A gay story: My Girlfriend Turned Me Gay This is a true story of how I went from a well adjusted straight man into a gay slut in college all thanks to my bitch of an ex. Everything in here happens with people over the age of 18.
My girlfriend and I had been together during high school, but we were going to different colleges after graduation. I did everything for the first time with her.
Ashley. Oh, Ashley.
She was beautiful. Big C Cup tits, a firm ass and, more importantly, the insatiable need to suck dick every day. I didn’t realize I had hit the absolute jack pot.
I was nerdy, 6 foot tall, and although I wasn’t super skinny, I wasn’t muscular. Toned, I guess you could put it, but I did have a nice thick cock. Curiosity had gotten the better of me over the years and I knew my measurements to be 5.5″ thick and 7″ long. I loved my dick, and would play with it daily, but I was nervous talking to girls. I don’t know what Ashley saw in me, but she liked it. And soon I couldn’t even remember the last time I had jacked off. Ashley was a succubus.
Surprisingly though, she was a virgin. She had sucked dick before but we were each other’s first. And going into college we felt like we could make the two hour trip between us work. I loved her and the sex was fantastic. It HAD to work.
I left for school a bit earlier since I got accepted into some summer program. It was great and I began to make friends while still talking long distance with Ashley every day.
Until one day, she said she was going to a party and stopped responding halfway through. I thought it was odd but didn’t think anything of it after we talked the next day.
As the summer went on and school officially started, the first real weekend of college began and she disappeared on me again. The next day I called.
“Hey babe, just checking in on you. Didn’t hear from you last night,” I started nervously.
“Yeah, sorry,” she replied. “We just had the best party. For the first time here a couple guys were able to get actual liquor instead of beer. Soooooooo many shots.” She laughed and sighed at the same time.
“Yeah? Which guys?” I prodded.
Silence.
“Ashley?”
“I’m sorry, Mark,” she said quickly. “I blew him.”
“Wait what?” I feel like I had already known but my stomach dropped as she confirmed it.
“It’s not a sexual thing though,” she continued, “I didn’t do it because I want him or whatever. I just did it as a thank you for the alcohol. Like it was something I chose to do for him.”
“What the fuck? So you just got down on your knees and let this dude use your mouth for booze? What the fuck is wrong with you, Ashley?” I was beginning to come unraveled. My head was spinning.
After hours of talking she was adamant and felt no remorse: she said it “was a way to thank him and didn’t mean anything sexually,” and “sucking dick isn’t even a submissive thing. I had full control of the situation so it’s not like he was using me.”
My mind broke. I just pictured her on her knees sucking some random dick just like I’d seen her do to me hundreds of times. As we talked more she admitted to doing it to other guys over the summer so they could keep getting good party invites and alcohol. I was sick to my stomach.
I said it was okay and I loved her, but I was devastated. I couldn’t think straight. Sucking dick was THE most submissive thing you could do in my eyes. You’re literally pleasing someone and letting them use your mouth. I kept playing the scenario over and over and eventually realized it wouldn’t be okay unless I could experience it for myself.
I had been interested in gay-ish stuff for years when I discovered I loved fingering my ass in the shower. One day it evolved into using my family’s cucumber, which resulted in an absolutely mind blowing orgasm.
After cumming from anal play for the first time, I headed to the computer to search gay porn.
Noooope!
Thought of being with a guy repulsed me. I had only had sex with girls, kissed girls, and although Ashley licked and fingered my ass while blowing me it was always straight sex stuff.
The next week after that phone call I was a wreck.
I kept thinking about Ashley and her sucking dick, which then would spiral into her explanation that it wasn’t sexually driven and not submissive. It would always get me into thinking about sucking dick myself, and that night when my roommate was at his girlfriend’s place, I began searching gay blowjob porn.
I finally happened upon a video of a boy that looked like me: short hair, skinny, and a long dick. He was completely naked, kneeling down and sucking off an older man’s cock. My member twitched, and I focused on the boy’s mouth. Up and down. In and out. The boy’s own dick hardened without him even touching it and eventually the man held the boy’s head as he fucked his mouth and came on his tongue. I was rock hard, and would spend the next two hours playing with myself. Ashley would message here and there and every time I would reply with one hand while scrolling through gay porn with the other.
As she sent her final message of the night saying she was headed out with some girlfriends, I turned my phone over and focused on my screen. Finding a suitable blowjob scene, I climaxed as they did. I was loving this, and if it really was no big deal according to Ashley, I was dead set on doing it.
If sucking dick really was what she said and it wasn’t submissive then I could
1) realize I couldn’t be mad at her, and
2) she couldn’t get upset at me
But now there was also a third option: It looked kind of fun? I don’t think I’d tell her either way but if I were to go for it we should be even, right?
At the end of the week I opened up my laptop. I logged on to craigslist and found the men4men section.
I took a deep breath and posted:
Looking to suck dick (18m)
No strings attached just want to suck a nice dick. Send pictures of it.
I pressed post and butterflies were in my stomach. I couldn’t believe I was doing it.
After about half an hour I had finally gotten a good post. He was a bit older than me but was straight to the point. Sent me a pic of his dick which looked decently thick and about 6 or 7 inches, and said he needed a cock slut. I responded with a pic of my face and he sent me his phone number.
“I’m going to fuck your face. No bullshit. I pick you up, you suck me off, and if you’re good I’ll message you whenever I need to get off.”
I felt a bit overwhelmed, but strangely enough I started to get aroused. For my first time I really should have mentioned I was brand new to this in the post but aside from the slight straightforwardness this guy seemed like he had the best looking dick.
I replied.
“Yep. I’m ready.”
In 15 minutes he was out in front of my dorm. I got in the front seat.
“Hey,” I said, looking at him. He was definitely a senior. Compared to my freshman face, he looked so mature. He didn’t say anything and started driving. It was a minute of awkward silence before he started rubbing my crotch through my jeans. I was so nervous and caught off guard I figured the only thing I should do would be return the favor.
I reached over and began rubbing him through his pants. I felt it and felt hot all over. I was touching someone’s dick. I could feel it strain against the fabric and tried to rub it up and down. After another minute he pulled into the stadium parking lot and parked underneath a few trees in the back.
He unzipped his pants and pulled it out.
My first dick.
It was dark but I could see it clearly. Sticking straight up, throbbing, thick and leaking precum. I unbuckled my seat belt, reached over and grabbed his warm cock with one hand as I placed my mouth over it. It was warm and hard but soft at the same time. It tasted a little salty but sweet. I didn’t know what to expect but whatever it was, this was incredible. Without meaning to I moaned to myself as I began to suck him. Bobbing my head up and down with my hand to cover his whole shaft.
“Fucking cock sucker,” he moaned as he placed his hand on my head. My bobbing was interrupted as he began to force my head down. I was a pretty good chugger when it came to beers, since all you really had to do was relax and open your throat, and the moment I felt that pressure on the back of my head I did the same.
To my surprise, his whole cock slid down my throat. I gagged slightly as I adjusted, but this was way easier than I thought. Wet sloppy thrusts entering and exiting my lips. His huge shaft filling my mouth. I couldn’t help it as my own cock pressed up against my pants and strained as it got harder and harder.
Holy fuck, I thought to myself. This guy is using my mouth and I absolutely love it.
I deep throated him for about 30 seconds before taking his cock out of my mouth, rubbing it with a hand and then licking his shaft from top to bottom. This was absolutely incredible and I wanted more. I was ravenous and finally understood why Ashley did this.
It wasn’t fucking powerful at all. I was drunk with the need to please this dick. I wanted it. I needed it. I stroked it harder and faster up against my lips, sucking the top of his head as precum coated my tongue.
He grabbed his dick from my hand and slapped it against my face.
“Get in the backseat,” he ordered.
I climbed in the backseat as I saw him take his pants off.
“Lay down, head facing me. I’m going to fuck your face now, bitch.”
I did what I was told. My own cock rock hard and leaking precum into my jeans.
I opened my mouth and saw him readjust and guide his cock to me. I felt him hold my head and he began thrusting. His thick cock thrusting in and out of my mouth, spilling spit and precum all over me. It was such a strangely arousing feeling having this hard cock enter me, and I did my best to work my tongue on the shaft as he thrust quicker and quicker.
I moaned and slightly gagged, but I could handle it. This was the best sex I had ever had and I wasn’t even getting my dick touched. My jeans were soaked through with my own precum.
After another minute I heard him begin panting. My mouth was beginning to get numb from the thrusting.
He didn’t say a word as I took my first load straight down my throat. He simply grunted.
Hot, salty, sweet cum shot into me. I moaned, lips still wrapped around his cock as he pumped a few more into my mouth. I sucked it down and swallowed a few bursts before he pulled it out and finished by cumming on my face. Seemingly automatically I opened my mouth, stuck out my tongue and he slapped me again with his wet hard cock. Cum continued to dribble out and I opened my eyes and wrapped my lips around his tip, sucking the rest down.
I had blown him to completion and loved it.
After he stopped he shoved his dick back in his pants.
“Clean yourself up, cock sucker.”
I don’t know why but that drove me even more wild. I wiped the cum off my face and licked it up. I climbed back into the front seat and without even looking at me he started the car back up and began to drive me home.
My mouth was warm and numb and smelled like sex. I just stared out the window playing it all over again.
As we pulled up my mind was going a mile a minute.
“I’ll message you. Good job.”
“Thanks,” I said nervously as I got out and closed the door. My mouth was still hot and I could taste and smell his cock on me.
I went to my dorm, headed straight to the bathroom and jacked off while sucking my finger. I came almost instantly in my hand and licked it up.
I went back to my room. It was around 11 at night and my roommate was asleep. As I climbed into my bed my girlfriend’s words just kept playing back in my head.
She was so fucking full of shit.
I felt like an object. I was used. I was submissive. I had no control.
And I fucking loved it.
I messaged her our usual “goodnight!” and tried to fall asleep. I didn’t realize it then, but the next couple years would see me going from bicurious to submissive bottom in record time. All thanks to her.
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This is a true story. If you like it I’ll continue on. It was an amazing time and in hindsight I thank her for being so shitty or else I would have never known how good gay sex is.