity and reminder to tell him about the bachelor party N suggested I host and how we’d need girls for everybody so that would be sometime soon and I was planning on drawing mana from his pool. Since he was picking at and checking out food and not actually eating anything so he wasn’t busy, I sat in a kitchen chair behind him with my skirt hiked up and heels up on the seat by my butt, legs spread, tits out above my cups, gripping the back of the chair behind my head, so that when he turned around he saw me ready to be taken. He was begrudgingly appreciative, telling me I’m not out of trouble that easily. I upped my game and asked how sure he was about that while I stroked my hands down the sides of my neck, over my breast, down my belly, and back up my knees spreading them wider with my hands rested on them. He stomped out of his shoes and yanked his shorts down right there in the kitchen, lifting me off the chair by my butt and sitting under me. I angled the tip of his giant, hard dick toward my pussy entrance as he lowered me down on it while I wrapped my legs around his back, and started riding him on the chair. He had his face in my neck telling me how fuckin hot I was, how I smelled so good and I was a dirty girl and so good to him. I kind of manipulated him a bit because while he was in a worshipping mood, I asked him in a whimpering girl-getting-fucked voice why he was so mean to me then, not letting me play with his toys when he can play with me, and he was kind of apologetic and saying he wants to give me anything I want but he’s got a role to play. He was stroking my face, telling me when I was pouty for attention that he’d give me everything but he can’t be changing rules for me, and I said he makes the rules so he can do what he wants. I inflated his ego calling him King and Daddy, dirty talking about how he was in charge and how powerful he was, and he got rougher as I did until he filled me with cum. While we sat there breathing hard and he softened in my pussy, I asked if I could keep hanging out with the girls and introducing them to friends and he said yeah. And I reinforced it by saying if they liked them enough they might come visit them here and spend $ to see them. He didn’t really believe me but gave me what I wanted anyway. I straightened myself out and kissed him bye, leaving him sitting half naked and messy straddling a wooden kitchen chair while I went to collect Vega and head home.

She’s been fun to stay with but it’s only been like a week. I made her agree to do her own chores and clean up after herself, and any time she gets attitude with me I don’t fight with her, I dominate her. She’s inexperienced and horny enough she turns to putty for me. We were arguing about her having friends over, which I’d already said no, and I won by pushing her up against a wall with hands on her hips, suggesting that good girls are rewarded, and telling her bad girls are punished as I pinched her little pointed chin between my thumb and finger. When I asked her if she wanted to be rewarded or punished she stuttered out “what’s the difference with you?” breathing hard and plastering her hands flat against the wall. I pulled her in for a nasty tongue kiss by the back of her head and told her that was a reward, then made a fist on her hair, pulled her over to the counter and bent her over it, pulling her shorts and panties down with my thumbs on both hips, and spanked her telling her how this was punishment. She was probably thinking it would be hot until I spanked her harder than she was expecting, so she tried to stand and I pushed her back down while I kneaded her ass to make it better with my other hand. I stroked my hand up her back and gripped her by the back of her neck with one hand while the other I was giving her light spanks and sliding my 2 middle fingers between her wet lips asking which she preferred. I said punishment was sometimes painful but you still wanted it after awhile. But whichever she wanted she couldn’t have friends in my house because it was just the 2 of us here where nobody could hear her screaming unless I decided otherwise. I asked if she had a problem with that as I spanked her hard again and she said no, so I spanked her again lightly and told her she was a good girl before I started kissing above her butt and moving up her back, lifting her cami as I went. She turned and leaned back on her elbows, watching me pull down her shorts and kiss her hairless little pubis, then take them off and she hopped up on the counter for me. I spread her legs and kissed my way from her knee to her sweet young pussy, while she stroked her fingers through my hair and made the most adorable noises. I ate her out on my counter, and between licks of her clit asked if she’d been penetrated masturbating or broken her hymen yet. She said no, and I told her we were going to while she was here so we could have real fun with toys. She breath-laughed an ok as I teased her tight hole with my finger. I wasn’t going to do it here but I’d have to soon. Once I made her cum with her legs wrapped around my head and her butt lifted up off the counter, we went to the park together and fed the ducks. I feel like I’m going to have to distance from her and have a conversation like Poolboy so she doesn’t want me as her BAE. It’ll be hard since she’s staying here. I wasn’t her first time but she’s attached to me regardless. I don’t have a problem with it but Benny might.

This week I started slut training Vega! After playing mistress with her whenever she doesn’t listen to me, we get playful. During one of these playful events I was getting a sloppy lapdance and we agreed its time to pop her cherry. I laid on my couch and had her straddle me reverse cowgirl, used some lube and a pinkie to get her into the idea of penetration, and once she was liking that I warned her about a little bit of pain, and pushed my thumb inside her as far as I could. I definitely split her, switching after a minute and making a mess, she was so tight clamped around my middle finger and when I started moving it in and out she was definitely bloody. She didn’t complain, saying it was a burning sting like when you’ve destroyed your asshole with tacos and take a shower. It was uncomfortable but manageable and she knew the real fun came later. After a minute of exposure the pain was gone and she was enjoying getting finger fucked. I lubed my messy middle and ring finger and widened her destroyed teen pussy a little more, she did cry a little that 2 fingers were too many, but I told her if she were with a man now it would be worse and we needed to keep tearing her a little more so she could handle toys soon. So she complained and I kept doing it and soon she was still liking it, and I played with her clit with my thumb while fingering her. A couple times she tried reaching down herself and I had to catch and hold her hand with my clean one, with our fingers intertwined I made her cum that way and we went to take a bath together. I washed my hands in the sink while she rinsed off with my hose showerhead and once we got a bath ready we got in together. It was a sweet time, her sitting in my lap talking about how this or that felt, how the water kind of made her itchy and sting when she spread her lips, I told her about me and my history, my first time and my lesbian friend Harley’s first time that was much worse than hers was. The story almost made her cry but I explained why it’s better for your first time/bf/gf to be older, because with experience comes managed expectations, wisdom to explain how you’re feeling and why, that everyone goes through this, ect. And she was grateful and said her first time was exciting and not too bad, and for being penetrated she wasn’t expecting to cum when she was kind of in pain. I bit her neck and sluttily whispered that wasn’t the first time that happened… We had a good day just to ourselves, but next time I think I’m going to involve J since she’s all into sharing now.

Vega and I are sleeping together. I don’t mean TV style, that much is obvious. I mean every night there’s sex and sleeping in my bed and spending days together. She doesn’t have her own room. I leave her here when I go out with Dave or Tom or something but other than that we’re going everywhere together too. I’m not sure if I should let guys come by the house. On one hand they have expectations because of me and might want to include Vega or it might make her uncomfortable hearing or seeing me getting fucked by guys. On the other hand I’m trying to expose her to adult life and open her up so maybe she needs to see that. I’ll have a talk with her again about expectations and how I want guys over all the time, see if I can convince her.

Vega would rather I not be with anyone else while she was here, we had a talk. I’d rather she experiment with lots of people while SHE’S here… I managed to convince her that we’re not an item and we’re fwbs, emphasis on the F so we should be able to talk about these things. I put myself in her spot and convinced her I understand what she must be feeling, just getting into sex having had her first time recently but not being in a relationship. I gave her full disclosure and said I was basically training her (it’s a step by step process) to experience and be cool with everything, including exposure to guys. Be a party girl instead of trying to be a gf. She doesn’t have to be attracted to or want to fuck guys but my goal is to not have her be repulsed or uncomfortable in group sex situation or being near them naked because promiscuity is the job she agreed to when she moved into Benny’s. She might be girl-only, but alot of times for that there’s going to be a guy watching, especially if it’s for work. She was a little emotional but I told her how we all feel this sometime, and she has it easier having help and a mentor to kind of work on one thing at a time in a no-pressure environment. I got her to see my point of view and agree a good first step is to just party and let loose more, lower inhibitions and try to contain feelings when I’m having sex and she’s not. I suggested maybe she should watch and got her to agree that seeing me get fucked could be fun. That’s the right train of thought, if you see a situation you’re not completely into, take interest in what you can from it. We’ll see how it goes.

It’s been a couple weeks since the first time I fingered Vega and popped her cherry, so I decided to surprise her with toys. I woke up first this morning and just kind of explored her in her sleep. As soon as I woke her up I was on top kissing her and licking her neck, and when she was nice and wet I got in a drawer next to the bed and grabbed a glass dildo. I waved it in front of her face asking if I could use it and she said yeah. So I looked at her lips and raised my eyebrows, not saying anything but implying she should open up. She did and I slipped it into her mouth, rolling it around so she wet the whole thing, and the little slut had her knee up between my legs teasing me and making me wet too. When I pulled it out of her mouth, I licked up and down the length of it too and started trailing it down her neck, then chest and belly until I was between her legs. I rolled the length of it between her soaked lips again to lube it before pushing it inside her. It was like 8 inches and maybe 2 thick, narrowing near one end but not like a dick, more like a feminine wand. I kept my hand around the base of it and held it against my hips while I fucked her with it. Slowly at first, making out with her and kissing her neck, then speeding up a when I moved down to nibbling her nipples. She was whimpering, whiny and giggling when she said my hair was tickling her chest. I made her cum loudly that way, she was cussing and calling me baby, making 2 fists on the sides of her head with her eyes closed. When she was done I told her it was my turn with a kiss and climbed up on her until I was straddling her chest. She hadn’t eaten out a girl yet and she said she was super ready. I crouched above her face with my feet under her armpits and my knees spread against the headboard, one hand holding the bed to balance and one pulling her face against my crotch by the back of her head for control, and she went to town. Sometimes I stroked her hair and let her lick me gently, and sometimes I suffocated her a little, sitting my slit on her face with her nose against my clit feeling her hot struggling breath heat up my pussy. She loved every second though, I came yelling her name while she had handfuls of my ass and occasionally spanking me. Then I straddled her chest and seeing her face was glisten and wet, rubbed it in roughly before giving her a nasty hard kiss with a handful of hair again. It was rough oral girl-style and I told her through gritted teeth while still gripping her hair that I wanted to fuck her rough right now. She said she was too hot but she definitely wanted to get fucked and cum while riding a big rubber dick. I scooted down to kiss her but it turned more into a possessive lick from her chin to temple, rolling my hips and covering her belly with my cum while I told her she wouldn’t be riding, she would be the one being ridden. But it would have to wait because of my facesitting shenanigans, she was all sweat and couldn’t catch her breath, so I told her to go take a shower. Even though we’d just cum I wanted more, to be the aggressive one and to top and fuck her. This must be how men feel, I was the one frustrated for once. Laying on my back with my knees up, I managed to make myself cum again before she got out of the shower by playing with my pussy and squeezing my tits myself. I like living with someone again and having debauchery-on-demand. It reminds me of that 2 week vacation with N.

Vega’s slut training continues! Anal time. It’s just been a few weeks since her first time and once I get her more into anal I’m going to take her out and try to hook her up. I talked her into trying it one night like a guy would, because she was vehemently against it. I had to argue the usual “popping your cherry hurt too but it felt good afterward, after a couple times it never hurts again, it can feel better than vaginal, no it doesn’t cause bathroom problems, no it’s not dirty if you get into habits and do it right, ect.” when she was softened and saying “I dunno…” I switched to flirty mode for the kill, scooching right up against her on the couch and turning her chin to face me while teasing kisses, almost begging, telling her I wanted to taste and feel the tightness of her cute, tight little unused ass, that good little sluts spread their cheeks willingly because getting butt fucked feels so good, turning dirty with it. I got her to agree half heartedly, but I think she was scared but wanted it too. She started hyping it up without any help from me and making arguments like “lots of people do it and love it right? It’s just like anything else, I guess, it gets better with practice…”

Vega was out hanging out with friends tonight and I got down on some RDO with Holly, where I learned something interesting/concerning. She’s working in the apts now. Not doing deliveries for her old boss anymore, she’s working hourly now, by appointment like all the other girls there. I never operated that way, it seems kind of trashy but as long as she’s being safe. But she is staying there with Nino and his brother now and fucks both of them, Nino because he’s her bf kind of and his brother because it’s his place and that’s what she has to do to stay. I said she could stay with me because I have 4 extra bedrooms but she said she likes it, it’s not a compromise to stay there. She’s likes getting fucked before bed and sleeping with Nino, and when he goes to work she gets into bed with his brother and gets it again. Then whenever she’s ready and wants to she goes into one of the top floor rooms and hangs out for awhile until someone comes in. She’s protected with and from every guy, and she’s kind of liking being such a slut so good for her. I told her how I think 5-10 regulars is sustainable and safer, more personal but that’s not how it runs there. I said she shouldn’t get into anything else they’re up to there or she’ll be in too deep, but she knows what she’s doing and already agrees. She just wants to be a ho and get filled every day, not mess up her body and life with drugs or anything. I said the risk is really not from the gangbangers around her, it’s from clients offering her stuff or wanting her to try new “recreational activities” with them, but she knows and the guys wouldn’t allow that. None of the girls there look messed up by drugs because they’re not allowed and the guys who visit have to be checked beforehand, also she gets to choose from a client pool, kind of a swipe right/left deal and she doesn’t have to fuck anybody gross. So it seems like a good system that’s worked for everybody else and she’s both enjoying it and making sure she doesn’t slide into anything else. Because she does have a safe place to go if it comes to that, which she appreciates. I wonder if Benny will bitch about my hanging out with her now, or if because we were friends for years before he came along, that will be an issue.

I kind of talked Vega into the possibility of trying guys. She’s been with 5 girls already in a short time, admittedly 3 of them were in one night… But basically she said she might be open to it but wants to make sure she’s into girls fjrst. I’m still talking her into anal, and we’re plating or going down on each other almost every morning. She hasn’t been with anyone else since the party, but once I get her comfortable with anal and maybe strapon penetrate her a few times to get her addicted to the sensation of getting fucked, a nice, shy andro boy like B could be her first guy experience. When we were talking about it and I suggested him, she said that would be her most likely choice.

Benny’s wife came over unexpectedly. I’ve never met or seen her before but she talked Nino into bringing her and she was knocking on my door. I could tell she wanted to bitch me out but was shocked out of it a little when I answered the door naked. In the doorway she told me to stay away from the apts, called me a whore, threatened to hit me with her car next time I left my house, a bunch of other stuff. I don’t remember the last time I was involved in such drama! Anyway with my strange personality I was trying not to smile the whole time, especially not to let her see it. When she was done yelling at me I threw her for a loop again by pulling my door all the way open, standing off to the side with one leg perched up on my toes, letting my hair fall around my face, and asking her if she wanted to come in while biting my lip all seductively. She didn’t know what to feel. She hesitated and started in on me again saying the same things but kind of stuttering and not yelling anymore, and when she was done I asked if she wanted to talk to me about it. She’s not at all attractive, maybe she was 200lbs ago when she and Benny got together. She was just defending what is hers and I told her if she wanted to come in I’d tell her what was going on, throwing in that idk what Benny might have told her but you can’t trust what your man says about another woman. So she said fine, and I had her sit on the couch, telling her from the beginning how I met Benny and the people at the apts, Holly ect. and said I can’t stay away because we kind of work together and I have to keep an eye on Holly. During this story Vega came down wearing just a cami and panties and curled up against my side without saying a thing, which helped alot because it made me seem like a lesbo especially after the show at the door, helping my case about how Benny and I aren’t romantic. When I asked her about what he told me, how he’s allowed to be with other girls she said that was true, so when I asked her what the problem was she said she didn’t know me and thought it was like a dating thing instead of friendly business. And I told her that’s what she and I were doing, getting to know each other. She recognized Vega as a little sister of the apts and that helped that she thought she was there on business too. Vega played it up a little as much as she was comfortable, kissing my shoulder and stroking my leg while I was talking to Benny’s wife. I should have a Moniker for her like everyone else (that being a joke because that’s close to her name, maybe the way an aussie would say it). I texted Nino while we were almost done talking and had him come in, when he got here I said he could take Moniker home, kind of queen-bitching the situation and letting her know we were done here. But I didn’t want to make an enemy so when I walked her out I leaned in for a cheek kiss to keep her off her game, and it worked. Coming at her naked and kissing her on her way out, she probably would be talking all kinds of shit on the way back or to Benny, but right then she just said bye and left flabbergasted. As soon as she got to the car I called Benny to let him know she’d stopped by and I handled it. He didn’t think she would actually show up, but she was threatening to do it lately when they were fighting thinking he was dating me. I let him know I straightened her out and to not have expectations one way or the other in regards to a fight when he saw her, because she left here shook after showing up all fiery. He said they were going to have a talk and she wouldn’t be by again, but we’ll see. I should probably make sure no cars are waiting on my street if I go out for a walk.

Right after that I explained to Vega what she missed and that it was nice timing and behavior claiming me in front of her, how it helped make my case. I pulled her to straddling on top of me by her butt cheeks and kissed her while telling her she looked sexy in a cami and panties. We flirted about her “claiming me” in front of another woman and I took those sexy panties off of her, kneading her bubblebutt in my fingers while giving her my tongue to suck on. While we were getting hot and wet, playing with each others’ slit, I asked her if she’d gone to the bathroom this morning and washed out like I’d showed her, she said yes and I told her she was a good girl and was going to start teaching her to take it in the ass now. I held my palm in front of her with my wet middle finger towards her face, and she made a show of sucking it for me. She was moaning with her eyes closed, rolling her tongue around my first knuckle before bobbing up and down on it like she was sucking a dick, which was making me shiver I was so wet. I switched my finger for my tongue again cause I couldn’t wait to kiss her, stroked my finger between her cheeks while we made out, and when it was getting aggressive I pushed the tip of my finger into her little asshole, telling her to push to make it easier. She took it without any problem and we kept kissing while she fingered me too, while I explained or gave little tips like how it wouldn’t feel great and make her cum like I explained until she was used to it, but it wouldn’t hurt this little bit either. It just feels like something going against the grain. After I got my finger in to my middle knuckle and could curl it, she started having fun and getting aggressive again, making me cum with her fingers in a V on either side of my clit. I had her get off of me to get my always-ready-to-go flower butt plug out of my jacket by the door, she waited for me on all fours on the couch looking over her shoulder eagerly the whole time. I gave her the flower to roll around in her mouth, which she did while looking back at me like something out of a porno, while I licked her clean dark pink little asshole. She was panting and playing with herself and I could feel her clinching and unclinching against my tongue, so I took that as a sign she was ready for my toy inside her and slipped it in gently while telling her to push again. As it went in pretty easily, spit dries fast so it pinched her skin a little going in, but I had her push a little while I pulled her hole apart with my thumbs and it popped the rest of the way in, and I was sure to rub it around in circles with my thumb while she was masturbating. I layed on the floor in front of the couch and told her to come with me, and she straddled me on all fours like we were doing before, this time when I kneaded her ass she had to stop kissing me and just breathe, she was feeling so good, her arm between us while she played of course. When she told me she was about to cum, I stopped her and told her to go get my strapon from upstairs, telling her where to find it and of course to leave the plug in and enjoy climbing the stairs… When she got back I had her on her knees, standing in front of her and letting her strap me in, putting a hand on her head for balance when I stepped into the straps, and she I was ready I pulled her up for a kiss. I thought about power playing and having her suck it but I didn’t know if she’d be comfortable with that yet, especially cause it’s more of a masculine thing. That’s something to work up to. But I kissed her and turned her roughly around, guided her behind the couch and pushed her bent her over it before teasing her pussy with the tip. I was sliding the head between her lips to lube it and rolling the flower around with my thumb again, and she was already whimpering and breathing hard, so I started putting my rubber dick in her. Just the head had her asking me to wait, but I said we just need to get it over with and kept going slowly until about halfway, then pulled back just as slowly. The rubber was shiny with her cum and I just kept going back and forth halfway until she was comfortable. I told her when she was ready for me to go deeper or faster to let me know, and she tried. She said “ok” first and I was like “ok what?” and she said she was ready, but that wasn’t enough either. So when asked again she said “fuck me harder” and I did. I upped the pace to normal and at first only pushed about half-deep in her over and over, because that’s what she’d already taken and had lubed the dildo down that far with her own wetness, but I started going further with each thrust until I was bottoming out in her and slapping against her ass with my hips. She was pant-screaming and cussing at that point, gripping handfuls of the couch where she could and squealing when I spanked her, talking dirty about how good it felt being fucked and how it felt when I slammed into that plug in her ass. Wanting her first time to be addicting and memorable, I kept that up as long as I could, making her cum 4 times in half an hour. Her legs were jelly when we were through, we both needed a shower because we were so sweaty and smelly, and her legs were sore like she’d been doing squats from cumming so much while standing. In her own words her first time having penetrative sex was “fucking lit, baby”. I also told her it feels better when the plug and dildo are switched. Or you’re just getting it in both holes together. So I might be able to get her into that. I’d need another strapon though, the one I used on her is J’s which is average size. Mine is practically Benny sized and she won’t be ready for that for a few years. If I’m going to DP her with someone we’ll need another average sized stud or an actual boy like B…

I had a date night with Tom, in which I told him everything I’d been up to with Vega, the drama with Moniker, what Holly’s into ect. and he was very interested in the Vega Chronicles, particularly her first anal. Still couldn’t talk him into it though, even with teasing about how a little girl can handle it and she’s not even into phallic objects, she lost her virginity 5 minutes ago and is braver than he is, stuff like that. It was a nice date night though. We watched a true story war movie about a medic while we ate junk, followed by gentle missionary lovemaking.

After some talking about getting Vega comfortable with men and contact, we kind of came to an agreement on a grope-party. The other option would be actual partying or clubbing so she can maybe drink a little and loosen up, grind on some strangers or something which isn’t available right now. So it would have to be organized like a gangbang but more innocent, with having to find and explain to volunteers. The only large group of guys I know though would be Benny’s, which makes sense because she would be around them anyways, so we’re setting it up.

And it went well. I asked Benny to tell me next time they’re having a party so I could bring Vega and experiment a little. On Tuesday they had a BBQ like the last time but at someone’s house and we both went looking sexy in minidresses. She was kind of my tag-along when we got there again, I loaded her up with a couple shots of Patròn, just enough to get her buzzed and uninhibited but not drunk, and danced with her. Soon enough a couple guys had found us us, and she seemed fine, just a little nervous. I kept an eye on her always just a few feet away and explained to every guy I danced with that I wanted them to meet me in the kitchen at a certain time and why, so they could help with my experiment. I also told them once we came into the kitchen not to make a sound or say a word, not to even let us hear them breathing, no comments when we started, ect. just to be absolutely silent even when talked to. When it got time I grabbed Vega and stopped outside the door to the kitchen, she was kind of nervous but I told her she should just focus on how it felt and not who was doing it, and I’d be with and against her the whole time, she’d be safe… Then I blindfolded her with a velvet hairband I brought for just this, and took her inside. 6 of the guys we danced with were waiting inside and quieted down when we came in, there were other people in there too and I couldnt make them leave so I looked first and said to Vega that we’d go into the garage for privacy, holding her back by her hand while the guys took the hint and went in first. When we walked in there I put my hands on her hips from behind and my chin on her shoulder and told her that my hands were the only ones touching her, like a mantra. I kind of narrarrated what the guys should be doing by whispering things in her ear things like “I’m going to squeeze your big gorgeous tits now” and never took my hands off her hips while the guys got over-clothes gropey. Wherever they wandered I asked if she liked my hands there, while never taking them off of her hips or her side, and she was stroking the backs of my hands with her fingers. I was kissing the back of her neck at her hairline to put her in the mood and asked her if I could take her dress down over her boobs or lift the bottom up a little and explore, and she said yeah. I kept reassuring her that this is something we’ve done alot, and asking her if it felt good when I pinched her nipples, and she was breathing hard and saying yes to everything I asked. The strange boys were enjoying doing all the dirty work and following suggestions. She said yes when I asked if she’d like a kiss, and one of them came in for a nice gentlemanly peck that Vega was eager for, so it evolved into tongue and his arms around her lower back, and her hands left mine to wrap around his neck. I feld hands on my hips from behind and a hardon against my ass while someone was licking my neck. I didn’t recognize or know any of these guys, and tugged on Vega’s blindfold asking if she still wanted it but she said yeah. There was a futon in the garage that was up on its side, and staying in-story I said it would be nice if there was somewhere to get relaxed while pointing at it, and 3 of the guys went to set it up for us. Vega’s guy walked her to a rolling chair with a hand on her lower back and sat before pulling her onto his lap. I got the futon with my guy, sitting in his lap. Since the only spots were by me, I had boys on either side pulling my dress down off my shoulders and around my belly so my tits were exposed, and my hands were in 2 laps playing with bulges. I was about to lose control of the situation and couldn’t guarantee Vega wouldn’t get pulled in, so I brought it up to “her” (meant for the guys) that right now was just to get her comfortable with what we talked about before, being male contact, and I think there was about to be alot of it. She said she’s cool and wanted to stay and that “she was comfortable where she was” which I repeated verbatim while eyeballing the guy under her and the boys around me, I got smiles and nods. I was pretty excited and wet, Vega saying she’d stay and watch (more like listen) me getting fucked, which was something she originally said she’d like to see. It didn’t work out that way though. Having permission to get started, I switched from playing over clothes to running my fingers inside waistbands of the boys to either side of me, giving them a tug to signal they shouldn’t be wearing them any more. They got up and I had 4 guys in front of me taking their pants down past their dicks. Not off completely, maybe that’s my fault for not letting them talk, but they didn’t seem interested in fucking me and the guy sitting under didn’t want to let me up. He did pull my dress up and slide a finger between my wet lips while I leaned forward to suck my first of 4 cocks. I was moaning into it, making it sloppy and noisy for Vega’s benefit, and made the first guy cum in a couple minutes. I could hear her panting in the background, but couldn’t see her with all the flesh in front of me. When the first guy finished, he made a kiss face for me and petted my hair before leaving, and the next guy stepped up between my legs with his hard dick in my face for service. After swallowing my 3rd load in 10 or 15 minutes, my mouth and chin were a slobbery mess and I was licking the 4th guys balls with his head in my throat, about to cum myself because the guy under me was penetrating me with his finger, when 3 more guys came in not following the “no talking” rule the original guys agreed to. With guy 4 kind of aggressively facefucking me, both hands on the back of my head after having to wait until last, I couldn’t shush them or bring up the rules, not that I think they’d care. They were talking alot of shit about this “filthy white bitch” taking dick in the garage. I was making eye-contact with the one who thought he was funniest when guy 4 came in my mouth too and stepped back, and not wanting to argue with the new guys because I wanted more, I opened my mouth to show him the last guys sperm before swallowing and sticking my tongue out, showing him my empty mouth too. That shut him up (for a minute) and dropped his shorts, and he thrust his cock in my mouth on his 2nd try. He and I argued during his blowjob and talked dirty alot, and it was my favorite. He called me a slut for taking a train of strange Mexican dick, Mexican food jokes, I made a joke about how “Mexican destroys my asshole” referencing food and implying penis, complaining his cock tastes like fish tacos to which he had a good comeback, saying it tasted like fish because he just fucked another girl and tacos because she was Mexican like all the other guys I’d sucked today. I could hear Vega in the background moaning now short and rapidly and it had a peculiar sound of sex to it. I also heard “not her” during the smartass’s blowjob but it was out of context. When he was ready to cum he pulled out and I was worried he was going to dirty my face turning off the other guys, but he was kind of halfway. He told me to open my mouth and jerked himself off against my bottom lip so everything landed in my mouth anyway but he still got the facial experience. He hung around after that waiting for his friends to finish, sitting on the couch next to me and squeezing my tits, and his 2 friends wanted theirs together so I traded off sucking one and using my hand for the other until they both came in my mouth again. I was finally done sucking and I’d cum twice from the boy under me, but he still hadn’t gotten off. He was still hard under my butt though. The 3 left after they finished and I laid back against my guy to watch Vega who was indeed getting fucked. The dick sliding in and out of her was light blue from the rubber he was wearing, good boy, and she was laying her head back on his shoulder, face up to the ceiling making an O face, her knees spread as far as they can go to either side dangling over the arms of the chair. And she wasn’t wearing a blindfold anymore so she was totally into what she was doing. We watched her riding until the guy under her came, and when he tapped out on her legs she got up and sat by us so he could clean up, then he left too. I was writhing on the last guy and telling Vega that there was 1 more and he hadn’t gotten off yet if she was feeling brave, the last part I said holding her chin and rubbing her bottom lip with my thumb. She nodded and I got off of the guy, getting to my knees on the floor between his feet and pulling his pants down for him, so he was sitting there hard and wet with Vega sitting next to him. Because of all the wiggling I was doing in his lap, it was a (good) smelly, wet mess. I stroked his dick a little bit with my hand and laid my face on his left leg kind of relaxing and staying out of Vega’s way, asking if she was ready, and she laid down on her belly with her arm thrown over his other leg taking that dick in her mouth while I held onto the base, squeezing his balls occasionally. She looked pretty cute bobbing up and down, we were pretty much face to face, and I pulled away to look at her, and if she had a tail it would be wagging. She looked like a girl laying on her bed on the phone with a boy. Laying on her belly, her feet were up in the air going back and forth like she was pedaling, and she was propping herself up on one elbow between his legs. She would have been supporting her head with a palm on her chin if her head wasn’t moving up and down. I said to the guy I was sorry, but he should try not to cum until she does and to get to work. He pulled up the back of Vega’s dress, exposing her ass, and she spread her legs with her feet still in the air to give him access to her pussy. Once he started playing with her she kind of froze and forgot what she was supposed to be doing, a common trait of noobs. She focuses on how she’s feeling and neglects her part, she does the same thing with me when we 69 and she gets spanked as a reminder, it’s an inside joke by now. So I didn’t say anything and reached over to give her a little slap, and she giggled and went back to work sucking dick a little too aggressively, going too fast and far and gagging herself a couple times. It didn’t help with the guy either, the show of 2 girls working together to make him cum and he only lasted a few more seconds, leaving Vega hanging. But it was a cute moment. He knew to be gentle with her and I could see his hand hovering wanting to control her head while he filled her mouth, so he laid his hand on my head instead, and during another spurt made a fist in my hair to which I made an “ow” face that made Vega chuckle again, which made him tug more. She and I were face to face, locking eyes while the guy we were using to train her unloaded in her mouth while pulling my hair, and I told her she doesn’t have to swallow it and give it to me if she can’t. After a couple more bobs on his dick, she pulled away and I thought she was going to kiss me with a mouthful of cum, but she did what I did earlier and stuck out her tongue for me to see she’d swallowed. I told her she was a good girl and I was proud and gave her a kiss before saying thanks to the guy in a way that implied he could go, but still staying quiet he nodded the other way and showed me he was still playing in Vega’s pussy. I said I’d take it from here with a little kiss on the side of his cock with eye contact and he double-tapped on her ass the way the other guy tapped out so she’d get up. Once he was dressed and gone she and I laid face to face on the futon, she was using my elbow as a pillow while I supported my head on my palm, and we talked about her first time while I worked on making her cum, her knee straight up to give me access. We joked about how both of us had cock-breath while giving each other little kisses and I asked if she still considered herself a lesbian. She said she was more curious and wouldn’t even say bi, because it felt good and she was willing to do it again but couldn’t see herself dating guys. I told her again that’s how it starts. Also sucking and swallowing cum isn’t something you could emulate with another girl, like I get how getting fucked could be because she’s done that with me, but she said that was her least favorite part and she might not want to do it on her own if I wasn’t there and she wasn’t buzzed. I said we’d do it alot until she was comfortable with doing it on her own and maybe even craved it, and once she could do it on her own she’d have to go live in the apts. She didn’t want to talk about it but I have to plant the foundation that she can’t stay with me forever. I told her for what she just did which she enjoyed, she could have bought a PS5, minimum. it helps to have relatable perspective. I went over some logistics with her about how she could make like $400 on average for 30 fun minutes of what we just did, and alot more of that if she finds someone willing to be exclusive like I did. That could even mean less work because they don’t want you around all the time, maybe once a week. She would also be in the upper earning range because the apt girls contract with a pro agency, I know about through Mrs. A, also she’s super hot with that pixie hair, unexperienced which people love, doesn’t want to give up the “lesbian” tag which guys and exclusive rich older women will love, ect. She brought up all the usual worries about it , but I said from my experience and what I know about the apts it’s not like that. TV depicts it badly because it’s illegal but if you love your work it isn’t work. I explained what Holly told me about how it’s working out for her, and it sounds like a cool setup, and used the example of how people talk alot of shit about it while girls are on twitch or onlyfans by the millions making money and today it’s becoming less stigmatized, ect. We had a long conversation laying there. The group sex was like 30-45 minutes and we laid there talking for maybe 2 hours afterward. And I got her to her usual “maybe it’s not that bad/give it a shot” position. She agrees that she liked the pace we were moving, she was comfortable so far and we’d keep going and see where it goes. So we rejoined the party, which by now there was a movie on, people drinking and relaxing, alot less people there, ect. so we didn’t have long to stay. We went through the cold leftover food in the kitchen, kind of staying to ourselves because we didn’t know anybody and left after eating a little. I texted Benny that night and told him what was going on and he said he had doubts at first but he trusted me now, because that girl was for a fact lesbian and I got her to try guys. He also told me one of the guys in the garage was her brother. One of the smartasses, since she’d seen the other volunteers when we were dancing and I doubt she’d let her brother be in the garage. I asked why he was there, which one he was, if Benny sent him to keep an eye on us, ect and he said he had no idea, had nothing to do with it, and didn’t know why. He also thought it was weird that he was bragging about it! So Vega’s brother saw her riding dick while he was getting off in my mouth himself. I don’t know whether or not to mention it to her because I don’t know when her blindfold came off. This is like something out of a porno. At least he for sure didn’t touch her, I wasn’t blind. He was probably the one who said “not her” to one of his buddies at one point not wanting her spread around too much, if that’s the case he was a help.

J is pissed at me for what I’m doing with Vega. Not jealousy, she doesn’t think I should be advising a teenager how to be a better whore. I’d say we got into a fight about it, but it was more her yelling at me since I don’t fight with people much. I said she would be doing it anyway, and I’m only making it easier for her so she’s not pressured or gets depressed when she starts reluctantly. That’s too close to the slippery slope of drug abuse to cope, how you get trashy hoes like on TV, instead being sex and body positive and having a healthy mindset about it, ect. I calmed her by making the point that I never became like that and was helping her not to while reinforcing that she was going to do it either way because she already agreed to it. I’d rather she do it safely and with the right mindset. “Trust the sexpert” I said, and she didn’t sound like she meant it by the way she said that it wasn’t her problem and that she didn’t care and whatever, but I know she’s coming around and trusts that I know what I’m doing. When I asked if she still loved me she said she would by the next time we talked, so I waited about an hour to respond to that and began by saying “hi, it’s been awhile” and if she were here I know she’d have a frowny face while trying not to smile. I got the “trying not to smile” impression from what she was saying when she texted me back so we’re still ok. I either don’t lose arguments or don’t get into arguments I can’t win, it must be frustrating.

Speaking of, I try to keep Vega as sexually frustrated as I can by either using her to get off and edging her in return, or letting her cum and then keep going and stopping just short of letting her cum again. I do this so she’s more eager to agree with something I suggest, like trying another guy or 2. The guys I had in mind being B & Poolboy since they’re cute, they share, and are her own age. So after teasing her about it (with tongue) and getting her around to “I don’t know…” territory where she seemed more excited than not, I asked the boys when was a good time for them both to come over. The next afternoon they did, and when they got there I greeted them one at a time with deep kisses and let them in. It was a show for Vega. I reintroduced them and said I just wanted us all to hang out, as Vega was finding out more about herself and it was good for her to experiment with people her own age. Knowing she preferred B, I sat him next to her on the couch, then sat next to him on the other side with PB next to me again. So boy/girl/boy/girl. I was teasing Vega telling the guys about how she wanted to try this and with B, what I’d taught her, ect. And she was nervous but played off of us while we all teased each other. PB and I were twisted to face them and Vega was sitting against the arm of the couch with her knees against B’s side. He was coming out of his shell too, making innuendo about how he was surrounded and trapped by girls, how he’d have to fight his way out through Vega since she’s smaller, and he was disappointed how he missed out on the stuff we were up to. So I wagged a finger at Vega calling her to me, leaned over his lap and we made out right in front of his face. Because I’d lifted my butt up off the couch it was exposed and PB took the opportunity to stroke his finger between the lips of my pussy, and I was getting wet playing this game. I pulled away from Vega and put a hand on the back of hers and B’s necks, turning them towards each other, and Vega made the first move and kissed him with tongue rolling out first. Once she was going on her own I was playing with B’s hard dick through his pants, and we occasionally switched off all kissing each other. I felt Vega’s hand rubbing the back of mine until I figured out she wanted to take over playing with his hard on. I think I can safely say she’s not a lesbian anymore. PB was shifting around behind me, and then the head of his dick was sliding up and down in my slit a little to lube it before he pushed it inside me after a second. I told him to stop before he came and to save it for Vega, and she said she already had her boy and I could have him, but I told her no because she’s getting both. Then I thought about it and told her she was getting 3. She was nervously ok with 2 when I said that, but at the mention of 3 she backed off a little and asked who else was coming. I told her that it was just us but I have a strapon and she won’t be able to tell the difference with it in her ass. While we were having this little back and forth, B lifted his butt up off the couch and we helped him get his shorts off,, and his dick was a wet mess. I asked Vega in a singing voice “doesn’t it smell gooood? Don’t you want to feel it in your mouth” as I went down on it with mine to show her how it was done. I came up with cock breath and cupped the base of his dick between my finger and thumb, and his balls with the other fingers like an “ok” hand signal and guided her head down to it with my other hand. Then I kissed him with his own taste in my mouth, knowing he’s into that kind of thing now, and he didn’t object. I had to remind him not to cum yet either, and to stop her if he’s about to because I want her TP’d. When they were both about there I pulled Vega’s face away from B’s crotch with a fistful of hair and pushed PB away from mine with a hand on his chest. I had to go get my strapon, but wondered if I could trust them alone with her when the boys were so close to cumming. I joked about it and headed upstairs to grab my strapon, getting my legs into it and buckling the belt part, and when I came back downstairs Vega was riding B’s dick and had Poolboy’s in her mouth, who was standing on the couch next to them. I had to hurry to get in on it and told them again not to cum and make it last, and they should have waited being too close to cumming when I’d left, it could end early if they’re not careful. I had to lube up this toy but Vega’s pussy and mouth were occupied, so I stood on the edge of the couch behind her and straddling B’s legs, had my hand on PB’s shoulder to balance, and leaned forward to make B suck on it to make it wet for me. He looked up at me dirty from over Vega’s shoulder while he did it and I did kind of have fun, facefucking him a little past the point of having it wet enough to put in her ass. I had to make sure I’d get a chance to fill her airtight though so I stopped that and got on my knees behind and right up against her, also straddling B’s legs and guided the slobbery head against her asshole before I pushed it in gently. Once the head was in I sped up a little every thrust and in like 15-20 seconds I was holding both of her shoulders and ramming it in her all the way so my hips slapped against her ass. She was moan panting into PB’s also messy cock now and had to keep coming away to catch her breath, and at one point she laid her head to the left on B’s shoulder panting, and I was kissing her back when I heard a whispered “just fuckin do it” to my right, turning just in time to see the whole length of PB’s dick disappear into his friend’s mouth. They were all getting close to cumming again, I know Vega already had from how she was acting and the sounds she made at the time. But B’s fingers were digging into her butt cheeks between us as he thrust up into her pussy and he was moaning with a throat full of dick, poolboy was whispering “fuck” over and over and running his fingers through B’s hair. He started groaning then and B went down on him all the way, stopping at the base of his cock and wagging his head, gagging and pulling away messy with cum and spit. Vega was still getting fucked and watching while giggling, and B put both his hands on either side of her face, kissing her with a mouthful of cum while he finished inside her, and she had her tongue in his mouth loving it. PB And I were looking at each other and I could tell he was wondering what I thought but I just gave him a shrugging frown face and slowed my plowing of Vega’s ass. I kissed the tip of PB’s dick and went down on it a couple times as it softened to clean it up, licking his balls some too. When all our breathing slowed and messy cocks were pulled from holes, I said we’re all going to the jacuzzi. The boys tried to make excuses but I wouldn’t let them, and said we were going out there to relax and have a post-game. Which we did, all of us naked with Vega sitting in B’s lap while I was in PB’s, and we were teasing them about the gayness. When they turtled up too much we both got reassuring and told them it was sexy, asking if they would do it again. B said it was up to his friend and it didn’t change how they were outside my house, and PB was kind of shy and said he doesn’t know. I think it would have to be offered in the heat of the moment again for him to say yes. He was strictly straight before getting blown by a guy. When I asked how it happened he said B was looking at him from under his eyebrows all thirsty, biting his lip and looking back and forth from his face to his cock which wasn’t getting any attention and PB just said it. He was reluctant to talk about it so I ended it with reassurance and gentle kisses, saying “a mouth is a mouth/an ass is an ass if you want to try that/it didn’t kill you, millions of guys do it all the time/nobody has to know if you don’t want them to/feel free to experiment without judgment here” ect, and Vega was backing me up the whole time. Once we moved away from that we were all friendly and relaxed as normal. I wonder how this will play out.

Spooktober bitch!

Since she’s had lots of sex now, technically including multiple guys and even strangers, I talked Vega into trying work for Benny. She said she was scared but I reassured her that she chooses who to fuck and makes New Playstation-levels of $ every visit doing what she now loves. Convenient timing since new consoles are coming out but that’s more on my mind than hers. She was reluctant but agreed and I said I’d even hang around for her first visit because no guy’s going to object to that, and that she was welcome back at my house when she wanted to come over. So I set it up with Benny and brought her back to the apts. One of his boys had a collection of pics on his phone from guys who had inquired, and Vega settled on some androgynous emo beanpole. Just my type years ago. So after the guy told her how to approach him and gave her his number she did. She sent him a text and a face pic saying “hey I’m Vega, how would you like to come spend some time with me” something innocuous and they started texting. Benny thought my being there was a good idea too. His guy gave me a key and Vega and I went up to the 3rd floor to an empty room and waited for the guy she was talking to. A he got there like 20 minutes later and was all nervous,, in his tight t-shirt and skinny jeans saying he hadn’t done this before and asking about me. I told him I was a friend and teacher and how he was her first too and she felt the same way. So they were making awkward conversation like 2 people who are into each other, even though I know she wouldn’t date a guy. We’d talked before about how these guys will want more from her, asking if they can see her outside work or the more comfortable ones will try to make themselves at home in her space and try to push things on her. But she’s protected here and just to say “noooo but thanks” “I’m not comfortable” that kind of thing. Be herself and shy and they love that. Be honest and say she’s a curious lesbian doing this for $, NOT to mention that it’s for a place to stay or they’d offer, ect. Benny, his guy and I all were bombarding her with tips like that downstairs. They said that she shouldn’t kiss the guys because she might get attached, but I knew she liked that and said to go ahead. Benny thought that might cause problems for him if that happened and he didn’t even care but it was the girls’ general rule. So I reminded him she’s a lesbian and not going to get attached, and he said she’s not anymore, to which I said “no she is she just knows how dick feels now.” Anyway the pimply emo kid found his courage first and waved her over to him, patting his leg and asking if she wanted to sit and talk with him and she didn’t even hesitate, even teasing him about his lack of game because they’d been talking already and he laughed nervously at it. She lifted a leg and slid onto his lap like a cat, putting her arm around his shoulder. I asked if she was good and she said yeah but I didn’t have to leave, looking at him and he nodded that it was ok if I stayed. But I told her she had to learn to do this on her own and was doing fine, and I’d stick around and wait for her to see how it went so he’d better not be disappointing. That part was meant for him, kind of teasing, and I told him he should push her boundaries a little but still be respectful or he’d have problems on the way out. Like don’t give up if she’s pulling away just slow down. Vega actually shoo’d me out and the last thing I saw closing the door was her leaning in to kiss him while he pulled her in with both arms. I went back to Benny’s apt and told him she was doing it, and he said thanks and told me I did a good job getting her to do it. We went back and forth for a minute about how he was so complainey this whole time, and I teasingly told him I don’t want to hear any more whining from him about hanging out with the girls or anything because it was unmanly and didn’t befit a powerful gangbanger. He was happy and smiling and just said ok. I walked to his bedroom door and opened it, and he asked me what I was doing, saying his wife was on her way home with groceries RIGHT NOW. I whined his exact words back to him in a mocking voice, and told him that he’d better hurry and eat my pussy then as I backed up to his bed lifting my dress up to my belly before crawling onto it backwards. He followed me in ripping off his shirt and crawled onto the bed after me, licking from one knee up to my wet lips and started sucking on my clit. I was propped up on 1 elbow looking down at him, chewing my bottom lip and running my nails along his scalp, it was all a show for the times he looked up at me. That worked like a bomb, he grudge-crawled up to me so we were face to face, and we both had our mouths wide open rolling our tongues around each other when I felt his coke can dick glide into my soaking pussy. He was too long to bottom out in me so he kept one hand around the base of his dick while he fucked me with it just so he wouldn’t go too far and hurt me. I really turned him on cause he came in me in less than 5 minutes, whispering stuff in Spanish against my neck which tickled and I had to tell him giggling I didn’t understand what he was saying. He finished emptying his balls with little half thrusts and pulled out of me. I straddled his lap with his dick against my belly making out with him with my arms around his neck, and was about to say bye when he pushed me off and rolled me over again by my ankle, lifted me up by my hips so I was on my knees facing the headboard and fucked me more doggystyle. I didn’t think he had any left in him the way he finished. This time he was rougher, no hand to limit how far he penetrated, my hands and face against the wall because I was all scrunched up over the pillows, and he was fucking hard enough to hurt me now while spanking me constantly. I haven’t been handled like that since N was staying with me and he made me cum without ever touching my clit. Just from penetration alone which is rare. There was a big engine sound outside and he pulled out to look through the window, saying Moniker was back. We’d both cum so we were done anyway, pulling on clothes and getting to the living room before she came in. She looked at me first and just said “hey” before telling Benny with attitude to bring in groceries. He went outside and I followed her into the kitchen, feeling lightheaded and pretty wild with her husband’s load wetting my thighs. She put some stuff down on the table and turned with a bitchy look on her face, asking “what’s up?” and I got in her personal space right against her, pinning her against the counter and stroked the back of my fingers down her cheek saying it was nice to see her again before leaning in for a kiss with my hands on either side of her neck. She didn’t move, and I gave her a little peck on the lips, pulling away I saw her eyes were closed. So I came in again for another peck and licked her lips a little, and she opened them for me and I took advantage. We were full making out then and I lifted her blouse and one cup off of her massive tit and was pinching her pancake nipple when Benny came back in with arms full of bags. He was smiling and asked what was going on, which made Moniker panic and pull her bra and shirt back down. I walked past Benny stroking my fingernails across his bare belly and winked at him on my way out like a boss. I went upstairs until I was out of the sun and sat on the steps texting, asking Benny if he was in trouble and Vega how it was going. Benny said his wife was shook and saying I’m a slut and she doesn’t want me around anymore, but he was making fun of her because it didn’t seem like that when she was under my control. So no he wasn’t in trouble and she seemed more shy and girly than usual right now. Also she was trying to get him to make it up to her, meaning she was horny and he was going to have to perform again to dispel the idea that he’d just been with me. He was going to fuck her with my cum still wet on his dick. And he wouldn’t enjoy it after being with me and after he’d cum already but he had to keep her happy. Vega texted me she felt emotionally fine but was unsatisfied cause he hadn’t made her cum. The whole thing downstairs was only like 15 minutes and her guy was done and about to leave. When he got to where I was on the stairs, I got up to go to Vega and I was like “how’d it go, stud?” and he said awesome and his first time. I told him it gets better for both of them with experience and to be sure to come back. Feeling high and oozing sluttiness today, I took his hands and put them on my tits and pulled him in for a kiss with my hands on his hips. I said after pulling away I told him he doesn’t taste like pussy, and he was all nervous and said they haven’t gotten to that yet. I was ready for him to ask how I would know, but he was too nervous to use game. So I said bye and went to talk to Vega, who was curled up in bed naked under the covers. I asked her how she was and she said her head was spinning but she was fine. This felt like her actual first time with a guy because it was one-on-one, he was the focus instead of being a background decoration or toy in one of our group fun games, ect. When I asked her if she was ready to do it again and willing to stay here she said yes to the first, especially cause she was frustrated and wanted to cum herself, but didn’t know if she wanted to stay if she wasn’t working. I told her she could call me and let me know when she was done and I would come get her, and she could stay with me but only staying here would make her more comfortable, it was just something she was going to have to power through the first night or 2. I texted the apt girls and asked if any would do me a favor and hang out with her, make her feel comfortable there and Holly said she could come hang out at her place and play games. That was ok for Vega and I asked her to try to stay and reassured her that Holly would be available to hang out afterward, of what she got to keep she just made a day of working minimum wage in that 15 minutes, that she had her own room as far as I knew and could be on her own there. So I talked her into trying it and left, texting Benny again and letting him know.

Now I have my house to myself! I text Vega all the time to check on her and she’s actually loving it like I thought she would, especially because she gets final say on prospective choices. She was scared the first few nights but I came to visit her a couple times and she stuck it out and doesn’t regret it! She turns telling me about her day into sexting, her stories start out informational then become de***********ive porn while she plays with herself. So she’s having fun. I asked her if she’s happy with what she’s making and she said hell yeah. By the end of week 2 she has enough to get a used car of her own, but she still needs her brother to help her get her permit.

Texting with PB, I asked about what happened with him and B when we were all fucking Vega, how that’s been going. He says it isn’t, that they talked about it and if it happens again it’ll be a social thing like it was last time. Heat of the moment and sharing a girl or 2. He also politically asked me if he could use my house as a fuck pad for himself and J. They’ve been messaging back and forth since the pool party and want to meet up again, but can’t be seen in public together, can’t go to her house for risk of being caught, and can’t go to his house because of his family. So I said sure because that sounds like my idea of a good time. That’s where the political maneuvering came in. He suggested it was while I was out sometime so they could have time alone together. I thought the more the merrier, but they both just want some solo time. I asked J about it subtly and she said yeah that was what she wanted too because last time was so nice. I was a little insulted since they’re both mine. Just another example of J’s powerful funk wooing another male. Mine I had to work at, being sultry and witty, making myself up all nice for a date. She’s just naturally sweet and innocent, Italian model gorgeous that brings out the predator nature in guys. Not in a creepy way. But anyone would find confidence to hit on her because it’s too big a chance to miss out on. I already said yes to them meeting up here, after hearing the “alone” part I would still feel bad changing my mind because of a factor like that, it would seem jealous and petty.

This is getting too long, Ive had to break it up into a dozen parts. Also it’s been fairly quiet since Vega moved out, nothing worth writing about. Some dates, some sex but nothing new. So I think this will be an ending to a post. Bye for now!

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