A gay story: Restraint I have always loved the idea of control. I worked in a very male heavy dominated job, where you were always trying to be top dog. So the idea of giving up control of myself was always a huge fantasy…until it wasn’t.
It was a Saturday night in the middle of winter, no one else was home at the time and I was enjoying a few whiskey and cokes. As the evening went on it started to snow a little and I received a text from my roommates that they were going to stay out of town for the full evening so they wouldn’t have to drive in the weather. Well like any good horny closeted bi sexual man I decided it was the perfect time to open the grinder app.
It was the same as it always seems to be, one guy sending a dip pic before saying anything, another guy chatting and then the profile disappears. I had been on the app for about a hour and a half, I was just about to close it and just go and jerk off when I received a notification. DominantSir was the profile name and the message came in, “Do you like to give up control?”.
My attention was caught, my cock instantly standing to attention, this was one of my fetishes I knew I needed to reply.
“I do like giving up control sir.” I replied.
“What are your limits and desires?” he asked
Nervously I had to think limit wise I knew where I was at, no blood or scat or pee play but other then that I didn’t have many others but for my desires what did I really want? I had always had the desire to really give up control completely, I am talking having my hands tied, being blindfolded and just completely submitting to what ever the man or women in charge wants, but would he go for it I wondered.
“Well sir,” I nervously start typing, “I have this one true desire to completely submit to you, but I would want you to tie me up and blind fold me so I am just your sex object.” I sent it hoping there would be a message coming back.
It was feeling like forever but really was no more then a minute or two then finally I see the three dots… he typing a response! Will it be the one I want I hope.
“I like the sound of that. You will be mine all night though you need to be aware of this and we will do it at your place. I want you blindfolded when I arrive so you cant see me and you will have rope beside you for me to tie you up. You will not see a picture of me or my cock it will be a complete mystery who is in control of you. If you are fine with this send me your address now and get ready.”
My god, I thought I was not sure about not seeing who and what will be handling me but at the same time the excitement of what could happen was already making my cock pre cum. I knew this could be a once in a lifetime experience and I wanted it. “Yes sir here is my address” I responded dropping him the link of my home, “the front door will be unlocked and my room is in the basement just come on down I will be blindfolded lying on the bed in a pair on panties with the rope beside me for when you arrive.”.
His response was a simple “Okay” and then his account disappears… I have to wonder is he coming or not the excitement of what could ne happening is to much. I decided I have to get ready I run upstairs turn on the exterior light and unlock the door and opening it a crack. What am I doing runs through my mind but again my cock leaking the way it was is telling me you are doing what you need. I go to my garage and get a rope I have used for boating, it is smooth and soft yet incredibly strong. I cut it into 4 pieces about 4 feet long each.. I hope it is enough.
I head down to the basement and my room, stripping completely. Now I am a fairly chubby guy, I stand at 6 feet 240 pounds, my hair is brown and shaggy with specs of grey that had started to appear. My weight is mainly held around my stomach and I have small man boobs probably what would be a A cup, my ass is fairly shapely and firm from a lot of lifting at work and for body hair it tends to be very light and blond. I go to my dresser and open the special drawer, inside is a pink pair of lace panties, lube and condoms, and a black silk tie… I may have blindfolded myself in the past with.
I slide the panties up my legs feeling the silk nestle up to my balls and into my ass crack, I shiver at how good it feels. I put the rope on the bed and the lube and condoms on the night stand beside it, I so hope he actually shows up. I take the comforter and all but one of the pillows off the bed and put them in the corner of the room, tonight could get a little messy. Then I tie the blind fold around my forehead so I can pull it down quick when he arrives and sit on the bed waiting. Ten minutes go by, twenty minutes, forty five minutes…. One hour goes by and by this time I am thinking he is just another flake but then a notification on my phone appears, there is motion by my front door!
I slide the blindfold down and lie facedown on the bed, I hear the door crack upstairs from opening, I am so nervous and excited I was shaking. I hear foot steps going along the hall up stairs and then methodically coming down the stairs. Finally they hit the basement floor and take the last 10 steps to my room. I am lying there waiting for him to say or do something, it feels like a eternity. I then hear his voice a husky growl from what sounds like a person who has been smoking for many years, “This is your one chance to back out now, once I start there is no safe word, no stopping you will be mine till I am done with you tonight. I see you have condoms there as well, I wont be wearing any you will be bred by me. So now say yes or no do you want this and that is the last thing you will say tonight.”
My mind is racing, I never considered he may not want to use condoms, generally I always play safe and I have been checked regularly so I know I am clean. I am on PrEP though, I still cant believe what I am about to say, “Yes” I reply breathlessly.
I hear him step forward and can feel the sensation of a rope being picked up beside me. He grabs my left arm just above my wrist and bring it to behind my back, I feel the rope being tied around it. Then I feel him get onto the bed and grab my right arm, it to is brought behind me to the left arm and tied. There is no going back now I think to myself even if I wanted to.
He grabs me by the shoulders and flips me over with such ease I know he must be a incredibly strong man. He pulls me towards the edge of the bed so my head is hanging over one side and as it is a single bed my legs are hanging over the other with my ass just barely sitting on the edge. I feel another rope, this time it is not going around my wrists but my neck and it is pulled tightly but not to tightly and tied to what must have been the bottom of the bed frame. Then I hear more foot steps as he walks to the other side of the bed kicking my legs apart before tying a rope on each foot and securing it the bedframe as well. I know now I am truly out of control my 5 inch cock sticking straight up out of the panties showing that it is exactly where I belong.
“Well now where shall I begin you filthy whore?” He asks as I hear a belt being slid off of his pants. “I guess it really does not matter because you will be feeling this 12 inch cock in ever hole tonight!” 12 inches… I have never had anything even half that size I thought to myself.
I hear a muffled thump, his pants falling to the floor then more foot steps. He was standing right in front of my head, “I better not feel any teeth.” He says as I feel his thumb slip between my lips forcing my mouth wide open.
Then I feel it, it is not hard yet or at least fully but it ids enormous the mushroom head pushes in past my lips just resting in my mouth, “Your going to want to start sucking now bitch.” He commands with a somber tone.
I cant move my head because of the rope holding me in place so I start swirling my tongue around the head of the cock as best as I can and I seal my lips so I can suck on it like you would a straw. I feel it start to pulsate in my mouth and grow, and grow it does soon I don’t even have room to move my tongue around it, the head keep moving further and further into my throat.
“My, my you are a good little cocksucker,” he says as I feel his hand push into my hair grabbing it hard, “Now get ready you have taken about half of me but it is time for me to use all your throat.” He pulls my hair down cause my mouth to open fully again.
He starts pushing in further, I can feel him at the back of my throat now but he doesn’t stop there he continues to go further inch by inch, I feel it in my throat, I cant breath, yet he doesn’t stop he keeps going. I start to panic as it seems like I haven’t taken a breath in forever but then I feel it his ball touching my nose…I did it I have taken all of him in my throat or more truthfully given my throat up to be taken but yet the darkness still seems to be creeping into my mind from the lack of air.
“Fuck you got it all in there, not many can do that.” He says as he pulls back many inches releasing my throat and letting me gasp for air. “Now that you got your breath back get ready I am going to fuck this throat.”
My mind is going wild I was barely able to handle it all just once I don’t know if I can handle my throat fucked, but I have no choice. Suddenly I feel him push in again forcing his entire length down my throat then back out then back in. I don’t know how long it went on for the entire time I was on the verge of gasping for small breaths in the half seconds he was not filling my throat up with that massive cock.
Finally when I thought I was truly going to pass out I feel him grab me by the throat hard and push in fully. He starts to cum deep down my throat, I have no choice but to swallow and continue to swallow. He squeezes my throat hard then starts to slide out as if to fully drain his cock down my throat.
He pulls fully out of my mouth leaving me gasping with tears and spit all over my face. “Well that was a good appetizer for me, now I think I am going to take my main course and don’t worry I took a little pill before I got here so you wont have to wait for me to get hard again.” He snickers to me with his cock still lying across my face.
He begins to walk around the bed heading to the other side. I know what is about to happen but I still cant believe it, my throat and jaw are aching from the brutal punishment they just took. What will my ass be like if he does this to it. There is no stopping it though so I just try and breath and relax myself, I know if I am tense it will be so much worse.
He arrives at the other side of the bed and proceeds to untie my legs, “Now I am going to let you role over, but your head will still be tied but if you don’t struggle for me then I will let you keep your legs untied. Now role over boy!”
I do as I am told awkward as it is I role my body over which with the rope on my neck causes my head to get pulled even further down and me having to put my knees on the edge of the bed. My ass is now sticking straight out my head forced down forward my back arched. I feel it then his finger run between my cheeks before pushing into my tight hole before pulling back out. Then a cold liquid is poured down my ass.
“This will not be fore your pleasure I am going to fuck you hard and fast and leave my cum running out of you like the bitch you are.” He states as I feel that large mushroom start sliding up and down my crack getting the head all lubed up.
I close my eyes even thought they are blindfolded, I know this will be like nothing I have ever felt before. Suddenly there is pressure on my hole, from the size there is no way it will fit but I hear him growl almost feral like then a shock of pain hits me as his head pushes in. I want to pull away, need to pull away but I cant my head still tied I have no chance to get away.
He begins to push further inch after massive inch keep entering into me the pain mounts to a crescendo and slowly starts to feel good. I have never felt anything like this I feel as if I am full for the first time in my life. His balls finally slap against my ass, he is in completely. I feel his hands grand onto my hips and then he pulls out leaving me feel empty but not for long as he rams back in fully hard and fast.
I start making noises, I don’t even know what to call them something between a moan and a whimper as he thrust back and forth into my ass giving me wave after wave of pleasure and pain. Every so often he reaches up and slaps my round ass hard as he can, I know there will be all kinds of bruises come tomorrow but that does not matter right now. My own cock nearly drooling out precum from the constant pressure on my prostate, I would give anything in that moment to be able to touch it.
How long did he fuck me like this, I have no idea but finally I start to hear his breath quicken and feel the pulsating from behind. He reaches under me and grabs my cock, I instantly start cumming, causing my ass to squeeze his cock hard, “Fuck!” is all I hear as he starts unloading inside of me. Both of us shooting blast after blast of our juices, me onto the bed and him deep inside me, deep inside of his little sex toy.
I feel him collapse onto the back of me the first time I feel his heavy wait and muscular frame, we both continue to lie there for a few minutes, I feel his cock begin to return to his normal state leaving me feel empty inside again. Then he stands up and pulls out of me grabbing both of my legs and pulling them off the bed. Before I even realize it he has attached the ropes back to my ankles and tied them back to the bedframe.
“Well that was a good first round, I think I will go make myself a snack in the kitchen and my couple of buddies I have been live streaming this little session to are very excited to come over, so get your rest in now cause in 20 minutes you will really be put to the test.”
What have I don’t I think, but honestly deep down I know I wanted this, I am here to be used, I didn’t want any control and now my dream has come true…