“As Larry was trying to say, Leslie, my name is Beth. For the last few weeks, I’ve been giving the boys blow jobs. I’d never had a boyfriend before and through strange circumstances I performed my first blow job and found that I really liked it. In fact, I liked it so much that I started looking for other boys to suck off. I met Larry and it seemed that his friends would be perfect because they would appreciate what I do for them and wouldn’t tell anyone. I did tell them originally to tell you about it, but I guess they were too embarrassed to do it. So, I’m sorry about that. I have even told the boys that you could be included in this if you want. I also found out in another strange way that I enjoy being with girls. I’ve found that licking pussy is just as fun as sucking a dick. I would be happy to do that for you, if you want, or I could teach you to give blow jobs and you could help me take care of the boys.”
“You’ve got to be kidding, Beth,” Leslie replied. I couldn’t do that. And I’m not into girls. This all sounds so wrong.” “Leslie,” I said, “I didn’t think I was into girls either. Not only did I find that I liked pussy, but would you believe the first one I licked belongs to my sister? I had never thought about my sister like that, let alone thought about licking a pussy. But, once I tried it, I was hooked. Now pretty much every time I get together with my sister and her girlfriend, we have a lot of fun together. Look, I’m not trying to push you into something you don’t want to do. I’m just saying it would be fun. I know the boys like you and want to still be friends with you so none of us want you to feel left out. We’re willing to include you in our fun in any way you want and if you don’t want to be included, then you should probably call John first before coming over so you don’t feel uncomfortable. We’re not hurting anyone here, Leslie. The boys had never been sexual with a girl before and really wanted to have the experience, and I love giving blow jobs so it was just a good fit. We’re just having some fun. It’s not like I’m actually having sex with them or something. I let them see and touch my tits because no boys ever had. I don’t have much, as you can see, so having boys actually like seeing my tits and touching them has been special for me. We’re all just helping each other and we’d be glad to include you in any way you want.”
“I don’t know,” said Leslie. “It’s none of my business what you guys do together but I don’t know that I’d want to get involved. I’ve never done anything like that before and I think I’d be way too embarrassed to do it. That’s why I’ve always liked these guys. They’ve just been pals and never tried to get sexual or put any pressure on me.”
“I understand, Leslie. Maybe it’s time you took the opportunity to start to explore your own sexuality. I’m telling you, just a couple of months ago I was just like you. I’d never had a boyfriend. All the boys just looked past me because I don’t have any tits. I didn’t really feel much like a girl, let alone a young woman. But now, I feel more alive. These great guys are just as you’ve said. They treat me really well. They’ve never tried to do more than I’m willing to do and they appreciate me and my body. It’s changed a lot of things for me. I really think you should think about just the two of us getting together sometime. You could come over to my house so the boys don’t even know we’ve been together. Let me try to make you feel good. I bet you’ve never had anyone give you an orgasm before. I hadn’t a couple of months ago. You wouldn’t have to do anything with me, just let me pleasure you and see if you like it. If you don’t or it just doesn’t do anything for you, we just won’t do it again. No big deal. And like I said, the boys don’t need to know one way or the other unless you tell them. Just think about it. The offer is out there.”
We went back out to the boys and Matt came back into the bedroom with me and I gave him his blow job. When we went back out, Leslie was gone. Oh, well, I thought. I took care of the other two guys and no one said anything about Leslie. As I was getting ready to leave, Larry asked if he could walk me home. “Sure,” I said.
As we were walking, Larry asked about my conversation with Leslie. I told him pretty much what I’d told her and that I didn’t know what, if anything, she was going to do. He told me she didn’t say anything about it before she left. We continued to walk on and then Larry said, “Beth, it’s really a shame that you don’t want a boyfriend, because I really like you and would love for you to be my girlfriend.”
“Oh, Larry, that is very sweet of you. I like you a lot, too. But as I’ve told you, I decided against having a boyfriend and now am having a good time giving blow jobs. I don’t think I could be exclusive to somebody right now. And I told you there’s an older man I know whose been waiting to make love to me and take my virginity and I’m really looking forward to that. You need to know that it’s not going to be a one-time thing. He’s way older than me so there’s no hope for there to ever be a real relationship, but I do love him and will give myself to him whenever he wants. So, I’m afraid I wouldn’t make very good girlfriend material right now.”
“I wouldn’t want you to change anything, Beth,” Larry said. “I like you for who you are and how you are. I wouldn’t care if you had sex with other guys. I can handle that. I just want to be able to spend more time with you and hold your hand and kiss you. You already give my friends blow jobs and it hasn’t changed the way I feel about you. I like that you are sexy and free-spirited.”
“I guess I should also tell you,” I said, “there is another boy at school that I give blow jobs to sometimes. And I can’t guarantee I wouldn’t find other willing subjects. You need to understand that I am really liking my new role as a cum slut. You’re a really nice guy, Larry. I do like you a lot. But I think you deserve someone better than me.”
We arrived at my house and Larry said, “Beth, just think about it, please? I don’t care about that other stuff. I know you do blow jobs because it’s fun and you like the taste of cum. It doesn’t mean you have any feelings for the guys you’re with, though. And the guy who’s going to take your virginity is one hell of a lucky guy, but like you’ve said, that will never be an actual relationship. You have feelings for him, but it wouldn’t go anywhere. I would really like to give our relationship a try, if you’re willing. Neither one of us has been in a relationship before so we really don’t know what to expect. Maybe it won’t work out, but I’d love to give it a try. Please think it over. Take care, I’ll see you at school tomorrow.” With that, Larry left me standing there thinking whether it might actually be able to work.
I’d never thought when I started all this that I’d end up really liking one of the geek squad, but Larry is really a great guy. He gets overlooked by girls just like I always have by boys. Just the fact that he really likes me is something very new for me. On top of that, for as shy as he was when we first met, I bet that took a lot of courage for him to say to me what he just did.